While you are still alive

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Summary

Some murders don’t end with death. In the quiet town of Hannibal, Missouri, a woman is found dead in her garden. At first glance, it looks like a brutal but isolated crime. Detective Michael Cross has seen worse. Then the autopsy reveals things that should not be possible. As more bodies appear, the violence grows stranger—and harder to explain. Patterns begin to emerge that don’t fit modern crime, medical science, or psychology. Historian Daniel Price recognizes those patterns from somewhere else: from history’s most infamous unsolved murders. Cases that were never connected. Killers who were never caught. Violence that seemed to vanish… and then return. What if those murders were never separate at all? As the investigation deepens, certainty collapses. Victims begin to resemble perpetrators. Evidence contradicts itself. And the truth becomes something no report can contain. Dark, atmospheric, and uncompromising, While You Are Still Alive is a psychological body-horror thriller about escalation, inheritance, and the terrifying idea that some violence doesn’t stop—it continues. And it always needs someone to carry it. There are 17 chapters and a Prologue and a Epilogue. The last part will come out at Friday the 13. The rest will be coming out every two days. This is my first horror story. I hope you enjoy it as much i did. Let me know if you like it.

Genre
Horror
Author
ReneBayne
Status
Complete
Chapters
19
Rating
4.5 2 reviews
Age Rating
18+

Prologue

Prologue

Whitechapel, London — Autumn 1888

London stank.

Not only of smoke and coal, but of something deeper — damp bodies, uncollected refuse, blood that had seeped too often into the same stones. The fog hung low and heavy, crawling through the streets as if it knew exactly where it was meant to be.

Whitechapel was not a district.

It was a wound.

She walked fast. Her breath bloomed in short, panicked clouds. Her shoes soaked through puddles she did not want to imagine the contents of. The gas lamps gave just enough light to see where you stepped — never enough to see what waited for you.

She did not hear him.

That was the worst of it.

No footsteps. No warning. Only the sudden, paralyzing certainty that the air behind her had shifted. That something had moved closer without making a sound.

The hand on her throat was placed with precision.

Thumb against her windpipe. Fingers under her jaw. Not squeezing — controlling. Her back slammed into the wall. Brick scraped her skin through the thin fabric of her dress.

Her mouth opened.

No sound came out.

The pressure increased slightly. Just enough.

Her heart hammered as her vision began to pulse. Her legs wanted to give way but refused. The hand moved. Her throat was free.

She gasped.

The knife appeared.

She did not see it — she felt it. Cold steel against her abdomen, low, just beneath her ribs. He held it there. Waited. Let her body understand what her mind still refused to accept.

Then he cut.

Not hard.

Not fast.

The skin yielded with a wet, yielding sound, as if the body opened too easily. The pain followed a fraction of a second later — burning, deep, all-consuming. Warmth streamed down her thighs as her knees buckled.

He pressed her upright against the wall.

His arm locked around her chest. His weight kept her standing as he continued. The cut deepened. He followed a line. A familiar route. She felt something inside her come loose, shift, seek the outside.

She tried to scream.

Her voice broke in her throat.

He whispered something — indistinct, unimportant. Almost tender. As if soothing her while he opened her.

His hand slipped beneath her skirt.

She felt him arrange her body. Not hurried. Not wild. Precise. With knowledge. With care. Her abdominal cavity emptied, cold, as her consciousness clung to pain to keep from slipping away.

She felt everything.

Every movement.

Every touch.

Every second she was still alive.

Her vision greyed at the edges. Sound distorted. The street felt distant. Her heart stuttered, uncertain when it was meant to stop.

He lowered her slowly.

Her body slid down the wall, leaving a dark, glossy smear on the bricks. She landed on her side, legs twisted unnaturally, eyes wide open.

He knelt beside her.

The knife rose once more.

He waited.

Until her breathing grew shallow.

Until her fingers stopped moving.

Until her body still lived — but her will had already gone.

Then he finished it.

Quickly this time. Efficiently.

The sound was dull. Wet. Final.

He remained there a moment longer. Two fingers at her throat. Not to check whether she was dead.

But to feel

how long she lived

after she should not have.

Then he stood.

The fog closed around him. The street swallowed the body as if it had always been there. A dog barked somewhere. Someone laughed in the distance.

London went on.

And what he left behind was not only a dead woman —

but something that would travel with him,

from body to body,

from time to time.

They found her at first light.

Not because anyone was searching —

but because the night had released her.

The alley smelled of wet stone, refuse, and something metallic that lingered even as the fog thinned. A labourer saw the body while turning his cart. At first he thought it was a drunk. Then he saw the head. The way it lay. The silence surrounding it.

After that, it moved quickly.

Two constables. A cordon that barely cordoned anything off. A handful of onlookers kept at a distance, not out of respect — but routine. This was Whitechapel. Bodies were not rare here. Only the way they lay, sometimes.

One constable crouched beside her.

Female.

Mid-thirties, perhaps.

Barefoot.

Her dress torn open, soaked with blood already beginning to congeal.

He did not look for long. He had learned that some things were best seen briefly.

“Abdomen opened,” he said.

The other nodded. Wrote nothing down. There was no form yet that could contain this.

What stood out was not only that she had been cut open — but how. No wild slashes. No panic. The cuts were deliberate. Anatomical. As if someone knew where to go. As if the body had not been a victim, but… material.

Her throat had been cut. That alone would have been enough.

But someone had not stopped.

The chest cavity was opened. Not fully — but enough to remove something. The skin had been drawn aside, not torn. No signs of struggle. No defensive wounds.

“She was alive when this began,” the older constable said quietly.

Not with fascination.

With experience.

There was surprisingly little blood on the stones. More on her. As if her body had held most of it inside. As if death had come late.

The doctor arrived later. A man with a moustache and too little sleep. He bent down, looked, frowned.

“No animal,” he said at last.

“None I know,” he added.

He touched nothing. Not out of caution — but because he knew touching would explain nothing.

“This wasn’t theft,” someone said.

“Not jealousy,” said another.

“Not rage,” said the doctor.

They looked at one another. No one knew what word would fit instead.

The sun climbed higher. The fog withdrew. Whitechapel became what it always was again: loud, filthy, indifferent.

The body was covered.

Not to preserve her dignity —

but to keep people from looking too closely.

Because what had happened did not feel like a crime that belonged to this street.

It felt like something had been left behind.

And no one could say what.

London — Present Day

The lecture hall smelled of chalk and old books.

Daniel Price stood before the board, one hand in his vest pocket, a piece of chalk between his fingers. The window behind him let in a grey London morning — not the fog of 1888, but the same flat light that dulled everything. As if the city had never truly changed, only learned to hide its filth better.

On the board, one name:

JACK THE RIPPER

Below it:

Whitechapel, 1888

“What people forget,” Daniel said calmly, “is that Jack the Ripper did not become famous because he was the first.”

He turned to face the lecture hall. Twenty students. Too young to imagine how a body smells after lying too long in the cold. Too accustomed to podcasts and reconstructions.

“He became famous,” Daniel continued, “because he was never found.”

He tapped the chalk against the board. A dry knock echoed through the room.

“No arrest. No confession. No definitive proof. Only patterns.”

A student in the front row raised her hand.

“But professor, there are theories. Suspects.”

Daniel nodded.

“Thousands. Doctors. Butchers. Royal connections. Foreigners. Men with knives and men with ideas.”

He lowered the chalk.

“But no truth.”

He walked slowly along the rows, his shoes soft against the floor.

“What is certain,” he said, “is that the murders showed a precision that did not belong to the chaos of the district.”

He changed the slide.

Not a photograph.

A schematic drawing of a human body.

“The cuts,” Daniel said, “were not random. They followed lines. Anatomical routes.”

He hesitated briefly. Not from doubt — but respect for what he was about to say.

“The victims were often still alive during the mutilations.”

A ripple of discomfort passed through the room. Someone cleared their throat.

“We know this,” Daniel continued, “not because Jack wanted us to — but because the body reveals it.”

He looked at his students.

“And that is where it becomes interesting.”

He changed the slide again.

A list.

1888 – London

1892 – New York

1911 – Paris

1935 – Cleveland

No explanation. Just dates. Places.

“Throughout history,” Daniel said, “killers have appeared with remarkably similar patterns. Equally brutal. Equally precise. And each time… they vanished.”

A student at the back frowned.

“Are you suggesting it was the same person?”

Daniel smiled faintly.

“No.”

He returned to the board and wrote beneath the name:

THE UNRESOLVED KILLER

“What I am saying,” he continued, “is that some crimes do not fit their time.”

He glanced at the window. At London. Cars. People. Noise.

“And that history is sometimes not a series of isolated events… but a trail.”

He turned back to the room.

“A trail that someone — or something — leaves behind.”

Silence settled.

Daniel closed his laptop.

“Next week,” he said, “we’ll examine the question historians prefer to avoid.”

He picked up his bag.

“What if some killers do not disappear…”

He scanned the room.

“But continue?”

No one laughed.

When the students had gone, Daniel remained behind. He looked once more at the board.

WHITECHAPEL, 1888

He didn’t know why — but every time he saw those words, he felt the same thing.

Not that he was studying something.

But that something already knew him.