Darkness

Most of the people have no idea, how beautiful the darkness is. Only in the darkness you can see the stars. I don't live in darkness, darkness lives in me. Destroying is my second nature.

Every one of us has a dream. I also have a dream: A Perfect Family. But my fate had written something different. It loved to play with me. It made my life miserable. Whenever I love someone after a certain time, they suddenly leave me like my mom. That's why I made the decision not to love.

Love hurts so much. It’ll give you pain. But no one hates love, no matter how hard it hurts them. Some people love their loved one or loves themselves. It makes them to do crazy things. Because Love is crazy, isn't it? Without love, this world will become colorless. That's what life is all about. But my life is different. There is no place for love. In fact, I don’t even know how to love. Because my dad have taught me only how to hurt people. Nobody showed any love to me. I have suffered all my life in a dark world until he found me.

First, he became my friend, then he became my family now he's my whole world. He could see into my mind without my permission. He taught me how to love. He showed me the path to life. He made me smilme. He gave his life for my sake. I love him so much. No love . . . This word is not enough to describe my feelings for him. He was the best thing that ever happened to me. I never wanted to leave him, but my destiny played with me again. I lost him. He made no mistake. He just loved me. But I… only gave him pain. I hurt his feelings so much, but he never hated me in return. He accepted every single thing I did to him. I wondered how anyone could love someone like me that much.

If I had a chance, I would apologize for everything I did, I would have asked him to stay withstory, there'sbut I couldn’t. I have to let him go even if I don’t. Because we were polar opposites. Darkness and Light.

This is my story. Welcome to my dark world. This is Tara Watson. I promise you my story will never disappoint you. But I want you to remember one thing while reading my story there's no villain because I'm the biggest villain of my life. Please don't hate me.