Chapter 1
Everyone Ignores her but she acts like she don't care.
But deep inside, rejection is her biggest fear.
They talk to her rudely, not knowing the inner pain.
She tries to make things better, but her tries goes in vain.
She wipes her tears and started fake smiling.
It was the best idea as no one knew what she is hiding.
All she needed was some happy memories in her lifetime.
She accepted her fate and told herself "I'm Fine".
She likes to be in dark so no one can see her tears.
Dark that used to scare her, she had no more fears.
They make fun of her anxiety, saying there is none.
Not knowing she had panic attacks, more and more than one.
People never saw her efforts, but pointed out her mistakes.
Poor her, she never got the love she deserved, only hate.
They didn't know how much she self-harmed, cuz she wears long sleeves and pants.
They were too busy hating her, to check her thighs arms & hands.
She only had 1 dream to experience the love she deserved.
It goes opposite and whenever she's around they just burst.
Now she's lost all her hope and she has gone suicidal.
So she heads to the kitchen for knife, there's no chance of survival.
She stabs herself several times, until she is satisfied.
She smiles for the last time cuz' it's time to say the shitty world,
"GOODBYE..."
Originally written by 'Anabiya Fatima'.
POETRY GENRES: SAD, SUICIDAL, SELF-HARM.
