prologue: a message for anyone like me..
I don't know if it's always just me and I've never really opened up about this myself, but when life gets really bad, one of those days and nights that it seems the world is out for you. Do you ever have the thought, want, maybe even the need- to try drugs? I mean, yeah that sounds bad and drugs are by all means really bad for you.. but they can't be all that bad... right? hospitals use narcotics for patients still, and many of them make a full recovery sometimes even better than before. So they can't be that bad right... right?
