The Best of Both Times

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Summary

“You once believed you were lost between worlds.” “And now?” “Now I’m not lost. I’m present.” Emma Sullivan came to Willowbrook to recover from burnout — not to fall through time. After a public panic attack derails her high-powered career, Emma retreats to her late grandmother’s quiet Victorian house, hoping small-town stillness might help her to breathe again. Instead, a shimmer in the old barn drops her into 1895. There, she meets Clara Hartwell — a brilliant, steady schoolteacher quietly resisting the limits placed on women of her era. Clara lives carefully. Respectably. Safely. Until Emma. Drawn together by shared longing and impossible timing, their connection deepens into something neither century can easily contain. But love across time has consequences. As the town begins to watch Clara too closely, a respectable suitor pressures her toward security. Meanwhile, the mysterious barn that connects their worlds grows unstable — responding not to control, but to intention. Emma must decide: Is she escaping her present? Or is she finally building something real? In this cozy sapphic time travel romance, healing isn’t about choosing one life over another. It’s about daring to claim both.

Genre
Romance
Author
Melinda
Status
Complete
Chapters
22
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Arrival

The coffee mug shouldn’t have been a crisis.

It was white ceramic. A chip on the handle. The faded logo of a tech conference she’d attended three years ago—Optimize Your Edge—still ghosted across the side.

Keep it. Donate it. Throw it away.

Emma stared at it like it held the answer to something much bigger than shelf space.

Her brain stalled.

Thirty-seven boxes sat neatly stacked in her living room. She had labeled them with color-coded precision: KEEP. DONATE. STORAGE. TRASH. The system was flawless.

The system did not include what to do when your chest tightened over a chipped mug.

“Just decide,” she whispered.

Her hands trembled.

It wasn’t about the mug. She knew that. It was about how even the smallest decisions now felt like cliffs. Like stepping wrong might send everything collapsing.

Her phone buzzed.

She flinched.

It buzzed again. Then again.

She didn’t look at it. She didn’t need to. It would be Maya. Or her mother. Or someone from HR “checking in.” As if burnout were a temporary flu instead of a structural collapse.

The refrigerator hummed. The upstairs neighbor’s footsteps creaked. Somewhere outside, a siren wailed and dissolved into city noise.

Too loud. Too close. Too much.

Emma pressed her palms into her eyes until sparks burst behind her lids.

Six months ago, she had stood in a glass conference room in a navy blazer and delivered projections about Q3 growth.

Halfway through the presentation, her body had revolted.

Her vision had tunneled. Her heartbeat had slammed against her ribs. Air had become a rumor.

She had locked herself in the bathroom and slid down against cold tile while Slack notifications chimed in her pocket like a countdown.

“I can’t do this,” she’d sobbed into her phone.

“Then don’t,” Maya had said.

As if quitting a career were like canceling dinner plans.

The mug slipped from Emma’s fingers and hit the counter with a soft clink.

She picked it up.

Held it.

Then dropped it into the trash.

There. Decision made.

It felt like nothing.


Three hours later, her Honda Civic was packed to the roof.

Emma gripped the steering wheel and stared at the apartment building she’d once felt proud of. Exposed brick. Walking distance to everything. Proof she had made it.

The blinds in her unit were already drawn.

It looked like someone else lived there.

She started the engine.

The city thinned gradually—skyscrapers to townhouses to stretches of highway bordered by early May green. She kept the windows cracked despite the chill. She needed air that didn’t taste like ambition.

Her phone buzzed in the cupholder.

She ignored it.

Billboards gave way to trees. Traffic gave way to distance. For the first time in months, there was space between her and the next human body.

Her chest loosened by half an inch.

Willowbrook appeared on the GPS screen first. Then in real life.

WELCOME TO WILLOWBROOK

POPULATION 3,247

Someone had painted a small heart in the corner of the sign.

The town looked like a movie set. Victorian storefronts in pastel colors. A church with a white steeple. A café with a chalkboard that read: Rose’s Famous Cinnamon Rolls.

Quaint.

Quiet.

Safe.

Or suffocating.

She hadn’t decided yet.

Maple Street sat three blocks off Main.

Number forty-two waited at the corner lot, pale blue with peeling trim, wraparound porch sagging just slightly at the edges. The mailbox leaned at a drunk angle. The garden had gone feral.

Her grandmother’s house.

Now hers.

The engine ticked as it cooled.

Emma didn’t move.

She had been here for the funeral two years ago. The house had felt heavy then. Sad. Full of casseroles and murmured condolences.

Now it felt… watchful.

“You’re allowed to be here,” she muttered.

A curtain twitched in the yellow house next door.

Great.

Small-town surveillance had already begun.

Emma grabbed the box labeled ESSENTIALS and forced herself out of the car.

The porch steps creaked under her weight. The key stuck in the lock.

For one terrible second, she imagined the door refusing her. Imagined the universe saying, Actually, no. Go back.

The lock turned.

The door opened with a long, theatrical groan.

Inside, the air smelled like dust and dried roses.

Time had settled here. It clung to the wallpaper. It lay in the corners like sediment.

Emma stepped inside and let the door close behind her.

Silence.

Not city silence—never truly silent—but rural silence. Birds. Wind. The faint tick of cooling pipes.

The house exhaled.

She walked through slowly, flipping on lights.

Living room. Floral couch. Bookshelves sagging with paperbacks. Watercolors signed in her grandmother’s looping hand.

Dining room. Table set for eight, though Helen Sullivan had mostly eaten alone.

Kitchen. White cabinets. Porcelain sink. Window over the counter.

Emma stopped at the window.

The backyard stretched wild and overgrown. Grass tangled at her calves if she imagined walking through it. Beyond it, at the edge where the lawn dissolved into woods—

The barn.

She had forgotten about the barn.

Small. Weathered gray. One door hanging slightly ajar.

Her grandmother used to paint out there.

Or was it storage?

The memory was fuzzy. Emma had been too busy in recent years to notice details like that.

She pressed her fingers against the cool glass.

Something flickered low in her chest.

Not anxiety.

Not dread.

Curiosity.

It startled her.

She set the box down and moved toward the back door before she could think too much about it.

The door stuck. She had to shoulder it open.

Spring air rushed in—green and damp and alive.

Emma crossed the yard slowly, jeans brushing against tall grass.

Up close, the barn looked ordinary. Twenty feet square. Sun-warmed wood. A hinge rusted along the edge of the door.

She reached for the handle.

The air shimmered.

It was subtle. Like heat rising off pavement. Like reality had loosened at the seams for half a second.

Her breath caught.

The sensation vibrated through her teeth, down her spine.

Then it stopped.

Birds resumed singing.

Wind moved through the trees.

Everything was normal.

Emma jerked her hand back.

“Exhaustion,” she whispered. “Low blood sugar. Stress.”

Her heart hammered anyway.

She stared at the dark interior beyond the cracked door.

Nothing moved inside.

Nothing glowed.

Nothing extraordinary.

Just shadows and dust.

She stepped back.

The sun dipped lower, turning the yard gold.

Her phone buzzed in her pocket.

This time, she pulled it out.

Maya:

Don’t make me drive over there. I absolutely will.

Despite everything, Emma smiled.

She typed:

Almost done unpacking. I’ll call tonight.

The lie tasted metallic.

She slipped the phone away.

The barn door swayed slightly.

There was no wind.

Emma’s pulse ticked louder.

She stood there longer than she meant to.

Long enough for the sky to shift from gold to amber. Amber to rose. Rose to violet.

Something inside the barn caught the last light—just a glint. Metal, maybe. Or glass.

Her body leaned forward before her mind consented.

The air shimmered again.

Stronger this time.

A hum built beneath the silence—low and almost inaudible, like a note held just out of range.

The hair on her arms lifted.

The world felt… thinner.

As if something were waiting.

Emma swallowed.

“I’m tired,” she said to the empty yard.

But she didn’t move away.

The barn door creaked open another inch.

The hum pulsed once.

Then—

Nothing.

The sensation vanished.

Sound rushed back in. Crickets. Leaves. Her own uneven breathing.

The barn stood exactly as it had moments before.

Ordinary.

Still.

Emma forced herself to step back.

She would unpack. Make the bed. Eat something. Do the normal things normal people did when they moved into a house.

She would not stand in a yard hallucinating structural distortions in the atmosphere.

The sky darkened to indigo.

One star appeared.

Then another.

Emma turned and walked back to the house.

She did not look over her shoulder.

But as she stepped inside and shut the door, she could have sworn—

Just for a second—

That something inside the barn shifted in response.

Like it had noticed her too.