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I only ever wondered how it would feel to be like you. Like you’re someone to be admired for doing things other little kids your age couldn’t do until they were more older. Like you rode a 8 year old bike, while being barely 4 years old. You learned too young, and I admire that.
Everyone was proud of you. And I hated that I was so jealous of that. Because you were treated like the special person. Everyone around you loved you. And they probably loved me that same way when I was your age. But I was so used to the attention, that stuck into me. These are the things I wish I could say to you but I couldn’t..
You are special. Because you brought joy in our family, no matter how bad I treated you back then. You don’t deserve the way I treated you because of my jealousy towards you!
I know someday you’ll forgive me, you forgive. And forget really fast. Forget, cause your brain works the same as mine; too lazy to remember!
Even though you are taller than me; does not give you the right to treat me like a damn kid! I am older, and ‘tougher’. I give myself the ✨ pick me ✨ vibes. Gross. Either way, I can just tell on you!
But there’s more things I’d wish I could tell you. I am so proud of you! You are a mature and excellent sibling and I wish you nothing but success in your life, and someone whom will stay by your side and love you equally as you love them!
I hate being cheesy in front of you, cause then you’ll tell me ‘just stop’ when I’m trying to be honest! And like ‘caring’. So either way loser, have a wonderful life! I am happy to see you grow! Adios wey! :)
