Not The Lead

I’m not saying I’m some lonely 24 year old because I’m not ,I love myself

more when I’m the most lonely and so far I’m doing good.

My name is Lerato which means love and most people can say it but some can’t so I normally let them know to practice saying it because it’s my one and only name and I wouldn’t change it for anything.

Truth be told I haven’t been having the best of days,okay maybe week, I been getting this weird feeling that something is going to happen you know that itch In your hand that tells you, you getting money soon or that bad knee that lets you know that there is a storm coming ,well you see I get migraines and those are never a good sign in my book its a gift and all but its never lasted this long before and I’m really worried about it, haven’t told my parents yet because honestly they worry too much and this is not something I want them fussing over, not now at least.

So I use reading as an escape when I get my migraines and I just read to pass the time ,like right now ,I’m on my way to work and the taxi is taking forever to fill up , I started reading “love Mafia “and it’s the third time reading this book Don’t judge it’s just to good and honestly, I kinda like it scratch that I love it

The main character, Susan is nothing like me she’s strong and proud and doesn’t deal with crap you know the classic “I’m doing what I want to do character” and Obsidian God Obsidian I can just imagine how he looks like, I like seeing the character the way the writer describes them but sometimes the picture doesn’t really suit me so I make up my own image or age .

So to me He’s got a strong voice and strong shoulders you think Randy Orton from WWE ( yes I used to watch that) but better he’s got ginger hair and ginger a beard wears a suit all the time in the story but you know mafia vibe ohhh he’s to himself mostly throughout the story I wish the writer allowed us to know him without the looks and the ” I want you and protect her at all cost” I know there’s more to him than what meets the eye the author doesn’t really allow us to see that maybe because he’s a second lead but I’m just intrigued

Call me crazy but I get too invested in these stories especially the unfinished ones and I really hate it when that happens I start to wonder too much and well find I have been finding myself rereading love Mafia no complaints though it is, after all, my go-to book on bad days and those have been happening allot lately.