Chapter 1
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Lucian D’Arco was suffocating. It had been a brutal, unrelenting week of board meetings, budget allocations, and the suffocating weight of running an elite university. He had gone to the club to drown the noise in his head, downing neat whiskey until the sharp edges of his mind finally began to blur. He was ready to leave, entirely bored by the crowd, until he saw her.
Seren.
She was leaning against the marble bar, flushed, laughing, and beautifully disheveled from the heat of the club. The alcohol in her system gave her a soft, heavy-lidded gaze that made Lucian’s chest tighten. But it was her body that anchored his attention—all lush curves, soft skin, and an undeniable, magnetic pull.
When their eyes locked, the unspoken agreement was instantaneous. She was looking for an escape; he was looking to lose control.
They barely made it to the plush, private room upstairs. The moment the heavy door clicked shut, the world outside ceased to exist.
Lucian didn’t just take her; he consumed her. He buried his face in the crook of her neck, inhaling deeply. She smelled like vanilla, sweet rain, and the intoxicating heat of the club. A low, possessive growl tore from his throat as his lips found hers—the kiss was dark, deep, and heavy with a week’s worth of built-up frustration. He tasted the sweet sting of her cocktail on her tongue, demanding everything she had to give.
His large hands mapped the heavy curve of her hips, pulling her flush against his chest. Seren whimpered, her fingers knotting into his dark hair, completely lost in the feverish rush of his touch.
When he slid into her, all the calculated control Lucian prided himself on shattered entirely. It was raw, intense, and unyielding. Every heavy, deliberate thrust drove them deeper into the haze. Seren’s arched back and breathless cries filled the dimly lit room, her hands gripping his broad shoulders as he moved against her, filling her completely, taking her to the absolute edge until they both crashed over it together.
Afterward, the frantic heat of the room slowed into a quiet, heavy calm.
Even with his senses blurred by whiskey and satisfaction, Lucian’s innate sense of order and duty took over. This was a hookup—anonymous and fleeting—but he was not a beast.
As Seren lay tangled in the sheets, half-asleep and completely exhausted, Lucian slipped out of bed. He grabbed a warm, damp towel from the adjoining bathroom. Stepping back over, he sat on the edge of the mattress and gently, meticulously bathed her, wiping away the remnants of their chaotic passion with surprising tenderness. Seren let out a soft sigh, shifting closer to his touch.
He pulled the heavy duvet over her shoulders to keep her warm, then picked up his phone. With quiet, authoritative commands, he ordered a high-end room service meal to be delivered directly to the suite for her, ensuring she’d have something to eat when she fully woke up.
Finally, he arranged for a private black cab to wait downstairs, paid for in advance, to take her safely wherever she needed to go.
He looked down at her one last time, admiring the quiet beauty of her face in the shadows.
When he returned home
The heavy silence of his penthouse apartment felt louder than usual when Lucian returned.
He unbuttoned his collar, tossing his suit jacket onto the leather armchair, and poured himself another two fingers of whiskey. He walked over to the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city, the dim amber lights reflecting off the glass.
His mind, usually a fortress of schedules, academic policies, and sterile logic, was a chaotic mess.
He was forty years old. For four decades, Lucian D’Arco had lived a life governed by absolute discipline and unyielding control. He didn’t do flings. He didn’t do reckless hookups in VIP rooms with beautiful strangers. He was a man who planned every move, who viewed casual encounters as a messy, unnecessary distraction from his career and his duties as Dean.
Yet here he was, staring into the dark city skyline, completely consumed by her.
He couldn’t shake the phantom sensation of her skin under his hands. His fingers tightened around his glass as his mind rewound the night, playing it back in agonizingly vivid detail. He remembered the exact, intoxicating scent of vanilla and warm skin when he’d buried his face in her neck. He could still taste the sweetness of her mouth, still feel the desperate, breathless way she had arched into him, her curves fitting perfectly against his rigid frame.
He had always thought himself immune to that kind of primal, thoughtless attraction. But Seren had shattered that illusion in a single night.
Lucian took a slow sip of the amber liquid, his chest tightening with an unfamiliar, deeply unsettling sensation: he missed her. He missed the heat of her, the raw honesty of her cries, the way his name had sounded on her lips when he’d completely unraveled inside her.
He knew it was just a one-night stand. He knew he’d given her a safe ride home and that the book was closed. But as he looked out over the quiet city, the untouchable, disciplined Dean D’Arco had to admit a terrifying truth to himself.
He wanted her again. And he had no idea how to find her.
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the first chapter is promising ☺️☺️ I really look forward for what comes next, but I am sure it's going to be a wild ride.
I really loved the fast pace ( or I read it as a fast pace) , i think it helped me understand the need for releash ;-)