Extraction from book
Third Person
āThis isnt the love I wantā She whispered.
āThis isnt the love I NEEDā Her voice getting a little louder, creaking at the end.
āAll you do hurt me, all you do is break me to your likingā
āI wont lie and say dont love, becuase do, Just understand...... i love me............ tooā She wiped a tear away heading to the door but stopped at the sound of his voice.
āSo this is it, this all get for years of trying to perfect my self for youā His voice echoed in the room.
āTrying to be perfect in everyway you imaginedā He gripped her arm tightly only causing her to turn and yank it away.
āEverything I imaginedā She started rasing her voice to not match or over power his but to show her anger and fustration.
āHow is what imagined is for you to cause me painā she narrowed her eyes at him
" it shows i love you, it shows i careā He spit
āYou care enough hurt me and beat me it nothing but abuseā She spit back.
" So this is why you wont marry meā He questioned stepping closer to her making her step back.
āYou say you love me-ā
āI doā
āThen why, why wont you marry me, why must you leave meā
āI have no family-ā
āThen what am iā His voice dropped and narrowed.
" I dont know, the love of my life, my captor, my savior, and man who abuses meā She said and looked away noticing the hurt look in his eyes. She knew he thought he was right in how he acted.
āYou- you cant blame me for thatā He said softly
āYOU CANāT LEAVE ME FOR THATā He shouted causing her to flinch
āI KNOW. I know, you mother hurt you she didnt show you how to treat a woman with gentleness and kindness, She left you beaten and broken and confusedā
āI-ā He started but had no words to say.
āYour dad died-ā
āYou have no right to speak of himā
āHe died and you didnt cry, you didnt pain you shouldveā
āWhy are you hereā He spit walking to the other side of the room
āIt not like had a choice i was taken to be you GIFT, REMEMBERā
He through the closes thing to him which happened to be a lamp.
āI shouldnt of picked youā
āThen why did youā She screamed holding her hand to her chest tears flooded her eyes. He turned to her hastly making his way over to her.
" My mother left, she left me.. broken, what she did to me i thought- i grew up- i though it was how we treated people we loved.ā
āI cant cry i have no tears left to shedā He spit.
āMy father makes me choose a girl as i gift and somehow you caught my eyes and then my heart and now im here begging you to not let me fall apartā
āPromise me-ā
āWhatever it takesā
āPromise meā
āIāll love you til my dying day and onwardsā
āPromise meā
āJust say yes to being my wifeā
āPROMISE MEā
āIāLL NEVER LET ANYONE HURT YOUā
āThen what about you can you promise me you wont hurt meā
āNoā
āWhy cant you promise meā
āI dont know, but ill tryā
āThats all i askā
āMarry me?ā
āYesā