Prolouge: before reality shattered. Me.
time always had a name, it was always there. in time there’s no start or beginning. there always is something, and there is always nothing.
Basically, in time there’s not a set place. Sometimes it’s empty, sometimes it’s bustling with life. it’s messy, especially when someone wants to take a closer look.
I am no physician, But just for a second.
close your eyes.
what did you see?
nothing? you saw ‘nothing’. A simple being like you saw. NOTHING?
well it might sound funny, but when i was in elementary school, way back i was still young, stupid and foolish.
it was on, Religion lesson. My teacher, who was also a priest. He asked the class
“so, what is nothing?”
me being still stupid. closed my eyes. and said,
‘Well if you close your eyes. you see nothing!’
’well… No.” the priest answered
the fuck you mean no? is what i would think if this happened today.
well lets just say, he blew my mind with how he explained it.
‘nothing is. Nothing. I don’t know, you don’t know. We can’t really grasp the concept of nothing.’
it was. Fascinating. Realizing our mind has limits. Well at that time i was just surprised it’s not that simple. and indeed it kinda made me think for a bit.
before getting annoyed.
the fuck you mean nothing. What is nothing?
why. cant. i. just. grasp. nothing.
and with that, here. close your eyes again and think about what exactly you see.
and this has been hunting me to this day, even after all that time. that one day from elementary school. It’s still weighing on me.
don’t get me wrong. I am not some insane artist. Or a philosopher.
actually i might even be considered a bit dumb, stupid, unoriginal and stale.
but this story was a part of a far bigger vision, it’s something I crafted and polished through the years. Something I had big dreams of.
it doesn’t come from my brain, from any part of my body. It comes from my soul through my heart.
before i start. I want to thank anyone I ever saw, met, talked or thought about. No matter in what way. After all, if not these people. Because after all the people around shape us, you might dislike someone who left you a few years back, but think about it. Would you be the same person as you are today if not them?
if nothing exists. Is it Truly nothing?
