Chapter 1
Living alone in la in rented apartment and working 9 to 5 to earn a living for myself. Life is quite settled, I don’t have any bother for my career, I am earning quite good and making a decent living.
I AM ANNA I WAS BORN AND Raised in india and completed my most of the studies in india.
When I completed my ug and pg my parents forced me to marry someone having a government job. That person whom I never have met, I didn’t even got a chance to talk to him properly, who is 10 years older than me, they except me to settle with him. He who is my parents choice, my father liked him and they made me marry him.
But I already had decided that I will divorce him and will lead my life in my own way.
As I had decided I convinced him to give me divorce me after 10 days of married and I started to live alone in bihar, than I did lots of hard work and managed to come in la, complete my further studies and do job.
After certain ups and downs in life I managed to start living a decent life in la.
In a la I made a friend who lived above my flat in my building. He was having his own flat.
A doctor and his name was henry. Dr. henry. He was tall, blue eyes. Black hairs, he was Korean, pretty face, plump lips, little nose, peachy cheeks, his smile was like a therapy, pretty smile with slight dimples one side of his cheeks. He was gay and was having a boyfriend who was as handsome as he was. They both looked good when they were together.
I and henry became friend and used to hangout together. He always used to make food for me at night as after working whole day I was so tired to make any food for myself. He was so caring and loving person. A best friend who always supported me. He was the one on whom I always counted on.
One night his boyfriend was not home he was out for business trip and will be back in about a week. He called me over and we just chilling and hanging out. We were just randomly talking and then our conversation started about my life. He knew that I was a divorcee.
We were just talking, and I jokingly asked him you guys sometimes make a lots of noise at night. He laughed and replied “that is the noise which comes when two love birds talks with their body”. I choked and then replied, “oh your body is very talkative man”. He laughed.
Talking further I asked him “why do we make noise when we are loving each other, is it painful”. He was shocked hearing my question and a moment of awkward silence he asked me “don’t tell me you never had sex with anyone in your life”. I replied with a shyness or shameless “ yes I never had it with anyone, I didn’t got a chance to love anyone, life never made me met any guy with whom I will do it”. He was really shocked listening to me. He should be how come an adult like who got married and divorced is still have not done anything. After a minute he broke his silenced and asked “it means you are still virgin” I shamelessly replied “yes I am”. He was literally shocked for a moment then said “common bro what are you doing with your life, I know life Is not all about doing sex and all but don’t you feel that having someone beside you in darkness with whom you feel comfortable and for with whom you want to make love is beautiful”. I replied with slightly sadness “yes it is indeed very beautiful”. He smiled at my reply and came closer and held my hand and said “don’t be sad, if you want I can set a date for you.”
He was planning to set me on date with someone but in my mind something else was going on. I was sweating, worried, a slight tension on my face was there. But I gained my courage and ask him “can I have sex with you”. He choked, split his coffee on ground and looked with his shocked face and said “are you out of your mind, I am gay and top that I have boyfriend, I can never think of sharing my bed with anyone else”. I was scared to death, tension was showing on my face. My heart beat was increasing every second but I was somewhere in my heart was happy about asking him that question. i again gained my courage and replied him “I know you are gay and you are having a boyfriend, but I am a girl. Being gay having sex with girl is not counted I guess, so lets do it. I can do it someone else I have many male friend but I just don’t feel the comfort around them. I am comfortable around you may be because you are gay, I know we will never fall in love, you will never be attracted towards me after this night so I feel safe and also before doing it with someone else I wants to do it with someone I know”. He was still shocked and amazed by my reply but this time he was looking little convinced. I again said “you are my friend, help me henry”. After thinking he got convinced and he said “ok, lets do it but you have to promise me that this will be the last time, you will not ask me in future do it ok, we will be friend and will never feel any awkwardness between us okk”. I agreed with him. And we went to his room, it was quite awkward. Suddenly he started to laugh at me. I shocked and asked him shockingly “why are you laughing” he replied while laughing “you look so tensed man, common bro chill, you don’t have to do anything I will do everything for you”. I got little shy but his reply. Before starting I asked him to wear the protection as safety comes first.
After all the wait he came closer to me. I closed my eyes and his soft gentle lips touched my lips and we started to kiss. At first I was bit of uncomfortable and I bit his lips, but after a while I learned finally how to kiss properly.
The kiss was getting intense and I was not accepting him to do it so desperately. After sometime his tongue came and twisted my tongue and I did the same. That kiss was like hell so pleasurable. After that he stopped foe a sec and started to kiss my neck that was the point where I lost my control of my body. It felt like my soul just left my body. I couldn’t control my self. Struggling to stand properly I opened my eyes and saw his liking my neck in mirror, the way he was doing it was looking like he was desperately waiting to it with me. After some time he started to undress me and started to kiss my belly and he touched my chest with his two big hands and gently massaged it which made me shy and I just hugged with embarrassment. He smiled and said “oh, it looks like I can embarrass girls”. He smirked and started it again. Finally the main menu of the night came. He pushed me gently in bed and licked my body and when he entered in my body I just couldn’t control and shouted which made neighbours come in midnight and knock our door. He stopped for a while and said “I guess you are having a best thing In your life, enjoy it darling”. I couldn’t speak at that moment I was shocked, embarrassed.
The night passed. He was in hall kind of depressed and shocked. I was in his bed room kind of embarrassed. I got up from bed and washed self and got dressed and went straight to him and said “I am sorry, I made you feel depressed, I shouldn’t have asked you to so it with me”. He smirked a little and without saying a word he just went to his work. I felt bad.
I came back to my flat. I called my office to tell them I could not make it as after last night I was not in a condition to go anywhere. I just wanted to sleep. After informing in my office I went straight to my bed to get some. i said to myself “to be honest, it was the first and the best one. I did enjoyed it, but the most beautiful thing about last night was that he kept asking me if I am ok, if he going overboard, it felt like we were not only having sex but he was actually loving me, he was so caring.” After losing my mind I remind myself “he is gay and he is having a bf”. After that I fallen in deep sleep.
Someone was knocking on my door, I woke up from the sound and looked for the time it was evening, I got up and went to open the door. there was my friends from work, they came too see me. I welcomed them all and we talked for a while and then suddenly I fell.
After some time I was in my bed room and one my friend was beside my asking “are you ok”. And there was him, henry checking my eyes. After that he asked me “are you ok” I replied with the embarrassment from last night “y…yes”. My friend asked “what happened to her”.
He relied with little awkwardness or something I can’t describe “ye..yeah she is ok she just fell from exhaustion”. My friend looked at me and said “ what were you doing all night that you were so exhausted and tired”. I looked toward henry and he looked toward me and he smirked a little and said “I guess she worked really hard last night”. I nearly chocked and started to cough. Then my friend relaxed me a bit. Then I replied with slightly angry face “yeah, someone made me worked so hard”. He smiled hearing my reply and said “ someone asked for that favour”. I was dying from embarrassment. My friend said “ok, from now on don’t work this hard in hight ok”. After hearing this he couldn’t control himself and laughed so hard and said “I am making dinner for everyone so please come everyone, I will be waiting”. He left and some of my friend went in living room. My best friend was still beside me after some silence she said “what’s going on in between you and him, are you guys dating, did u had done something with him last night”. I just replied “he is gay, let’s go and lets have some dinner I am hungry.” She said “yes” but I felt like she was not convinced from my reply. While we were going in henry flat she again said “I guess he likes you” I said “and what’s make you think that” she said “when you faint, we were so scared, we called ambulance then decided to take you to hospital, we carried you on our back and were going then henry saw us, he was coming back from work, he came running and grabbed you on his hands rushed to your room and cheked you. He was so panicked and tensed. He was scared.” After listening to this felt a little love but then I reminded myself and my friend that “he is gay and he is having a boyfriend.”
we started having dinner, we ate had fun then my friend went and I stayed at henry place to help him do dishes. I said “thankyou henry for last and lets not make it awkward anymore ok.” He whispered grabbing my waist, pulling me closer towards him “wanna do it again tonight”. And he kissed my lips. I pushed him back with force and slapped him. After a moment of silence I said “I am sorry, but what the heck, did you forget you have boyfriend.” He controlling is anger replied “I know I have boyfriend and I love him, I always loved loving boys but after last night I am worried, last night what happened was not expected. When you asked me to have sex with you I said yes because I thought I will just kiss and that’s it. But the moment I touched your lips I couldn’t stop myself from loving you. I was getting more and more attracted towards you, I was loving you”. After hearing this it felt like my soul left my body. I felt so shocked. I without saying any word came from his place and shut my door and I don’t know why but I cried that night and decided to avoid him as much as possible. 1 week went his boyfriend came back and after a day the news came from the neighbour they broke up.
At night henry’s boyfriend came to me house crying, depressed, worried he said “hii, I am leaving, I am going to California. Please take care of him for me ok.” He went saying bye to everyone. I felt so miserable and sad. I decided that I should go and talk to henry about his boyfriend as breaking up was not a good idea. That same night I went to his flat and knocked the door. he opened the door.
He was sad, depressed, he was having dark circles around his eyes, he was drunk. His eyes met mine and a big smile came to his face. He welcomed me in his house. He said “we just broke up and he left to California. I asked him “why u guys broke up, you two look so good when you are together, he loves so much, and you also him so much.” He smiled came near me grabbed my waist looked in my eyes and whispered “it’s all because of you baby”. I was shocked. I asked him “ what”? HE looking at my lips said “the night I spend with you keeps coming in front of my eyes. I tried to forget you but I couldn’t. I even tried kissing other women but I just can’t forget you. You are just stuck in my mind.” He smirked. He was sad that he broke up but he was not looking like he was regretting the decision of breaking up with him. He pulled me closer and kissed me. I tried to get away from me but I couldn’t. after kissing for a more than 10 min he whispered “I am in love with you dear”. I pushed him back with all my force, but he came back and leaned me in wall and kissed. I started to cry. The moment he saw me crying he stopped. He sat on his knees and said “I am sorry, I just can’t get over the fact that because of you, because of that night, ,y life changed so much. Also the way you kept ignoring me, my massages, you kept taking to other guys with so much affection made me feel jealous. I always checked at midnight from outside your flat is there any noise. When I found no one was there I felt relaxed. Having so much emotions at once made me go miserable. I am sorry.” I was crying, after listening to him I was crying more and more , and I left and came to my flat. I cried a lot and decided that I should leave this place and go back to india. It’s the correct time to go back. I started packing my bags. Suddenly someone was knocking at midnight. I opened cautiously and saw he was there. He said again “I am sorry” I welcomed him and said “it’s ok.” He saw my luggage and said “what is this” I replied “I am thinking of going back to india. This is not because of you so please don’t feel stressed” I smiled at him. He with depressing look said “please don’t leave me, I need you”. I replied “see the night we spend together was the great night, I can’t forget that night but I think you are just attracted towards me. One we will be apart we will move on”. I replied “I love you, ok I will not stop you but if after 1 year still my feelings never changed I will come to india looking for you and that time you have to come back with me ok” he smiled. I agreed and I packed all the stuffs,. He helped me. Time came and was about to leave then grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him and kissed me forcing his tongue in my mouth and said goodbye.
I came to india..
