Chapter 1 First Day of Rebirth
Otherwise, in her previous life, she would not have been favored by the earl and taken into the palace as his lover. She would not have stood out among the earl’s many lovers, and enjoyed the earl’s favor for five years.
After a long period of time, she was injured due to several miscarriages. She was unable to have any more children and fell out of favor. Even so, the countess still held a grudge against him. Finally, she was expelled from the count’s palace and secretly sold to a balm seller.
If she dies, when the earl remembers it again, the previous memories will be all wonderful. But if she runs away with another man, then these beautiful memories will become disgusting things. The countess’s move was undoubtedly vicious, and it also completely eliminated Selena’s chance of escaping back to the Earl’s Mansion and seeking protection from the Earl.
Thinking of the few years of life after leaving the Earl in her previous life, Selena stopped a smile and paused the comb. Selena in her previous life was an extremely vain woman, otherwise she wouldn’t insist on being a lover.
She only lives for the external flashy glory, so she has all the habits of a vain and vulgar woman. She loves money, beauty, and luxury, but so what, she just loves those expensive brocade silk and lace clothes, loves that makeup box filled with all kinds of enviable precious jewelry, and is willing to eat There are all kinds of delicious food to satisfy her appetite.
Furthermore, she would rather die than live the hard life of eating black bread, even never having a good meal, and she didn’t want to work like an ox or a horse every day, and be beaten and scolded by men when she didn’t get what she wanted.
For these reasons, she is willing to give up the true love between men and women that ladies expect, and she never asks for a lasting, wholehearted relationship with a man. She is satisfied as long as she can live a prosperous life. Was she wrong?
Selena looked at the blurry figure in the mirror for a long time, then reached out and clasped the mirror on the table. At this time, the moon was in the west, and her hair had been blown dry by the gentle evening breeze.
She walked towards the hard wood bed, her steps were light but firm, and she finally understood that her idea had been wrong all along. The mistake was that she should not beg and rely on others’ charity. Such a life would not last long, so in this life she wanted to rely on herself and her own efforts to live the prosperous life she wants.
Suddenly, Selena thought of Lucio, and Selena paused her step. Lucio was just a shadow in her vague memory. The reason she remembered it was because of Lucio’s angry eyes when he turned around and left after being insulted by her words. His eyes were really dark and scary.