Chapter 1
Hi!
My name is Hestia and tomorrow I’m starting my junior year in highschool ...so much, not looking forward to it!
You all must be wondering “why” right now, right?!
Well..let’s say my sophomore year was a turbulent year caused by a very distressful Ares.
The one and only most dashing , good looking , manly, tall, muscular, stunning boy alive ...oh my god what is wrong with me I HATE HIM!!
Ahhh no I don’t...I would just be lying to myself if I said that.
So today is September 1st 2020 and school is starting.
I wake up at the sound of the alarm and hope that this is going to be a better year! One without Ares, my tormentor..hopefully he got transferred or just evaporated into thin air and just like that I will have an easier life!!
Just maybe!!!
It’s 6 o’clock and school starts at 8, so I have time to take a shower, eat breakfast and drive to school.
I get myself up, go to the bathroom, jump in and take a nice hot shower!
Going out of the shower I look in the mirror and see a 5’2ft tall brunette haired girl, brown eyes with not to long eyelashes, usually a fair skin but, since this summer I stayed at my grandma in Florida right next to the beach, you can imagine the tan I got while sunbathing, I’m 110lbs but I’m very petite most of that weight being at my butt and boobs which I always try hiding with a big large boyfriend hoodie and skinny jeans, which today is a red hoodie with denim skinny jeans and black and white vans.
Since today is the first day of school I put on a bit of mascara, in hopes to look a bit presentable.
Going downstairs for breakfast I’m getting hit by the most delicious smell of vanilla waffles, my favorite! My mama makes the fluffiest and most delicious waffles in the whole world!!!
After I had my fill with waffles and chatted with my parents for what had to be half an hour, better said, they chatted as I am more of an introvert, even with my family.
I decided that it was time to hit the road and head to school.. My nerves hit me hard now as my stomach was clenching and I started to feel a bit lightheaded thinking about what is waiting for me there...maybe, just maybe this year will be different than the last one!
My papa is dropping me off at school since I don’t have my drivers license just yet..just 3 more weeks and I’ll have it. Waving him goodbye I jump out of the car and head to school.
Walking through the parking lot my anxiety is at its fullest right now, there are a few boys and girls at the parking lot not seeming to notice me, so far, so good! .. reaching the schools 2 big gates, I push them open and pray to all the goddesses that I will turn invisible... I slowly walk to my locker, punch in my 4 digits combination and put my bag in, then head to the secretariat for my schedule.
On my way there somebody bumps into me, looking up I see the stepsister of Ares, Eris, looking down at me menacingly. She looks like a goddess, if she wouldn’t be so mean I would admire her, but I can’t stand her. She’s fake! For no reason, she always acts very innocent in front of others but with me she is always acting as if I killed her cat. I am not scared of her, I am just annoyed at her role playing, I can see it in her eyes, she is evil!
Then I remember, Ares! Is he also around? Oh, I hope not. I look around, but there is no sign of him. Trying to brush past Eris, she grabs my arm and smiles softly looking around, this scene on the outside would look like a friendly chat, but in reality it’s nothing but menace, she whispers in an authoritarian and angry voice: “You’re disgusting and ugly, you’re never going to be more than a deceiving whore in his eyes”.
She’s crazy! Sometimes I wonder how I can always be so calm?!
Well except for when Ares is around, my heart goes into overdrive.. stupid heart!
I’m a calm but very shy person , so feeling like that because of a boy is just weird, nobody ever made me feel the way he does, angry, agitated, hurt, horny and in so much need of love and affection. I clearly need a shrink!
I just shake her off and continue where I was going, sometimes acting indifferent to someone is a better way of getting back at them!
Truth be told I think I had a crush on my big bad bully, hopefully my infatuation for Ares has now worn off and I can see him for who he really is, a BIG BAD BULLY who always makes me feel like he’s retaliating for something I did to him..like what is his problem? Did I do something to him in another life and he remembers and I don’t? Even so, you still give the poor girl a break.. like he can’t stand me passing through the same hallways as him that he always needs to come at me and remind me of his mighty presence always acting like a little brat calling me “ little trickster”, raising his voice enough to attract all eyes that weren’t already surveilling us from the beginning.
He knows I hate attention! But what he doesn’t know is that all the blushing and hands shaking is all because my little heart has a mind of her own and goes crazy when in contact with those green orbs, making me feel like she is going to stop beating, if we lose contact with them.He is always coming so close to me and maybe I’m crazy and imagining stuff but he’s always kind of like grazing my neck with his lips and smelling me almost causing me to moan!? Like do you see how crazy I sound? Imagining stuff, see what I talk about needing that shrink?! The guy can’t even stand me and I’m almost moaning just hearing his whispers in my ear telling me “one day..” like what the actual fu*k he was the one that had to trick me after he moved at my highschool in my sophomore year. And what “one day”?, one day what? is he going to murder me and get rid of my body? I sure hope not!!
He used to be different!
Confusing, right?!
Well, let me tell you a little story of how my torture started...
