Want.
Im confused. I dont know what is happening and what i am doing. Its just, I want you. So suddenly...So unexpectedly...
When he left me here...we were stuck in a long distance relationship...oh fuvk how bad it was....but then i met you. And all i could think was you. I had a man in love with me yet I couldn't tear my eyes off of you.
Fuck fairytales...but the way you looked at me, had me getting butterflies in my stomach. My eyes wouldn't leave your figure, those subtile touches and those lingering smiles the tension between us...the strong connection...your hands, your body...it attracted me all. At first i thought it was just there because he was not here...and i missed him but then, you approached me and i messed up my mind stopped and i gave up in your arms. I couldn't understand why at the welcome party those females around you...why I couldn't handle their hands on your body...why i got drunk and why i pulled you to kiss me...i guess it was all my fault but yet again, i still want you.
Her hair, her eyes, her words and her efforts explained by him to me since he was my best friend, i just couldn't help but want her...my best friends girl. My brain had created such an attractive image of her that i...started wanting her. Yet i hve never met her.
Accidentally, i met her at a bar alone...i didn't knew her and but saw her several times in the company...seeing how she was alone so was i...i started a conversation.... She told me her name...same names as his girl...min y/n...
But as he had explained a very refreshing, a very chirpy kind of woman she was not like that...and that made me more interested in her.
We started talking or more like me trying to hit on her. She was so resistant towards me so hesitant i wanna see how much more she resist me...he was stuck in their past...she was so much different now... different from the one he used to explain to me...
At that time when she pullled me in a kiss...i understand that she wanted me as much as i wanted her.
The times we spend together, she in my arms...her smiles towards me her eyes litting up when they see me...we had so fun together... making me want to have her all by myself...
But then,
He returned.
He fucking returned and she?
She jumped into his arms infront of my eyes.
I was angry. I didn't talk to her nor that she contacted me too...but she should have right? A week passed and i was yearning for her....
Why was i suffering alone?
Yes i understand that he was her boyfriend first and she was loyal but why couldn't she understand me...
Angry, i pullled towards her house like i used to ..cause i knew he wasn't home. I knock on the door and she opened it. My heart started beating loudly...
I grab her arms and slammed her against the door shutting it,
"How dare you?" I glared at her. She was looking at me with a slight fear but didn't say anything. "How dare you forget about me?? Y/n..." My voice trembled as i lick my lips showing her how miserable i was.
"Fuvk y/n you cant erase me like this....you cant-" i sniffed into her neck as she was still shook
"Ju-jungkook...I ..we cant now...forget it...he is back...im sorry"
"So now you say it huh..." I whisper in her ear my hand going for her neck. "You didn't say that when you were all over me? Did you forget that night?" She looked at me surprised, tracing my finger over her cheek, i smirked, nibbled on her ear as she sighned out making me smirk, "if so, let me remind you..."
