Chapter 1
Chapter 1
Emma P.O.V
The light from the window was shining through the black curtains in my bedroom . “ Emily get you butt down here and make me my breakfast NOW!” My so called father bellowed. I open my bright green orbs and shut them as soon as I open them. I open them back up to see an very angry father standing at the door of my small room. My father strolled up to me grabbing my arm harshly and pulling me up. “ You useless muted Slut I told you to make me my breakfast!” he yelled punching me in my ribs over and over again. “ When I tell you to cook you do it right away!! Now go get clean up and leave for school can’t have them finding out about our little secret now can we. “ My father voiced while throwing me towards the bathroom.
I crawled my way into the bathroom and shut the door. The blade was calling me and I knew I won’t have time get all my pain out. I got up and looked into the mirror. There was a reflection of a broken girl with big green eyes, black hair that flows down to her butt, and scars decorating her very thin body. I took all my clothes off and got into the shower I turn on the hot water and it started to come down as rain on a cold gloomy day. I washed my body and my hair and got out of the shower after turning it off. I wrapped a towel around me. Pain shot up my side as I walk out into my room. I looked at the time and my eyes almost popped out of my head.
Oh no I’m going to be late for school. I threw ripped jeans and band tee shirt. I put my hair in a ponytail not having time to brush it I grabbed my bag and ran out of the house and to school. Let me tell you something school is no better than my home. I was walking and I wasn’t watching where I was going and I bumped into someone. I fell down and pain shot up my side again. I try not to hiss in pain. “ OMG I am so sorry I wasn’t watching where I was going.” A girl around my age says. Wow she must be new here because everyone at this school knows I am a mute. I stand up carefully not to put more pain on my side. I nodded and she asks “ Hi my name is Ava and I’m new my brother already went to class can you help me?” I nodded and she handed me her paper. Ava has all my classes. I took my notebook out and wrote. “ yeah follow me and I’m Emily but you can call me Emma.” I show her what I wrote and she nodded.
We started off to our first class. Math class also know for me the jocks can pick on me all day because all the jocks and cheerleaders are in that class. As we enter the Math class I felt eyes on me. “ Why are you late Emily?” Miss. A asked me and I pointed to Ava. “ Sorry I got lost and I bumped into her and she helped me I’m Ava.” Ava said smiling. “ Okay go take a seat and Emily it’s good that you helped someone for once in your useless life.” Miss. A said. I walked to the seat closest to the window. Yes I know the only teacher who says mean things to me is Miss.A. The door slammed open to show the new kid and O my god he is hot. “ Hello you must be James please take a seat next to Emily” Miss.A says my name with so much hate and points at me. James looks at me and growls. “ Mine. “ I look over to Ava. I sign “ Brother ?” not knowing if she knows sign language. Ava nods and smiles.
“ Yeah he’s my brother Omg he is coming to sit next to you sign him he knows what it means “ She says. James sat in the chair next to me. “ Hi you must be Emily.” James says with love in his eyes. I sign him “ It’s Emma and hi to you to James nice to meet you but you shouldn’t talk to me you want friends not me. “ James looked at me and said. “ I only want you your mine.”
What does that mean. The boy in front of me turn around. “ Hey muted freak don’t let your friends know about you being the reason your mom died, oops they now know.” He says tears shine in my eyes not wanting to show them but failing. I hate when people say I’m the reason my mom died. I got up from my seat and ran out of the classroom. Miss.A was yelling for me to get back into the class but I was already out of the school. I was running towards the place to the only one I can trust. My mom. I ran and ran until I got to the graveyard and to her grave. I sign” Hey mom I can’t do it I'm doing it tonight no one will need to worry about me I will be with you soon.” I don’t see a reason to live. I get up place a kiss on my mother’s grave and walk home to the blade that’s been calling. Tonight is the night I die.
