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Ok, here it is, I'm not really happy with it, but I don't really write poetry so I guess it's ok for my skill-level.

"You'll always be my little girl."

That's what she says.

But is that what I want to be?

A girl?



All the "shes" and "hers"

And a name that means so little to me.

Is that what I choose?

A girl?



I don't want to dissappoint.

Expectations to be met.

So that's what I must be,

A girl.



But

I don't want to be.

I refuse to be

A girl.



I will be myself.

With my pronouns,

With my name,

Never a girl.


I will stand,
Without their help,
In the body I choose,

Never a girl.



But,

I guess as you say,

I'll always be your little girl.

Never a choice.

But never a girl.

It's been a particularly hard couple weeks with my slightly trans-phobic parents who just can't seem to get that I'm not their precious little girl anymore, so I wrote this. I hope you liked it, it felt good to get my feelings off my chest in this form of writing, I think I might do it more often.

Wow, it's been a while since I've updated. Anyway, I made another poem, this time just because I felt like it, so I think I might share it.

well, I was just caught with an app that i wasn't supposed to have on my phone, which had all of the info i needed for an update this weekend. so naturally as parents do, they punished me since i was in the wrong. (don't worry, the app wasn't anything scandalous, it was just a social media outlet that i had previously gotten taken away because of poor grades.) so, an update won't be happening with "The Whispering Game" until I can either conjure my outline out of thin air, or convince my parents to give me my phone back.

You know when you're reviewing the outline for your story and you realize that it makes almost zero sense? Yeah, that's what I'm going through right now. Anyway, I've decided to change some of the stuff in "The Whispering Game" because I realized if I kept it going like it is now, there would be so many plot holes you would need ten tons of cement to fill them all. I do hope to write some of it this Friday and maybe even sooner, so let's keep our fingers crossed.

i just got hit with a huge wave of motivation to write, so let’s hope it sticks around long enough for me to do something with it. recently, i’ve had zero motivation to do pretty much anything, so i hope to utilize this time as much as possible😅

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Vpg3gtwepSs

here’s the song for those of you who don’t know and are interested

on another episode of wiki’s sad and non-existent love life, i’ve been listening to wlw songs for about an hour now, and in all these songs singing about how they can’t help but fall in love for this beautiful girl all i can think about is this one girl (the person who sent that text). i even cried when i imagined us while listening to “she” by dodie

when the person you’ve been catching feelings for texts you this😳

so, (bruh, i just realized i start out most of my posts with so, but i feel like there’s no better way to do it😅) i was unknowingly signed up for a latin club by my latin teacher and there’s this big convention that he’s making everybody in the class compete in. we have to do one essay/poem, three visual arts categories, three online tests, and one other event of our choice. i find this wayyy unfair, but that’s beside the point of this post. i was thinking of writing a poem based on this idea i saw on pinterest/tik tok a while ago about medusa falling in love with a blind woman as my essay/poem, what do you guys think? and tell me if you want to read it when i’m done!