Chapter 1
Chapter 1: The Beginning..
This is the story of a girl born in November 2008. From the very first days of her life, she saw nothing but fights and arguments in her home. She grew up in an environment where shouting replaced laughter, and silence replaced love.
As a child, she dreamed of becoming a doctor. But more than that, she dreamed of love. She longed for care, attention, and a sense of belonging from her family. Sadly, it seemed love was never written in her fate. It took her fifteen years to finally realize that.
She was mischievous, quick-tempered, yet sensitive. She cried over little things, but her tears were never understood. With the home atmosphere so toxic, peace for her existed only outside those walls. She grew up watching herself in pain, her reflection always filled with sadness.
As she grew older, her hunger for love only deepened. If she could not find it inside her home, she searched for it outside. But tell me — how can someone who is unloved at home expect to find love outside?
In her search for love and attention, she often broke her parents’ trust. Yet no one understood that all she wanted was someone who could listen, who could truly see her.
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By the age of thirteen, she found herself liking a boy. He wasn’t a stranger — he was her aunt’s younger son. The same aunt who never got along with her mother.
At that time, it was just a simple admiration. That year was 2022. Then, in 2025, fate brought him back into her life.
But in those three years, her own life had been torn apart. The toxic mentality of her family had pushed her away emotionally. She had built walls around herself, speaking less, and trusting less. Yet when she saw him again, her heart woke up.
She approached him, and soon they began talking. Just ten days of conversations, and she already felt deeply attached. For the first time, someone made her feel cared for.
But her family found out. What followed was trauma, suspicion, and restrictions. Her social accounts were deleted. Already seen as untrustworthy, this incident only deepened their doubts about her. She was left broken.
It was the time of her 10th-grade board exams. Somehow, she gave her papers, but her heart was in chaos. She could not let go of him. And so, secretly, she rebuilt her accounts, quietly reached out to him again, and their conversations resumed.
