His Destiny

I am Natasha McIntyre, 28 years of age and still trying to figure out life . I have a perfect life persay , a great job I enjoy doing , I have nice friends but still there is something missing in my life, But somehow I could not seem to point out what was missing in my life .

I am currently dating Silas who says he is head over heels in love with me .

But boy is he ?

We had been dating for about 2 years, The relationship moved at a quick pace , we went on a few dates and hit it off . But for last last few months it feels like Silas hardly had time for me .

And have I told you about the number of times I have caught him chatting and sexting girls .

I know it is time I decided what I wanted in my love life , just to be a timmid girl in a relationship that was baseless with no love and trust or just choose to leave and love myself .

It was a saturday and both Silas and I have a day off and I usually have alot of plans but Silas is always busy to include himself in those plans I make, However being the girlfriend I am, I tried reaching his phone but it went straight to voicemail so I decided to drop him a text.

Nat : Hey Sil , Its saturday and I was calling to check if we could make some plans today ? Please text back when you see this msg . Miss you❤

After about 4 hours he responded back .

Sil: Hey babe, Cant do today I am sorry little busy .

Nat: hmmm , but its our off and we always make plans for this day as its the only day of the week we meet .

Sil: Sorry babe office party to attend , next week I promise . Miss u too , Kisses.

Nat : No worries, Enjoy your party.

Silas and I work and hence saturdays are the only days of the week we give each other but it has been about a couple of months that Silas always tried to find a reason to skip and this puts me in the situation of thinking if I wanted to be in this kind of relationship with no time and love for each other .

Just when I started doing my other house chores like my cleaning and Laundry which I usually do on the next day the 2nd day of my off , I got a text from Rachel who happens to be a common friend of Silas and I as they work at the same company.

Rachel: Hey babe, Whats cooking?

Me: Hey Rach . Nothing much just getting done with some house chores.

Rachel : Borrrriiinnnggg... Common girl you need to be in bed with your boyfried fucking like minx.

Me: Apparently it so happens that my bf is busy with his office party, Why arent you attending ?

Rachel: What office party ? There is no office party . And Silas has been on leave for the last 2 days . Lemme call you and there might be some serious talking we might need to do.

The nerve the guy has....... Knowing that my best friend worked with him he chose to lie to me on his where abouts.

Just in a few seconds my phone rings and it is Rachel on the line, We had a long conversation for about an hour and she forced me pay a surprise visit to Silas's apartment . I decided to get dressed and wait for Rachel to arrive as I could never get myself to do this alone . Rachel reached below my building in 30 minutes and we left . Silas stays about 25 minutes away from where I live. We parked in the visitors parking and I walked up to the elevator punching in his floor and when I reached I stood outside the door for a good 5 minutes deciding wether to knock or to just use my spare key to walk in ( we both have a set of keys to each others flats) and finally decide on walking in myself .

Once I opened the door and walked in I saw a pair of heels lying on the floor which definately did not belong to me , I further walked in finding pieces of womens garments along with his clothes all around the flat causing me to frown in disappointment . I could hear noises from the bedroom , it wasnt a very big flat and you could easily hear what one spoke from the room inside . I hardly hung out at his apartment it was usually him at my place, going to think of it ths was only the third time I was visiting and from the scene of it probably the last .

I knocked on the door but got no response, another knock and no response , finally I opened the door to find the back of a girl sitting on Silas lying on the bed riding him naked .

I just stood there in shock for a few seconds, minutes, I dont know how long ..... It felt as though the earth beneath my feet was pulled off, once I gained composure all I could do was run out of his apartment.

I could hear Silas calling out my name getting up to come behind me but I couldnt care any less , I could not breath with all the smell of sweat and sex, I had to get out of that place as fast as I could .

I walked back to the main door, before I ran out I left the key to his flat that he had once given me on the side table next to the door where he kept his other stuff and remembered to take back the keys to my place that I once gave him.

Silas came out of the room with only his boxers on trying to stop me saying "Its not what it looks like" but I had already reached the corridor, I turned back and replied "You are with a naked girl sitting on ur dick burried deep in her and its not what it looks like you say".

"Save those words you might need it for the next one" and just strode back down and into the car . I was dissappointed but not hurt because deep down I was prepared for this . I already knew by the way he was acting up for the past month I assumed he was upto something .

I reached the car sat in and just asked Rachel to drive back . And Rachel instantly understood that something as such must have happened. she always thought that I deserved better and that I was waisting my time with Silas , but I always dismissed what she said . But now I think that I should have just listened to her.

Silas kept calling and sending several text messages , but I was not in a condition to put up a fight and cry and I was definately not going to forgive him for what he made me feel like.

I always asked for only one thing in a relationship and that was loyality and if I did not get that I walk away and I was just walking away with my head held high , although deep down I am broken thinking about the years of time I put into this relationship loved and cared for him .