I finally get over you

I finally get over you...

You may, think it was just that is easy for me.

But it is not, it's not that easy to forget someone.

Someone you love.

Someone you share your thoughts.

Someone you share your problems.

Someone you share your day life happenings.

Someone you share your favorites.

But you leave me no choice!

You lie to me....

You never tell, that your having an affair with that guy.

You never tell, that you chat him at this time.

You never tell, that you have a promise to him.

You never tell, that you a relationship with that guy.

You never tell, your making a couple profile picture with him.

You never tell, your having a long conversation with that guy.

And because of that!

You finally lose me!

You choose that guy besides me.

You having a relationship with that guy, even we have a relationship first....

And because of that!

And all of the pain that you do to me.

I can't sleep well.

I can't eat well.

I can't focus on the times that, I should be doing.

I overthink a lot.

A lot about why you do that to me?

What is wrong with me?

Did I do bad things to you?

Why did you have an affair with that guy? Even though you alright have me? Do I'm not enough for you?

And because of that reason that you give me.

I give up, I let you loose me instead.

Because you well never entertain that guy, if I'm already enough for you.

You well never chat him, if I'm enough for you.

You well never reply to him, if I'm enough for you.

Yeah! It means I'm not enough for you!

And you don't love me truly.

Because you don't treat me as your special someone.

I'm just an ordinary guy for you.

You don't really mean it, when you said your "inlove with me."

And I'm just nothing to you.

I think that! over and over again.

And all of that pain will be felt by my heart.

That pain was so insane.....

I always keep my self busy to forget the pain.

Look for some funny videos to forget the pain for a while.

I sing so loud so that my heart would always hear my voice, and not the pain.

I drive so fast, to feel the wind.

And to finally breath again because, I can't breath.

I just feel heavy inside. That breathing is not that easy.

I should forget you....

Because I have no choice....

You made your decision, you choice that guy.

And you never choice to fix our relationship....

Because you already have it, with that guy, right?

Yeah! You already have it.....!

I give you a second chance....

Because I thought you will change for good.

I thought you will change for, our relationship.

But you didn't change....

You still did the wrong one.....

That is why I finalize my decision that is....

To forget you for good.....

I give you that chance, for you to win me back.

But it looks like you made me lose totally....

You totally lost me for good.....

So nice..... Nice one, Snow!

Good Job!!!!

I really forgetting you....

Little by little....

Each time that passing by.

Each seconds that passing by.

Each minutes that passing by.

Each hours that passing by.

Each days that passing by.

Each weeks that passing by.

Each months that passing by.

And I hope each years too... That would passing by.

Little by little more....

I would surely forget you.....

My Shy Cute Baby Snow.....

I love you for the last time and, good bye for good....

Soon I would finally say "I finally get over you"