In the begining
When Mario and Lena met, everything was like blosson, it was like a fairytale, please don't wake she was Joking out loud lol its perfect. they always went everywhere, and did everything together. Mario made Lena laugh with his jokes and puppet hand, that was their little secret against the world. fun moments at the parks ,pools ,picnics ,ice cream stores. during some bad moments he's always there to brighten her someday, and there she was giggling or smiling till the relationship got a little too rocky.
She has a learning disability and instead of Mario understanding what Lena's going thru, he'd criticized her, and insulted her for no reason from time to time. she cried and walked toward her stuffed animals that made her happy, since she can't depend on his hand puppet. they we're both invited at a family gathering, she'd stay to herself playing on her games on her phone. while the men are with the men gossiping and smoking, drinking, and being the only female isn't quite exciting, all she ever wanted was his attention. he said before " I can't take care of someone else, not even myself." He Mario said to Lena as she cried inside her self not showing it in front of anyone at the time, so she brushed it off, she pretended that she didn't hear that. and kept going forward. just remember that there is only so much a person can take.
The night of Mario felt in the mood for luvy duby If you know what I mean, Lena went along with it and open up to him pleasurising except certain things. Mario quickly got up and smacked her she tried fighting back, to make him happy she was there for him as he comforted her. I can't believe this she thought to herself, she was scared, to run away.
Days have passed and she thought to herself "I've done my best. she thought of herself I have done everything I can as a mother, friend and as a person, I am somebody." She'd always went with the flo, as the days went by. she worked, cooked, cleaned, cared for her sons and the next day all over again, like any parent would do. Having this man Mario coming and going in and out of her life wasn't fun, wasn't fansy, and wasn't healthy either. but it had its good times and bad. Today she rode on the bus, thinking back "always called her mother when she needed advice or emotionally". she was the one person who understood her no matter what. (Noone's like your mother) there is only one, no one can replace her.
Today on the bus something had hit her emotionally, couldn't stop shedding a tear on the side of her face. after everything she's been thru with Mario from losing her mother to the last relationship. (the talks, laughs, fights, cries). she never held a secret, she was an open book to him, there were times he heard her and walked away. but having Mario in and out of her life as he pleases, treating Lena like his ex Sue, (wasn't a garden and roses). just because someone cheated on you in the past doesn't mean you have to treat your next like so.
When they argued at the moment, (sometimes she wondered if he was bipolar with the coming in and out of her life). her 4 year old self grabbed the stuffed animal and stared at it for a little bit. he looked over and asked her its either your stuffed animals or me? sadly she looked a them and held them so close to her and didn't let them go. she cried in silent he could see it on her face that she didn't want to let them go. she tried balancing being a mother, girlfriend and her 4 year old self.
They are just into two different worlds, she is quiet, shy and to herself, and he is into rough drinking, smoking, cursing, fighting. After the break up, the number blocked, blocking him on every social media, her heart was panicking at the moment till the storm was all over. and felt a relief, she exhaled and smiled. him on the other hand he's probably crying missing her, regretting the way he treated her, He should know what he was saying. and he definitely knows what he's doing.
Overall Live and Learn. People make mistakes, you don't know what one is going thru. things happen for a reason all the time. you never know. but just know no-one is perfect and don't lower your standard for someone else, just to make them feel happy. just be you and do you. don't worry about the rest. If they don't like it, what can you do......you don't always have to explain yourself to nobody noone is going to help you but you.
happy reading ;)
