Chapter 1
The heat hit Andy Lottis like a wet towel across the face as he stepped out of the plane. After twelve hours in climate-controlled airports and aircraft, the tropical humidity of Nauru felt almost hostile, making his business shirt cling immediately to his back. He paused at the top of the boarding stairs, squinting against the glare bouncing off the tarmac, and wondered—not for the first time—what exactly he’d agreed to.
“Bit different from Brissie, eh?” the flight attendant said behind him, her smile professional but tired. It had been a mostly empty flight, just aid workers, a few uncertain tourists, and him—the only one in business attire.
“Yeah, bit warm,” Andy managed, already feeling sweat gathering at his collar. He shifted his laptop bag and started down the stairs, his leather shoes feeling ridiculous against the metal steps. The other passengers moved past him with the easy confidence of people who knew where they were going. Andy didn’t have that luxury. All he had was an assignment from Southern Coral Group and a mandate to find “development opportunities” on an island most Australians couldn’t locate on a map.
The terminal building looked both new and prematurely aged, like a teenager with gray hair. Chinese construction, Andy guessed, noting the rust streaks already marking the white walls. The automatic doors stuck halfway, and he had to squeeze through, dragging his suitcase behind him. Inside, the air conditioning wheezed like an asthmatic old man, providing more noise than cooling.
Immigration was a single booth manned by an officer who looked barely awake. Andy handed over his passport and entry form, watching as the man slowly typed something into an ancient computer.
“Business or pleasure?” the officer asked without looking up.
“Business.”
“What kind of business?”
Andy had rehearsed this. “Development consulting. Looking at investment opportunities.”
The officer’s fingers paused on the keyboard. He looked up, really seeing Andy for the first time. “Another one, eh?” He stamped the passport with more force than necessary. “Welcome to Nauru.”
Andy wanted to ask what he meant by “another one,” but the officer was already looking past him to the next person in line. He collected his passport and moved toward the baggage claim, such as it was—a single carousel that groaned and shuddered as it delivered luggage from the plane’s small hold.
His suitcases stood out among the worn duffels and plastic-wrapped boxes of the other passengers. Two large hard-shell cases plus his carry-on, all matching, all marked with the luggage tags from Brisbane Airport’s business lounge. He’d packed for a month, though the assignment was open-ended. “Stay as long as it takes to get a complete assessment,” his supervisor had said. “We need to know everything—available properties, local regulations, community sentiment. This could be big for us, Andy. Play it right and we’re talking serious advancement potential.”
Advancement potential. The phrase that had governed Andy’s life since university. Every decision calculated against its potential to move him up the ladder. The right internships, the right connections, the right amount of visible enthusiasm for corporate initiatives. And now this—a reconnaissance mission to a failed island nation, looking for assets that could be acquired cheap and flipped for profit.
“Mr. Lotus?”
Andy turned to find a young Nauruan man holding a hand-written sign. The name was misspelled, but close enough.
“It’s Lottis,” Andy said. “With an I.”
The man’s face split into a grin that seemed genuine despite its professional context. “Ah, sorry boss. I’m Jason. From the hotel. Come, I’ll help with your bags.”
Jason wore a faded rugby shirt and board shorts, his feet in flip-flops that slapped against the floor as he walked. He grabbed Andy’s largest suitcase without asking, hefting it easily despite its weight.
“First time on Nauru?” Jason asked as they headed for the exit.
“Yes.”
“Business, yeah? You dress like business.” Jason laughed at his own observation. “Hot clothes for hot country. You’ll learn.”
Outside, a van waited with “Menen Hotel” painted on the side in letters that had seen better days. Jason loaded the suitcases with practiced efficiency, keeping up a steady stream of chatter.
“You come at good time, not too many tourists now. Hotel nice and quiet. You get good room, third floor, can see the ocean. And the—” He paused, glancing toward the horizon. “You can see lots of things.”
Andy climbed into the passenger seat, grateful for even the van’s struggling air conditioning. As they pulled away from the airport, he got his first real look at Nauru beyond the terminal. The road was paved but patched, like a favorite shirt mended too many times. Low-slung buildings lined the route, most showing signs of decay despite their relatively recent construction. Everything seemed to be slowly surrendering to the climate—rust on metal, mold on concrete, paint peeling in the constant humidity.
“That’s the government building there,” Jason said, pointing to a structure that managed to look both important and neglected. “Very busy, very important. Maybe you do business there?”
“Maybe,” Andy said, making a mental note. He’d need to schedule meetings with whatever passed for a development authority here.
They drove past groups of people sitting in the shade, watching the world go by with the patience of those who had nowhere urgent to be. Children played in yards where grass struggled against packed earth. Dogs lounged in whatever shadows they could find, barely lifting their heads as the van passed.
“And there,” Jason continued, his tour guide patter never slowing, “the Chinese restaurant. Best food on island.” He paused, then added with another laugh, “Which not saying much, yeah? But better than hotel food. Trust me on this.”
Andy nodded, filing the information away. He’d learned that drivers often knew more about a place than official sources. “How long have you worked at the hotel?”
“Three years now. Good job, steady money. Not like—” Jason gestured vaguely at the landscape. “Not like other things. You know about the mining?”
“I’ve read about it.”
“Reading not the same as seeing.” Jason’s voice lost some of its cheerfulness. “You’ll see. Tomorrow, maybe. Or when you go inland. The Topside, we call it. Where they took everything.”
They crested a small rise, and Andy got his first glimpse of what Jason meant. Beyond the coastal settlement, the land rose into a plateau that looked wrong somehow. Even from this distance, he could see it wasn’t natural—too white, too barren, like exposed bone.
“Phosphate mining,” Jason said, noting his stare. “Hundred years they dig, dig, dig. Now...” He shrugged. “Now is like that.”
The hotel appeared around a bend, and Andy felt a mix of relief and disappointment. It looked like a hotel, at least—white walls, blue trim, palm trees that were clearly imported and carefully maintained. But the parking lot was nearly empty, and some of the windows on the upper floors were boarded up.
“Here we are!” Jason announced, his cheer returning. “Menen Hotel, best accommodation on Nauru. Only accommodation, mostly.” He laughed again, but it sounded forced this time.
They pulled up to the entrance, where the automatic doors were propped open with a wooden wedge. Inside, Andy could see a lobby that aspired to tropical resort aesthetics but fell short in execution. Plastic plants gathered dust next to real ones that looked equally artificial. The tile floor was clean but cracked in places, and somewhere a door was opening and closing in a rhythm that suggested mechanical failure rather than human use.
Jason began unloading the suitcases while Andy stood in the heat, already dreading the process of checking in. His shirt was soaked through, his carefully styled hair wilting in the humidity. He’d been on the ground less than an hour and already felt like he’d been here for days.
“Mr. Lottis?”
He turned to find a woman emerging from the hotel. She appeared to be in her forties, wearing what might have been a hotel uniform once but now looked more like casual wear that happened to match.
“I’m Marie,” she said. “I’ll check you in.”
Andy followed her inside, grateful for the air conditioning even if it did sound like it was fighting a losing battle. The lobby was larger than it looked from outside, designed for a volume of guests it clearly no longer received. Marie led him to the front desk—a grand affair of polished wood that looked out of place in the otherwise deteriorating space.
“We have you in room 314,” Marie said, typing slowly on a computer that belonged in a museum. “Third floor, ocean view, as requested.”
Andy hadn’t requested anything specific, but he didn’t correct her. He watched as she processed his corporate credit card, noting how her fingers moved across the keyboard with the automatic precision of someone who’d done this thousands of times.
“How many guests do you have right now?” he asked, trying to make conversation.
Marie’s fingers paused. “Oh, few here, few there. It varies.” She handed him a physical key attached to a wooden block with the room number burned into it. “Breakfast is seven to nine, dinner six to eight. The bar is...” She glanced toward a darkened area off the lobby. “The bar is open when needed.”
Jason appeared with the luggage loaded onto a cart that squeaked with every rotation of its wheels. “I’ll show you up,” he said. “Elevator working today, so that’s good.”
The elevator was indeed working, though it made sounds that suggested this was a temporary situation. As they rose, Andy caught glimpses through the glass walls of a swimming pool that held water but little else, its surface covered with a film of leaves and debris.
“Pool boy quit last month,” Jason explained, following his gaze. “But the water’s still there, so that’s something.”
The third-floor hallway stretched in both directions, door after door of rooms that Andy suspected were mostly empty. The carpet was clean but threadbare, and the walls held the ghost-marks of pictures or decorations long since removed.
Room 314 was at the end of the hall, requiring Jason to maneuver the squeaking cart around several corners. When he finally opened the door, Andy was surprised to find the room in decent condition. The bed was made with military precision, the bathroom sparkled with recent cleaning, and the air conditioner—while loud—actually produced cold air.
“See?” Jason said proudly. “Ocean view, like I said.”
Andy moved to the window and looked out. He could indeed see the ocean, a strip of impossibly blue water beyond the reef. But the foreground was dominated by the coastal settlement sprawling in unplanned clusters, and beyond that, rising like a diseased tooth, was the white expanse of the mined plateau.
In the far distance, squatting like a concrete assertion against the landscape, he could make out the regular shapes of what must be the detention center. Even from here, even in daylight, he could see lights—security floods that created a dome of artificial day.
“Nice view,” he lied.
Jason finished arranging the suitcases and held out his hand with the comfortable expectation of someone who knew the tipping habits of business travelers. Andy pulled out his wallet and handed over twenty Australian dollars, probably too much but he didn’t know the local standards yet.
“You need anything, you call down,” Jason said, pocketing the money smoothly. “I’m here most days. Tomorrow, maybe I show you around? You want to see the island for your business?”
“Maybe,” Andy said. “I’ll let you know.”
After Jason left, Andy stood in the silence of his room, listening to the air conditioner’s labored breathing. He pulled out his laptop and set it on the desk, then began the process of establishing his temporary office. Printer, power adapters, files of development projections and feasibility studies. The familiar routine of organizing his workspace helped push back the creeping sense of displacement.
He tried to connect to the hotel’s WiFi, waiting as the connection failed, tried again, failed again, then finally held for a few seconds before dropping. The mobile data on his phone was barely better, messages from Brisbane loading in spurts like transmissions from deep space.
One message from his supervisor: “Touch base when you arrive. Need initial impressions ASAP.”
Andy started to type a response, then stopped. What were his initial impressions? That the heat was oppressive? That the island felt like it was slowly dying? That he’d seen three different kinds of decay just between the airport and hotel?
He closed the laptop and decided to shower first. The bathroom was small but functional, the water pressure surprisingly good. As he stood under the spray, washing away the sweat and travel grime, he tried to reframe his thinking. This wasn’t about the island’s current state—it was about potential. Every failed business was an opportunity. Every abandoned building was a development site. Every exhausted local was potential workforce for whatever projects Southern Coral could imagine.
By the time he’d changed into fresh clothes—slightly more casual but still business-appropriate—the sun was beginning its descent toward the horizon. He stood at the window again, watching the light change over the landscape. The white expanse of the Topside plateau seemed to glow in the angled light, and for a moment it looked almost beautiful. Then a cloud passed over the sun, and it returned to what it was—a scar, a wound, a place where something had been taken and nothing given back.
His stomach rumbled, reminding him that airplane food was a distant memory. He checked his watch—5:30 PM. The restaurant would open at six, Marie had said. Time enough to explore the hotel, get a sense of the property.
The hallways were empty as he made his way back to the elevator. He passed dozens of doors, all closed, and heard no sounds of other guests. The elevator took him down to the second floor, where a sign indicated conference rooms and business facilities. He pushed through a set of double doors to find a space that told the story of ambition meeting reality.
The conference room was set up for perhaps fifty people, with AV equipment that looked modern but dusty. Whiteboards lined the walls, one still bearing the ghost of a presentation about sustainable development goals. A smaller meeting room next door held a long table and chairs for twenty, all waiting for meetings that Andy suspected rarely happened.
The business center was locked, a handwritten sign taped to the door: “Temporarily closed for maintenance.” The date on the sign was from 2019.
Back in the lobby, he found Marie still at the front desk, now reading a magazine that looked as old as the computer.
“Is the restaurant open?” he asked.
She looked at her watch as if surprised by the time. “Oh. Yes, should be. Just through there.” She pointed toward a darkened archway.
The restaurant, when he found it, was a study in contrasts. The space was set for perhaps a hundred diners, with tablecloths and place settings that suggested formal dining. But only a handful of tables near the kitchen were actually lit, creating islands of light in an ocean of empty chairs.
A young woman appeared, wearing what might charitably be called a uniform. “Just you tonight?”
“Yes.”
She led him to one of the lit tables, handing him a menu that had been laminated and re-laminated over the years. The options were limited—fish, chicken, or vegetarian pasta. All came with “island vegetables” and rice.
“I’ll have the fish,” Andy said, not particularly hungry for any of it but knowing he needed to eat.
“To drink?”
“Just water. Bottled water.”
She nodded and disappeared into the kitchen. Andy sat in the quiet restaurant, listening to the distant sounds of cooking and the ever-present wheeze of air conditioning. After a few minutes, another person entered—a woman in her early thirties, Asian features, dressed in the practical clothing of an aid worker.
She glanced around, seemed to consider her options, then chose a table near his. They made eye contact, and she offered a small smile.
“Not exactly packed, is it?” she said.
“Not exactly,” Andy agreed.
“Mind if I—?” She gestured to his table. “Feels a bit silly sitting at separate tables when we’re the only ones here.”
“Please,” Andy said, grateful for the company.
She moved over, extending her hand. “Sarah Chen-Williams. I’m with the International Health Alliance.”
“Andy Lottis. Southern Coral Group.”
Her expression shifted slightly. “Development?”
“Consulting. Looking at opportunities.”
“Ah.” The single syllable carried weight. “Another one.”
There it was again—the same phrase the immigration officer had used. “I get the sense I’m not the first.”
Sarah laughed, but there wasn’t much humor in it. “Every few months, someone shows up. Usually Australian, sometimes Chinese. They stay for a week or two, take lots of photos, have lots of meetings, then leave. Six months later, maybe we hear about some grand plan that never quite materializes.”
The waitress returned with Andy’s water and took Sarah’s order—the vegetarian pasta, and a beer that Andy suspected might be the highlight of the meal.
“How long have you been here?” Andy asked.
“Eight months. Two more to go on my contract.”
“And what exactly do you do?”
“Mental health support. For the refugees, mainly, though we work with locals too when we can.” She paused as her beer arrived. “It’s... challenging.”
“I imagine.”
She studied him over her bottle. “Do you? Know much about what goes on here?”
“I’ve read the briefings.”
“The briefings.” She took a long sip. “Let me guess—they told you about the phosphate mining, the economic challenges, the detention center as a source of revenue. Maybe mentioned the obesity rates, the unemployment. All very clinical, all very focused on numbers and potential returns.”
Andy felt defensive but tried not to show it. “That’s my job. I look at the numbers.”
“The numbers.” Sarah leaned back as their food arrived. The fish on Andy’s plate looked fresh enough, though it was hard to tell under the thick layer of some unidentifiable sauce. “Want to know a number? Forty-three.”
“Forty-three?”
“Suicide attempts in the detention center since I’ve been here. That’s just the ones we know about, the ones that required medical intervention.” She poked at her pasta. “That’s not in your briefings, I bet.”
Andy focused on his fish, unsure how to respond. He’d come here to do a job, not to get involved in the island’s humanitarian complexities. But Sarah seemed to take his silence as encouragement to continue.
“The thing is,” she said, “everyone comes here with plans. Big plans. Tourism development, financial services, tech hubs. They see the empty buildings and think ‘opportunity.’ They see the unemployed locals and think ‘workforce.’ But they don’t see—” She stopped, shook her head. “Sorry. Long day. I shouldn’t be unloading on you.”
“It’s fine,” Andy said, though he wished she would stop. “You obviously care about this place.”
“Care?” She considered the word. “I don’t know if care is right. It’s more like... once you’ve been here a while, you can’t just see it as numbers anymore. It becomes real. The distressed properties you’re evaluating? Families live there. Or lived there, before they couldn’t afford to anymore. The development opportunities? Usually involve displacing people who have nowhere else to go.”
They ate in silence for a while. The fish wasn’t bad, Andy decided, once you got past the sauce. The vegetables were overcooked but edible. Standard institutional food, the kind served in hospitals and schools around the world.
“I’m not trying to be the bad guy,” Andy said finally.
Sarah’s expression softened slightly. “I know. Nobody is. That’s what makes it so frustrating. Everyone’s just doing their job, following their mandate, maximizing their outcomes. And somehow it all adds up to...” She gestured vaguely at the empty restaurant, the hotel, the island beyond.
They finished their meals with sporadic small talk about safer topics—the weather (always hot), the food (always mediocre), the challenges of staying connected (always frustrating). Sarah finished her beer and stood.
“Well, Andy Lottis of Southern Coral Group, welcome to Nauru. Try not to let it break your heart.” She paused. “Or maybe do. Might be good for someone in your position to have their heart broken a little.”
After she left, Andy sat alone in the restaurant, finishing his bottled water and thinking about her words. He’d been warned about aid workers during his briefing—idealistic, emotional, unable to see the bigger picture. But Sarah hadn’t seemed particularly idealistic. If anything, she’d seemed tired. Worn down. Like the hotel, like the island itself.
He signed the meal to his room and headed back through the lobby. Marie was gone, replaced by a young man who might have been sleeping with his eyes open. Andy took the groaning elevator back to the third floor, the squeaking luggage cart’s ghost seeming to follow him down the empty hallway.
In his room, he tried again to connect to Brisbane, managing to send a brief email: “Arrived safely. Initial survey tomorrow. Infrastructure challenging but potential visible. Will send detailed report within 48 hours.”
It was only 7:30, but he felt exhausted. Jet lag, he told himself, though the time difference wasn’t that significant. He stood at the window, watching the detention center’s lights in the distance. They never turned off, apparently, creating their own small sunrise on the horizon.
Behind him, the air conditioner cycled through its struggles, and somewhere in the walls, something that might have been plumbing or might have been something else entirely made sounds like breathing. He pulled the curtains closed and began preparing for bed, pushing aside the feeling that he was being watched. It was just the empty hotel, the strange environment, the unsettling conversation with Sarah.
Tomorrow he’d start properly. Meetings with government officials, tours of available properties, compilation of data for his first report. Tonight was just the adjustment period, the transition from Brisbane’s ordered corporate environment to... whatever this was.
He lay in bed, listening to the hotel’s nighttime sounds. The air conditioner’s wheeze had developed a rhythm, almost hypnotic. Through the walls, he could hear the distant opening and closing of that broken door, maintaining its mechanical persistence. And underneath it all, so faint he might have been imagining it, something that sounded like the building itself breathing.
Sleep, when it finally came, brought dreams of walking through empty corridors that stretched far longer than any building should contain. But that would come later. For now, Andy Lottis lay in his room at the Menen Hotel, three floors above the ground, with the ocean to one side and the white wound of the Topside plateau to the other, beginning his first night on an island that had already been hollowed out long before he arrived.
The next morning came too soon and not soon enough. Andy woke to light filtering through the curtains and the sound of birds that seemed wrong somehow—their calls too sharp, too rhythmic, like machinery imitating nature. He checked his phone: 6:47 AM. Breakfast would be starting soon.
He showered again, the water lukewarm this time, and dressed in lighter clothes—still business casual, but with concessions to the climate. The face in the mirror looked tired despite the sleep, and there was something about the light in the room that made his skin look sallow, almost jaundiced.
The restaurant was marginally busier for breakfast. Two tables occupied besides his own—an older couple who might have been aid workers or government advisors, and a man in work clothes who ate with the focused efficiency of someone with places to be. The breakfast buffet was modest but functional: eggs that had been sitting too long, bacon that managed to be both crispy and chewy, toast and various spreads, fruit that looked fresh enough, and coffee that tasted like burnt water but provided necessary caffeine.
Andy loaded his plate and found a seat by the window. In daylight, the view was less depressing—he could see the ocean properly now, its color so intense it looked artificial. A few people were already moving about outside, starting their day with the unhurried pace of those who knew exactly how much could be accomplished and had adjusted their expectations accordingly.
“Mr. Lottis?”
He looked up to find a Nauruan woman in her fifties, dressed in what was clearly government attire—a floral print dress that managed to look both casual and official.
“Yes?”
“I’m Katerina Gadabu, from the Department of Home Affairs. I understand you’re here to discuss development opportunities?”
Word traveled fast, apparently. “Yes, that’s right. I was planning to contact your office today.”
“No need.” She smiled, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “We like to be proactive with our visitors. May I?” She gestured to the empty chair across from him.
“Of course.”
Katerina settled into the chair with practiced grace, declining his offer of coffee with a small wave. “So, Southern Coral Group. We haven’t heard that name before.”
“We’re a mid-size development firm based in Brisbane. We specialize in identifying underutilized assets and creating value through strategic investment.”
“Underutilized assets.” She repeated the phrase like she was tasting it. “That’s an interesting way to describe our situation.”
“I didn’t mean—”
“Oh, I’m not offended, Mr. Lottis. We’re quite used to being seen as underutilized. The question is always what kind of utilization is being proposed.” She pulled out a phone that looked several generations old and checked something. “I can arrange some tours for you, if you’d like. Show you some of our... assets.”
“That would be helpful, thank you.”
“This afternoon? Say, two o’clock? That gives you the morning to settle in, adjust to the climate.” Her smile became slightly more genuine. “It takes some adjusting, especially for those used to air-conditioned offices.”
They arranged the details, and Katerina left with the same unhurried grace she’d arrived with. Andy finished his breakfast, thinking about her careful diplomacy, the way she’d managed to be both welcoming and warning at the same time.
Back in his room, he spent the morning trying to work. The internet connection came and went like tide, allowing him to download emails in bursts but making video calls impossible. He reviewed his files, prepared questions for the afternoon’s tour, and tried to ignore the growing sense that the room was smaller than it had been the night before.
It was ridiculous, of course. Rooms didn’t shrink. But the walls seemed closer, the ceiling lower. He measured it against his memory and found no difference, yet the feeling persisted. The air conditioner’s struggle had developed new notes overnight, a wheeze that occasionally sounded almost like words in a language he didn’t recognize.
By noon, he needed to get out. He decided to walk the hotel grounds, get a better sense of the property for his report. The pool area was worse in daylight—not just neglected but somehow aggressive in its decay. The tiles around the edge had cracked in patterns that looked deliberate, and the water, despite its film of debris, was so clear he could see the bottom where more cracks formed shapes that hurt to look at directly.
The hotel’s exterior told stories of ambition meeting reality. A tennis court had been started but never finished, leaving a half-paved area where weeds pushed through asphalt. A children’s play area stood empty, its equipment rusted into abstract sculptures. Everything spoke of plans interrupted, of futures that never arrived.
“Sad, eh?”
Andy turned to find Jason approaching, now in his hotel uniform such as it was—the same rugby shirt but cleaner, and actual shoes instead of flip-flops.
“Just doing some reconnaissance,” Andy said.
“Reconnaissance.” Jason grinned. “Like military. You planning invasion?”
“Just looking around.”
“Come, I show you something.” Jason led him around the building to where the land dropped away sharply. “See there? That used to be beach. Before the mining, this whole area, all beach. My grandmother, she used to tell stories. Swimming, fishing, families coming for picnic.”
Where Jason pointed, Andy could see only rocky ground scattered with the detritus of excavation. Rusty equipment parts emerged from the earth like bones, and the soil itself looked exhausted, drained of anything that might support life.
“The phosphate, it was bird shit, you know?” Jason continued. “Millions of years of birds, shitting on our island. Made the best soil in the world. So they came and took it. Scraped it all away, shipped it off to make other places green.” He kicked a rock, sent it tumbling down the slope. “Now we import dirt. You believe that? An island that imports dirt.”
They stood in silence, looking at the excavated landscape. In the distance, Andy could see the Topside plateau properly for the first time. It wasn’t just barren—it was alien, a moonscape of coral pinnacles and excavated pits that extended as far as he could see.
“You’ll go up there?” Jason asked.
“Probably.”
“Take water. And someone who knows the paths. Easy to get lost. The pinnacles, they all look same-same, but different. People go up, sometimes don’t come back for hours. Sometimes...” He shrugged.
“Sometimes what?”
“Sometimes don’t come back at all. But probably just get lost, walk wrong direction, end up other side of island.” Jason’s cheerfulness seemed forced. “Anyway, you be careful. The Topside, it’s not like other places.”
They walked back to the hotel entrance, Jason chattering about safer topics—the Chinese restaurant he’d recommended, the best times to avoid the heat, which government officials were helpful and which were “difficult.” Andy half-listened, his mind on the white expanse of the plateau and Jason’s unfinished sentence about people who didn’t come back.
At two o’clock precisely, a government car arrived. Katerina was in the back, along with a driver who didn’t speak during the entire tour. She’d changed into more practical clothing but still managed to look official.
“We’ll start with some of the facilities in Denigomodu,” she announced as they pulled away from the hotel. “Former schools, government housing, various buildings that might interest your company.”
The tour that followed was an education in diplomatic presentation. Katerina had clearly done this before, knowing exactly what to show and how to frame it. Each abandoned or underutilized building came with a carefully neutral history, potential uses suggested without commitment, challenges acknowledged without dwelling on them.
The first stop was a school that had closed five years earlier. The buildings were structurally sound, Katerina assured him, just needing “renovation and purposing.” Andy walked through empty classrooms where desks still sat in rows, waiting for students who would never return. Chalkboards held the ghosts of final lessons, mathematical equations and English phrases fading into illegibility.
“The population dynamics changed,” Katerina explained, her voice echoing in the empty hallway. “Families moved closer to the remaining employment centers. It became impractical to maintain multiple education facilities.”
In one classroom, children’s drawings still decorated the walls. Andy stopped to look at them—typical kid art for the most part, stick figures and houses and improbable animals. But some of the drawings made him pause. Dark shapes with too many limbs, figures running from something outside the frame, and in one corner, a carefully drawn picture of the island with the Topside colored solid black instead of white.
“Children have vivid imaginations,” Katerina said, noting his attention. “Especially here, where there’s less... structured entertainment.”
They moved on to residential buildings, row houses that had once sheltered foreign workers during the mining boom. These had been empty longer, and it showed. Windows broken in patterns that seemed too regular for vandalism, doors standing open to reveal interiors where mold created abstract art on the walls. The smell was overwhelming—decay and something else, something mineral and sharp like copper.
“These would need more extensive renovation,” Katerina admitted. “But the basic infrastructure is sound. Water, electricity, all still connected.”
Andy made notes, took photos, tried to see past the decay to the potential his company expected him to find. Square footage, proximity to services, renovation costs versus new construction. The numbers were what mattered, not the feeling that something had gone wrong here in ways that went beyond economic decline.
The final stop of the afternoon was an industrial facility on the edge of town. This had been part of the phosphate processing network, Katerina explained, though it had been shut down for decades. The buildings were massive, constructed to house machinery that had long since been removed or sold for scrap.
Walking through the facility felt like exploring the skeleton of some extinct creature. Mounting points for equipment left patterns on the floors, while catwalks crossed empty spaces where conveyor systems once carried millions of tons of processed bird droppings to make distant fields fertile. The acoustics were strange—their footsteps echoed in ways that didn’t match the visible architecture.
“Some investors have looked at this for data centers,” Katerina said. “The buildings are solid, there’s good power infrastructure, and we have undersea cables for connectivity.”
“What happened to those plans?” Andy asked, his voice carrying strangely in the space.
“Various challenges. Technical issues. Financing fell through.” She paused. “Some concerns about the location.”
“What kind of concerns?”
Katerina seemed to choose her words carefully. “The workforce found the environment... challenging. There were reports of equipment malfunctions, higher than normal staff turnover. Nothing that couldn’t be addressed with proper planning.”
They were walking along a raised platform that gave a view of the entire facility. In the late afternoon light, Andy could see how the buildings connected, forming a complex that seemed designed to process more than just phosphate. The patterns on the floors below looked less random from this height, more like deliberate designs or perhaps circuit boards rendered in concrete and rust.
“We should go,” Katerina said abruptly. “It gets dark quickly here, and these old buildings aren’t lit.”
On the drive back to the hotel, Andy tried to process what he’d seen. The properties had potential, certainly, but they also had something else—a quality he couldn’t name but felt in the careful way Katerina presented them, in the patterns of decay that seemed too consistent to be natural, in the way even the cheerful Jason had warned him about the Topside.
“I hope the tour was helpful,” Katerina said as they arrived at the hotel. “I can arrange more tomorrow if you’d like. There are other districts, other types of properties.”
“Yes, thank you. That would be good.”
“And Mr. Lottis?” She paused before getting back in the car. “If you do decide to explore on your own, particularly the Topside, please be careful. The terrain can be... disorienting. We’ve had visitors become lost for hours. The coral formations affect GPS signals, and cell coverage is sporadic.”
“I’ll be careful.”
“Good.” She smiled that diplomatic smile again. “We want your visit to be productive. For everyone involved.”
After she left, Andy stood in the hotel entrance, watching the sun begin its descent toward the horizon. He should go in, write up his notes while they were fresh, start composing his first report to Brisbane. Instead, he found himself walking, drawn by something he couldn’t articulate toward the edge of town where the land rose toward the plateau.
The road turned to gravel, then dirt, then something that was more suggestion than actual path. Warning signs in multiple languages advised against proceeding without proper equipment and guides. Andy stopped at the boundary between the coastal settlement and the mined interior, looking up at the white expanse that glowed like old bone in the dying light.
The coral pinnacles rose in formations that seemed almost organic, as if they’d grown rather than been exposed by excavation. The shadows between them were already deep, creating a maze of darkness and light that shifted as he watched. The silence here was different from the town’s quiet—not an absence of sound but a presence of something else, something that made his ears strain for frequencies just beyond perception.
He took a step past the warning signs, then another. The ground under his feet was hard-packed phosphate dust that puffed up with each step, coating his shoes with fine white powder. The nearest pinnacle was only twenty meters away, close enough to touch if he wanted. Its surface was rough coral, sharp enough to cut, riddled with holes that went deeper than the fading light could reveal.
The urge to continue was strong, to walk among the pinnacles and see what lay beyond the first rank of coral teeth. But the sun was setting faster than seemed possible, and already the shadows were joining together, creating passages of darkness between the white formations. He could understand how someone could get lost here, how the sameness of the pinnacles could become a trap for the unwary.
He turned back, walking quickly now as full darkness approached. Behind him, he thought he heard something—not footsteps exactly, but a sound like breathing, like the hotel’s air conditioner but vast and patient. When he looked back, the Topside was just a pale glow against the darkening sky, giving no sign of having noticed his brief intrusion.
The hotel lights were welcoming after the alienness of the plateau’s edge. He went straight to his room, not wanting to encounter Sarah or anyone else who might ask about his day. The room felt smaller still, as if his absence had allowed it to contract further. He showered off the phosphate dust, watching it swirl down the drain in patterns that reminded him uncomfortably of the children’s drawings at the school.
Dinner was a repeat of the previous night—the same limited menu, the same empty restaurant. This time he ate alone, Sarah nowhere to be seen. The fish might have been the exact same fish, reheated and re-sauced. He ate mechanically, thinking about his report, how to frame what he’d seen in terms Brisbane would understand.
“Significant renovation required but structural integrity sound.”
“Large facilities suitable for various industrial applications.”
“Local government cooperative and eager for investment.”
All true, all missing something essential. How did you quantify the feeling that the buildings didn’t want to be renovated? How did you calculate the cost of that look in Katerina’s eyes when she’d insisted they leave before dark? What was the return on investment for ignoring the warnings implicit in every interaction?
Back in his room, he managed to send a preliminary report, keeping to facts and figures while avoiding the growing sense that Southern Coral Group had sent him to evaluate something that couldn’t be reduced to spreadsheets. The internet held long enough for the email to go through, then died entirely, leaving him disconnected from Brisbane’s familiar certainties.
He prepared for bed early, exhausted despite the minimal physical activity. The dreams would come soon, he knew somehow. Already, lying in the dark, he could hear the hotel’s breathing synchronized with his own, feel the walls pressing closer with each exhalation. Tomorrow he would continue his survey, gather more data, take more photos of decay that looked too deliberate to be natural.
But tonight, in the darkness of room 314, Andy Lottis lay still and tried not to think about the white plateau glowing in the darkness, about the patterns in the phosphate dust, about the way everyone he’d met had used the same phrase: “another one.” He was another one, come to take the island’s temperature, to measure its readiness for transformation into something profitable.
The air conditioner wheezed and struggled, and somewhere in the walls, something that wasn’t quite plumbing made sounds that weren’t quite water. Outside his window, the detention center’s lights created their false dawn, and beyond that, the Topside waited with the patience of exposed stone.
Sleep came eventually, and with it, the first dreams of corridors that extended far beyond the hotel’s modest footprint. But those would grow stronger in the nights to come. For now, Andy Lottis had completed his first full day on Nauru, gathering impressions that would never make it into his official reports, beginning to understand why everyone called him “another one” with that particular mix of resignation and warning.
The next morning arrived gray and humid, the air thick enough to swim through. Andy woke from dreams he couldn’t quite remember, something about walking through hallways that kept branching and dividing, following the sound of machinery that might have been breathing. His sheets were soaked with sweat despite the air conditioning’s best efforts.
At breakfast, he found the restaurant busier than before—almost six whole people, including himself. The addition was a group of what looked like contractors or technical workers, discussing something about electrical grids and anomaly patterns. One of them, a wiry man in his late thirties with the energy of someone who’d had too much coffee or not enough sleep, was gesticulating wildly as he talked.
“—telling you, mate, the readings don’t make sense. Current flowing in directions it shouldn’t, circuits completing through air gaps. It’s like the whole grid’s trying to rewire itself.”
His companions seemed less convinced, offering practical explanations about old infrastructure and salt corrosion. But Andy noticed they kept glancing around as they talked, as if checking to see who might be listening.
After breakfast, he had the morning free before more tours with Katerina. He decided to walk into town, get a feel for the local community beyond the hotel’s isolation. The main street, such as it was, featured a mix of businesses that spoke to the island’s struggles—shops with limited goods at inflated prices, government offices that seemed perpetually closed for lunch, and that Chinese restaurant Jason had mentioned, already emanating smells that promised mediocrity.
He stopped at what appeared to be a general store, thinking to buy water for future explorations. The proprietor, an elderly Nauruan woman, watched him with the assessment of someone who’d seen plenty of outsiders come and go.
“You’re the new development man,” she said. It wasn’t a question.
“Word travels fast.”
“Small island.” She reached under the counter and produced bottles of water without being asked. “You planning to go Topside?”
“Maybe. Eventually.”
“Hmm.” She counted out his change with deliberate slowness. “My grandfather used to work the mines. Back when there was still soil on top, before they scraped down to the bone. He used to say the island was patient. That it would wait.”
“Wait for what?”
She handed him his change. “For the hungry time to come back. But that’s just old people talk. You be careful up there, though. The pinnacles make people confused. Make them see things that aren’t there. Or maybe make them not see things that are.”
Andy thanked her and left, adding her warning to the growing collection. Everyone seemed to have something to say about the Topside, none of it particularly encouraging. He walked further into town, noting potential development sites automatically—this corner would be good for retail, that empty lot could hold a small hotel. The habits of his profession provided comfort against the growing unease.
He found himself at what appeared to be a small park, though “park” was generous for what was essentially a cleared area with a few struggling trees and benches that had seen better decades. An old man sat on one bench, feeding crumbs to birds that looked too large and too confident.
“You’re the surveyor,” the man said as Andy passed.
Andy was getting tired of being recognized. “Is it that obvious?”
“The clothes. The way you look at buildings like you’re counting money.” The man threw more crumbs, and the birds fought over them with disturbing efficiency. “What’s your company want with Nauru?”
“Just exploring opportunities.”
“Opportunities.” The man laughed, a sound like grinding coral. “That’s what they called it when they came for the phosphate too. Great opportunity to make the world green. Just had to make us gray first.”
Andy wanted to defend himself, to explain that modern development was different, that Southern Coral Group had sustainable practices and community partnership models. But something about the old man’s gaze stopped him.
“You been Topside yet?” the man asked.
“Not yet.”
“You will. They all do. Want to see the bones of what they’re buying.” He threw the last of his crumbs. “When you go, listen. Not with your ears—the pinnacles swallow sound. Listen with the rest of you. The island remembers everything. Every ton they took, every hole they dug. It’s all still there, in the white spaces.”
With that cryptic advice, the man got up and walked away, leaving Andy alone with the too-bold birds. He sat on the bench for a while, trying to process the morning’s interactions. Everyone spoke in riddles here, or maybe it just seemed that way because they were talking about things that didn’t fit into his understanding of how islands and businesses and reality were supposed to work.
His phone buzzed—a message from Katerina confirming their afternoon meeting. More properties to see, more potential to evaluate. He walked back to the hotel, stopping once to look back at the Topside plateau looming over everything. In daylight, it looked less threatening, more like what it was—a geological feature stripped of its covering. But there was something about the way the pinnacles stood, the patterns they made against the sky, that suggested intention where there should be only random erosion.
Back at the hotel, he found Jason cleaning the pool, or at least moving leaves from one side to the other with a long-handled net.
“Making progress?” Andy asked.
“Always progress, boss. Just sometimes backward, sometimes forward.” Jason grinned. “You went to town? Meet our friendly locals?”
“They all seem to know who I am.”
“Small island, like I said. New face is big news. Especially new face with development money.” He pulled a particularly large leaf from the water. “They tell you stories? About the Topside?”
“Everyone seems to have warnings about the Topside.”
“Not warnings. Just... information. The plateau is different from other places. The mining, it changed things. Not just the land—the land’s relationship with everything else.” Jason seemed to struggle for words. “You know how a wound heals? Leaves a scar? The Topside is like a wound that won’t close. Keeps trying to heal but can’t remember what it’s supposed to look like.”
It was the most philosophical Andy had heard the young man get. Before he could respond, Jason had moved on to cheerfully discussing the pool’s filtration problems and the mystery of how leaves got in when there were no trees directly overhead.
The afternoon brought another tour with Katerina, this time focusing on the eastern districts. More abandoned buildings, more careful diplomatic presentations, more decay that seemed too organized to be natural. They visited a medical clinic that had closed when the population shifted, its equipment still in place like a museum of healthcare past. They saw warehouses that had stored mining equipment, now storing only shadows and the smell of rust.
At each site, Andy took photos and notes, building his database of potential. But increasingly, he found himself documenting other things—the way shadows fell in directions that didn’t match the sun, the patterns of mold and decay that repeated across unconnected buildings, the consistent warnings from everyone about areas to avoid after dark.
“One more stop,” Katerina announced as the afternoon wore on. “Something a bit different.”
They drove to the coast, to an area where the reef came close to shore. Here, the evidence of the mining was less obvious, though Andy could see the telltale signs—areas where the natural contours had been altered, where access roads had been cut and then abandoned.
“This was a proposal site for a resort,” Katerina explained. “Before the economic situation changed. The investors pulled out, but the location remains promising.”
It was beautiful, Andy had to admit. The water was impossibly clear, the reef visible even from shore. A few concrete foundations showed where buildings had been started, and a half-built pier extended into the lagoon. It was the first site that actually matched his expectations of tropical development potential.
“What happened to the investors?” he asked.
“Various factors. The global financial situation. Concerns about climate change and rising sea levels.” She paused. “Some issues with the construction. Workers reported... difficulties.”
“What kind of difficulties?”
“Equipment failures. Materials going missing. Some personnel issues.” Her diplomatic vocabulary was working overtime. “Nothing that couldn’t be resolved with proper management.”
They walked onto the half-built pier. The construction was solid, the concrete seemingly untouched by years of abandonment. But looking down through the clear water, Andy could see how the reef had responded to the intrusion. The coral had grown in patterns around the pier supports, creating shapes that looked almost like writing, like warnings in a language older than words.
“We should head back,” Katerina said, checking her watch. “I’m sure you have reports to write.”
On the drive back, Andy watched the landscape pass and tried to make sense of what he was learning. Every site had potential, yes, but every site also had stories. Workers who left without explanation, equipment that failed in statistically impossible ways, buildings that seemed to resist their intended purposes. A rational mind would dismiss these as coincidences, the kind of problems any development in a challenging environment might face. But the consistency was hard to ignore.
“Ms. Gadabu,” he said as they neared the hotel, “can I ask you something directly?”
“Of course.”
“Do you want development here? Really want it, I mean, not just officially.”
She was quiet for a long moment. “That’s a complex question, Mr. Lottis. We need economic opportunity, yes. Our people need jobs, our government needs revenue. But...” She seemed to be choosing her words very carefully. “We also need development that understands where it is. That works with the island, not against it. Too many proposals treat Nauru like empty space to be filled. But no space is empty. Everything has memory.”
They arrived at the hotel before he could ask what she meant. She promised more tours tomorrow if he wanted them, then drove away, leaving him standing in the early evening heat.
Dinner was becoming a routine—the same restaurant, the same limited menu, the same sense of being one of the few living things in a space designed for multitudes. Sarah appeared halfway through his meal (fish again, or maybe still).
“How’s the survey going?” she asked, joining him without invitation.
“Educational.”
“That’s one word for it.” She’d ordered beer again, and drank it like medicine. “Which sites did Katerina show you today?”
He listed them, and she nodded knowingly at each one. “The clinic was where I did intake interviews when I first arrived. Strange acoustics in that place. Sometimes you could hear conversations from rooms that should have been too far away. Sometimes you couldn’t hear someone standing right next to you.”
“Buildings settle strangely here,” Andy offered.
“Do they?” She took another sip. “Or does the island have its own ideas about how sound and space should work?”
“You’re starting to sound like the locals.”
“Maybe that’s what happens when you stay too long. You start seeing patterns that aren’t there. Or stop ignoring patterns that are.” She studied him. “You been Topside yet?”
“No. Everyone asks that.”
“Because it’s the real test. You can tour all the coastal properties you want, make all the development plans. But until you’ve been up there, seen what the mining really did, you don’t understand Nauru.” She finished her beer. “When you do go—and you will—take water. Take someone who knows the paths. And whatever you do, don’t stay past sunset.”
“Why not?”
“Because that’s when you start to understand why all those developments failed. Why the workers leave. Why the equipment breaks.” She stood. “The island remembers being whole. And I think it’s been hungry ever since they took its substance away.”
After she left, Andy sat alone with his thoughts and his fish. The restaurant felt smaller tonight, the empty tables pressing in like an audience waiting for a performance. He finished quickly and retreated to his room.
The nightly battle with connectivity began. He managed to send another report, this one including photos of the various sites. He described the resort location in glowing terms—pristine reef access, existing infrastructure, significant potential. The challenges he mentioned only in passing, framing them as minor obstacles easily overcome with proper planning.
But even as he typed the optimistic assessments, he found himself looking at his photos more carefully. Was it just his imagination, or were there patterns in the decay? The mold in the clinic followed the same spiral formations as the cracks in the school’s walls. The rust on the warehouse equipment created shapes that matched the coral growth around the pier. Coincidence, surely. Pareidolia—the human tendency to see patterns where none existed.
He closed the laptop and prepared for bed, his nightly routine now familiar. The room definitely felt smaller, though his rational mind insisted this was impossible. The air conditioner had developed new notes in its symphony of mechanical distress, sometimes sounding almost like words in a language just beyond comprehension.
As he lay in the dark, he thought about tomorrow. More tours, probably. More sites full of potential and warnings. And eventually, inevitably, he would go to the Topside. Everyone expected it, everyone warned against it, everyone knew it would happen. It was like a gravitational pull, drawing him toward those white pinnacles and whatever waited among them.
The dreams came faster tonight. He was walking through the hotel, but it wasn’t the hotel—corridors branched and multiplied, leading up and down in defiance of architecture. The walls breathed, and somewhere in the distance, machinery ground out rhythms that might have been processing phosphate or might have been processing something else entirely. He followed the sound, always just around the next corner, always just out of reach.
He woke several times, disoriented, unsure whether he was in his room or still in the dream corridors. Each time, the room seemed to have shifted slightly—the bathroom door at a different angle, the window showing views that didn’t quite match his memory. But exhaustion pulled him back under, back into the maze of passages that existed somewhere between the hotel’s modest reality and something much larger and hungrier.
In the morning, he would continue his survey. He would evaluate more properties, calculate more potential, ignore more warnings. But tonight, Andy Lottis walked through impossible hallways while the Topside waited patiently above, its white bones glowing under stars that seemed to pulse in rhythms that matched the hotel’s labored breathing.
The transformation had begun, though he wouldn’t recognize it for days yet. For now, he was just another surveyor, another opportunity seeker, another one drawn to an island that had been emptied of everything except its hunger and its memory of being whole.
The third morning brought no dawn, just a gradual lightening of the gray that passed for night. Andy woke exhausted, his dreams clinging like cobwebs. He’d been somewhere vast, following passages that couldn’t exist, and even now, fully awake, he could hear the echo of machinery that processed nothing into nothing forever.
He stood at the window, looking out at a landscape that seemed subtly wrong. It took him a moment to realize why—the detention center’s lights, always visible before, were flickering in patterns that seemed almost like communication. On-off-on, pause, on-on-off, pause. If it was Morse code, it was in no pattern he recognized.
Breakfast was perfunctory. The same buffet, the same burned coffee, the same sense of going through motions in a space designed for crowds that would never come. The contractors from yesterday were back, and their conversation had taken on a more urgent tone.
“—not normal degradation,” the wiry one was saying. “I’ve seen salt corrosion, I’ve seen tropical wear. This is different. The circuits are redesigning themselves. I found a junction box yesterday where the wires had grown—actually grown—new connections.”
“Trev, mate, wires don’t grow,” one of his companions said.
“These did. I’ve got photos.” Trev—apparently that was his name—pulled out a phone, swiped through images. “Look at this. This connection wasn’t there last week. And see how it routes? That’s not random. That’s purposeful. That’s problem-solving.”
Andy found himself leaning closer, trying to see the photos. Trev noticed and turned slightly, protective of his evidence but also eager to share with someone who might believe.
“You’re the development guy, right?” Trev asked. “You should know about this. Whatever your company’s planning, the infrastructure here isn’t just failing. It’s changing. Adapting. I’ve been tracking patterns for months, and it’s accelerating.”
“Have you reported this to the authorities?” Andy asked.
Trev laughed, but it was bitter. “Mate, the authorities hire me to keep things running, not to tell them their island’s electrical grid is developing consciousness. They want the lights on and the reports simple.”
“Trev sees patterns everywhere,” one of his companions said, but fondly. “Last month it was the water system. Month before that, the roads.”
“Because they’re all connected,” Trev insisted. “The whole island’s infrastructure is becoming something else. Ever since—” He stopped abruptly.
“Since what?”
Trev glanced around, then leaned closer. “You been Topside yet?”
Again with that question. “Not yet.”
“When you do, pay attention to the equipment up there. The stuff they left behind. It’s not dead. It’s... waiting.” He gathered his things. “I’ve got to get to the power station. But if you want to see something really interesting, come by sometime. I’ll show you readings that’ll make your corporate head spin.”
After breakfast, Andy had time before the afternoon tours. He decided to walk, drawn again toward the edge where the coastal settlement met the mined interior. The warnings had become a challenge, the repeated question—“Have you been Topside?“—like a dare he couldn’t indefinitely refuse.
He passed the same buildings, the same struggling businesses, the same sense of a place holding on by fingernails. But today he noticed other things. The way shadows fell consistently wrong, always pointing toward the plateau regardless of the sun’s position. The way conversations stopped when he passed, resuming in lower tones after he’d gone. The way dogs tracked his movement with too much intelligence in their eyes.
At the boundary between town and Topside, he found the same warning signs, the same transition from soil to exposed coral. But today there were others here—a small group of locals, mostly elderly, engaged in what looked like a ceremony. They’d arranged objects in patterns on the ground: shells, stones, bits of rusted metal from the mining days. One woman was speaking in Nauruan, her voice rising and falling in rhythms that seemed to match some unheard pulse.
They noticed him watching and didn’t seem surprised. One of the men, perhaps in his seventies, beckoned him closer.
“You’re going up there,” he said. It wasn’t a question.
“Eventually.”
“Today,” the man corrected. “I can see it on you. The plateau’s calling, and you’re listening.”
“I’m just surveying—”
“We know what you are.” The woman who’d been speaking turned to face him. In accented English, she said, “We’re not trying to stop you. Can’t stop what’s already in motion. But we can prepare the ground, make it... less hungry when you arrive.”
“I don’t understand.”
“The mining took more than phosphate,” the old man explained. “Took the skin off the island, yes, but also took the agreements. The old promises between land and people. Now the land doesn’t recognize us. Sees everything as either food or threat.”
“That’s...” Andy wanted to say “ridiculous” but the word wouldn’t come. “I’m just here to evaluate development potential.”
“Development.” The woman laughed, but not unkindly. “You want to build on bones and wonder why the foundation won’t hold. But you’ll see. When you go up there—and you will, today, within the hour—remember: the pinnacles aren’t landmarks. They’re teeth. And teeth are made for processing.”
The group returned to their ceremony, dismissing him without words. Andy stood there for a moment, caught between rational dismissal and the growing certainty that he would, indeed, go up to the plateau today. The pull was stronger now, almost physical.
He walked back to the hotel to get water and tell someone where he was going. Basic safety precautions, he told himself, not capitulation to local superstition. At the hotel, he found Jason in the lobby, fixing something that looked like it had been broken for years.
“I’m going to walk up to the Topside,” Andy announced.
Jason’s hands stilled on his work. “Today?”
“Just for a quick look. I’ll stay on the marked paths, won’t go far.”
“No marked paths up there, boss. Paths change. Pinnacles look same-same but different, like I told you.” Jason stood, wiping his hands on his shirt. “I come with you.”
“That’s not necessary—”
“Is very necessary. You pay me, same as yesterday for driving. Better than fixing things that won’t stay fixed.” He grinned, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “Besides, my grandmother says the hungry ground is active today. Better you have someone who knows the stories.”
Andy wanted to refuse, to assert his independence and rationality. But the image of those elderly locals performing their ceremony stayed with him. “Fine. But we’re just doing a quick reconnaissance. I need to see what’s up there for my reports.”
“Quick reconnaissance,” Jason repeated. “Famous last words, as you Australians say.”
They prepared simply—water, hats, Jason insisting on bringing what looked like old mining equipment (“For noise,” he explained cryptically). Within thirty minutes, they were walking up the rough path toward the plateau.
The transition from coastal settlement to mined land was more abrupt than Andy had expected. One moment they were on packed dirt, the next on exposed coral that crunched under their feet. The white dust rose with each step, coating their shoes and legs with fine powder that seemed to cling more than regular dust should.
“This is where they scraped down to the platform,” Jason explained. “Everything above this—soil, plants, life—all went into ships. Feeding other places while we turned to bone.”
The first pinnacles rose around them like broken teeth, just as the old woman had said. Up close, they were more disturbing than from a distance. The coral formations weren’t smooth but riddled with holes that went deep into darkness. Some of the holes were tiny, others large enough to put an arm through. The edges were sharp, threatening to anyone careless enough to touch.
“Stay on the path,” Jason warned, then laughed at himself. “No path. Stay where I walk. The ground, it’s not always solid. Sometimes pockets underneath, old mining shafts they didn’t fill. You fall through, maybe fall long way.”
They picked their way between the pinnacles, Jason leading with the confidence of someone who’d done this before but the caution of someone who knew better than to be comfortable. The formations rose higher as they went deeper into the plateau, some towering three or four meters overhead. The shadows between them were cool and dark, creating a maze of light and shade.
“The mining, how did it work?” Andy asked, partly for information and partly to fill the oppressive silence.
“Scraping,” Jason said. “Big machines scraping off the topsoil, the phosphate layer. Then processing, separating the good stuff from the coral. What’s left...” He gestured at the pinnacles. “Bones of the island. The parts they couldn’t use.”
They’d been walking for maybe twenty minutes when Andy noticed the first impossibility. They were passing a formation he was certain they’d passed before—a distinctive pinnacle with a hole near the top that looked like an eye. But Jason was still leading confidently forward, showing no sign of recognizing the landmark.
“Haven’t we been here before?” Andy asked.
Jason paused, looked around. “All looks the same. That’s the trap. You think you’re going straight but the pinnacles make you turn. Make you walk in circles without knowing.”
But it wasn’t just similarity—Andy was sure it was the exact same formation. He’d noted a particular pattern in the coral, like a fossilized scream. Yet they’d been walking steadily forward, no turns that would bring them back to the same spot.
“We should head back,” Andy said, unease growing.
“Soon,” Jason agreed. “Just want to show you something first. Since we’re here.”
They continued, and Andy tried to maintain his sense of direction. But the sun seemed to be in the wrong place, and his phone’s compass spun lazily, unable to find north. The pinnacles rose higher, creating canyon-like passages that had to be navigated carefully.
Then they emerged into a clearing of sorts—a flat area maybe thirty meters across, surrounded by particularly tall formations. In the center sat a piece of mining equipment, a massive excavator that looked like it had been abandoned mid-operation. Its bucket was raised, frozen in the act of scraping, and its metal surfaces were scoured clean by decades of wind and phosphate dust.
“This is what I wanted to show you,” Jason said. “This machine, it stopped one day. Just stopped. Operator said it wouldn’t start, no matter what. They brought other machines to move it, but they stopped too. So they left it.”
Andy walked closer to the excavator. Despite decades of exposure, there was surprisingly little rust. The metal looked almost polished in places, worn smooth by the constant wind-driven dust. But what caught his attention were the patterns in the dust around it—spirals and whorls that radiated out from the machine like frozen ripples.
“The dust always makes these patterns,” Jason said, noting his interest. “Wind blows from all directions, but the dust always falls the same way around the old machines. Like the ground remembers what they did.”
Andy reached out to touch the excavator’s track, then pulled his hand back. The metal was warm, warmer than the sun could account for. And there was a vibration, so faint he might have imagined it, like the machine was still running at some frequency below perception.
“We should go,” Jason said suddenly. “Sun’s getting low.”
Andy checked his phone—they’d only been walking for an hour, it was barely past noon. But looking up, he saw Jason was right. The sun had somehow jumped across the sky, now hanging low in the west. The shadows between the pinnacles had deepened, and the temperature was dropping.
“How—”
“Time moves different up here,” Jason said, already starting back the way they’d come. “Sometimes fast, sometimes slow. That’s why you don’t come alone. Easy to think you have hours when you have minutes.”
They walked quickly now, Jason’s earlier caution replaced by urgency. The pinnacles seemed taller, closer together, the passages between them narrower. Andy could have sworn they were taking a different route, but Jason moved with purpose, occasionally touching a formation as if confirming landmarks.
The sound started so gradually Andy didn’t notice it at first. A low thrumming, like machinery running far underground. It seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere, conducted through the coral itself.
“What is that?” he asked.
“The island breathing,” Jason said without slowing. “Or maybe the old machines, still trying to dig. Don’t listen too hard. Makes you want to follow it down.”
The sound grew stronger as they walked, developing harmonics that made Andy’s teeth ache. It wasn’t quite mechanical and wasn’t quite organic—something between the two, like a heart made of pistons and coral. The pinnacles around them seemed to pulse slightly with each beat, dust rising and falling in rhythm.
They reached the edge of the plateau just as true sunset approached. The coastal settlement spread below them, looking impossibly distant and small. Andy turned back to look at the Topside, and his breath caught. In the dying light, the white pinnacles glowed like they were lit from within, and the patterns in the landscape—invisible at ground level—became clear. The formations weren’t random. They spelled something, wrote something across the land in a script made of exposed coral and absence.
“Don’t look too long,” Jason warned. “The patterns, they stick in your head. Make you dream of walking up here even when you’re sleeping safe in bed.”
They descended quickly, reaching the hotel as full darkness fell. Jason accepted his payment with relief evident on his face.
“You did good,” he said. “Some people, first time up there, they don’t want to leave. They hear the breathing and want to find where it comes from. We lose tourists sometimes. Find them days later, walking in circles, talking about following the sound down to where the machines are still digging.”
Andy wanted to ask more, but exhaustion hit him like a wave. The walk hadn’t been that strenuous, but he felt like he’d been gone for days instead of hours. His legs ached, his head pounded, and the low thrumming sound seemed to have followed him down, vibrating in his bones.
He skipped dinner, going straight to his room. The space felt different after the openness of the plateau—smaller than ever, pressing in. He showered, watching the phosphate dust swirl down the drain in those same spiral patterns, always the same spiral patterns.
When he finally lay down, the dreams were waiting. But now they had context. He walked through the hotel’s impossible corridors, but they were lined with coral instead of walls. The breathing sound was everywhere, and he followed it down, always down, to where vast machines ground away at foundations that went deeper than any island should. He saw the excavator from the clearing, but it was moving, scraping away at layers of reality itself, revealing passages and rooms that connected to his hotel, to the abandoned buildings Katerina had shown him, to spaces that existed in the gaps between what was and what had been taken away.
He woke once, disoriented, to find himself standing at his window. The detention center’s lights were flickering in that same pattern, and he could have sworn he saw an answering flicker from the plateau. But exhaustion pulled him back to bed, back to dreams of walking through coral teeth while something vast and patient breathed through the hollow ground, waiting for whatever would fill the spaces that the mining had left behind.
Tomorrow he would write his reports, frame his experience in corporate-speak that Brisbane would understand. He would talk about the challenging terrain and the need for careful development planning. He wouldn’t mention the breathing sound or the way time folded or how the pinnacles arranged themselves into words in no human language.
But tonight, Andy Lottis dreamed of an island that was learning to be hungry, and in his dreams, he understood that he’d been marked. Not by the walking or the seeing, but by the touching. When he’d reached for the excavator and pulled back, he’d left something of himself in that almost-contact. And the island, patient as coral, had noticed.
The transformation was accelerating now. Soon would come the storm, and with it, the arrival of someone whose hunger matched the island’s own. But that was still days away. For now, Andy slept fitfully in room 314, three floors above the ground but somehow also far below it, walking through passages that existed in the space between what was taken and what remained, while the Topside glowed white in the darkness and breathed in rhythms older than the mining, older than the island, older than anything that should exist in a world of corporate development and rational assessment.
But rationality was just another layer to be scraped away, wasn’t it? Another kind of topsoil over something harder and hungrier and infinitely patient.
The island knew this. Had always known.
And now, in some small way, Andy Lottis was beginning to know it too.