Chapter 1
This is the story of a girl who was deeply emotional, stubborn, and mischievous. However, she never revealed her mischief to anyone. Since childhood, she had a calm nature. Everyone around her wanted to know why she was so quiet. Her mother, teachers, and others often asked her, but she never shared her thoughts with anyone.
In fact, behind her silence was a deep pain. At a young age, she had endured something that was difficult to understand. She felt a lack of love from her family. Because of this, she began seeking love outside her home, hoping to find the true love she desperately needed.
But when she fell in love with someone, she was betrayed. She saw that the person she loved with all her heart was with someone else. This broke her heart. She realized that she had received no love, neither from her family nor from the outside world. That's why she remained quiet, keeping her pain hidden inside.
Over time, she began to feel that no one could understand her in this world. The love she once felt had now turned into hatred. She had no expectations from anyone, and she started thinking that living alone was the only way. Every morning and night, she spent thinking about the fact that she had no one of her own. Her heart had shattered, and all that remained was the thought, "God, please call me to be with you."
She tried to end her life several times. She felt that there was no point in living because every step she took only led to more pain. The light of love and hope that had once existed in her life had now completely faded.
There were moments when she thought that maybe by ending it all, she could find peace. But then, there were times when she would ask herself, "What was my mistake?" She never found the answer to this question, but in the process, she realized that perhaps the strength to love herself could save her.
Even after enduring so much pain, she never completely lost hope. But would that hope ever bring a change in her life? What happens next? To know this, you will have to read the next part of my story.
