Chapter 1
Walking down the prison wing I was extremely nervous. It was my first time inside which meant I stood out like a sore thumb, especially as I continued walking passed the cell doors. Every single woman just glared as the officer walked me to my cell door. I could feel my whole body perspiring and my hands become clammy just knowing they were all staring because I was the only new inmate that morning. I’d heard all sorts of things before I came in which I tried to push to the back of my mind. I couldn’t believe how badly i’d messed up. My mind was on over drive and I couldn’t think straight.
Finally we arrived at my cell door. I stood silent as the prison guard unlocked the door and swung it open. The noises were amplified in here along with the voices which was driving me slowly insane already. As soon as I stepped through the door it was immediately shut behind me along with the hatch. I could feel the walls closing in on me already. It was the smallest room i’d ever lived in. I could feel myself becoming claustrophobic so I sat on the edge of the bed and closed my eyes. Whenever I would get over stimulated or severely stressed I would turn to meditation which meant in my mind I was on a beautiful beach with a blurry faced woman who I loved. My freedom was gone and the chances of that happening anytime soon were out the window.
I tried to get used to my surroundings along with the loud noise and shouting. I could hear the jingle of the keys outside my door so I sat up straight to see a female officer opening my door to show me where to go for dinner. At first I couldn’t bring myself to leave my cell until she made me feel comfortable enough to do so. It was like my feet were stuck with glue to the ground. They didn’t want to move, at all.
All i could hear hear was wolf whistles and aggressive slurs shouted towards me which made me want the ground to swallow me up. Being fresh meat in prison meant all eyes on the newbies and by now, there were a few of us. Once we’d entered the dinner hall I stood in line with the rest of the inmates to get my food. One of the women from the wing who was whistling at me was right behind me trying to get my attention so I decided to shake off the nerves and turn around to see what she wanted.
“What’s a pretty girl like you in here for?” She asked, intrigued. She flashed me the biggest smile which showed all thirty two of her teeth. She had gold teeth at the front which was something I loved on a woman.
“Nothing major, just robbery. What are you in for?” I shot back as we shuffled up the line. I felt super wary of my surroundings. I also didn’t trust a soul around me but she seemed cool enough to talk to so I continued. She signalled for me to follow her to her table once i’d grabbed my food so I did just that. Her doing this has a lot of the women wondering who I was and how she knew me but she didn’t.
“I’m in for murder but it was self defence. Been in here ten years already” she hissed before eating her food. She glanced up a few times which made me blush slightly. I could tell how smooth she was going to be with her words which meant the women around the wing were about to be on me like a hawk. It made me swallow in fear but as long as she was being friendly and accommodating, I was good.
“That’s rough. Bet you know the place inside out don’t you?” I asked, intrigued. I tried to eat the food while waiting for her reply but I just couldn’t stomach it. I felt way to nervous to eat anything at that point. It was also disgusting so I pushed it away. It immediately made me appreciate being able to eat whatever I wanted out in the free world.
“Yeah I do. As long as your around me you’ll be cool here” she said cheerfully. “ you not eating that? You better get used to it newbie” she continued saying before laughing to herself.
“I’m not hungry, besides, it tastes disgusting. See you around sexy” I blurted out as she got up and walked away with her tray.
“Why did you just say that? Natty come on!” I thought to myself as I grabbed my tray and excused myself. I could feel my cheeks burning up meaning my face was as red as a tomato. I had to go back to my cell immediately due to the embarrassment.
“Don’t be a stranger gorgeous. Ill see you later” she shouted towards me as she headed back to her cell. The relief that came over me felt so good. My stomach had stopped tensing up and so did my chest. All I could think of as I strolled into my cell was getting out. I knew there was physically no way of that happening so I laid down on the hard, thin bed and drifted off to sleep.
*KEYS RATTLING IN THE DOOR*
I heard my door start to open so I sat up slowly while rubbing my eyes. That’s when I saw the most breathtakingly beautiful prison guard stood in front of me. She had hazel eyes, plump pink lips, brown skin and her hair in a high bun. Her figure had me dribbling. I had a thing for women in uniform, especially pretty women. All she said was it was time for a shower along with a phone call. I made sure to grab my towel on the way out along with some shower gel i’d been given by the officers. I couldn’t help but stare as I followed behind her so she could show me where the wash room was. The nerves had resurfaced again now I was out of my cell but the more she spoke to me, the more she put my mind at ease. Her perfume seeped into my nostrils as she spun around and stood still waiting for me to walk through the door but I stopped face to face with her.
“You’re real pretty” I purred cheekily. She tried not to smile but she couldn’t contain it which had me ready to turn up the flirting even more.
“You need to behave” she replied playfully before snapping her head around to see what was going on. A fight had broke out behind us and was getting out of hand so she radio’d for more guards to come. Once they’d appeared and got control of the situation she walked me back to my cell explaining what “being locked down” meant.
“It’s when every prisoner has to be behind their door if an incident happens so that’s what’s going on now. I’ll come back later and let you out for that shower” she said sweetly as she opened my cell door and held it open for me so I could step inside.
“Bye gorgeous” I replied cheekily before winking at her. She blushed pink while biting her lip slightly and closed the door on me. I just smirked to myself until reality set in again. All I could think about was what i’d done and how I was going to get through the next six months. My head was spinning at that point so I decided to write a few letters. One to my mom, one to my ex Danica who ended things when I got sentenced and one to my best friend Gia. Only Danica knew everything that was going on so telling mom and Gia where I was, was going to end so badly but there was nothing more I could do but be truthful. Yeah, I could lie and say I was off travelling for six months but Danica would crack eventually so it was now or never. It took me what felt like hours to write each one because they all consisted of four or five double sided A4 pieces of paper explaining everything. My fingers had cramped up from writing so I decided to get under the thin sheet and relax.
The only three good things in here were the fact that I was in a single cell and I didn’t have to share with anybody. I had a TV not to mention some books which would pass the time in here. I must of been tired from the events of the day because as soon as my head hit the pillow I was asleep, dreaming of being on a beach with a drink in my hand and mu future wife by my side, absolutely free!
*THREE MONTHS LATER*
Waking up I was super excited because I only had one day left until I was being released on good behaviour so I shot up to get freshened up before the officers came and let us out for breakfast. This morning it was my favourite officer, miss Portia. She was so sexy and elegant. Sometimes i’d catch her watching me and today was no different. The way she’d glance at me had me hot under the collar to the point I couldn’t look at her. Just imagine being locked up in prison for three months? It had me hornier than ever and she was just my type.
“You ready for tomorrow?” She asked in that soft, calm tone. She just smiled slightly waiting by the door.
“Yeah I can’t wait, even though, i’m gonna miss seeing you everyday” I shot back as I stood up and walked passed her. She just giggled again.
“Your’e a cheeky one ain’t ya? I’ll see you later” she purred before glancing back to wink at me. Now it was confirmed she liked me and I was here for it.
“Yo!” Shorty hollared making me glance to my right while lining up for breakfast.
“You good?” I asked as I slid down the line slowly.
“You getting out tomorrow ain’t you? You excited? Hold on, that officer keeps watching you yano. I think she likes you” she said laughing while rubbing her hands together. It made me blush while telling her to stop it as we came out of the line and sat down to eat.
“She is fine as fuck though” I replied with my head down while smiling to myself.
“Yeah she is. You should try a ting when you get out of here” she said before eating her food unusually fast. It was like she had somewhere to be but we were in prison. Where could she possibly go?
“How would I even find her?” I asked confused but she tried to tell me without telling me Portia was stood right behind me.
“Find who?” Portia asked as she stood above us with her arms folded. Shorty got up instantly and excused herself to go back to her cell so it was just Portia and I.
“Just this woman i’m interested in. She’s someone I wanna get to know” I replied as I got up. I couldn’t help but bite my lip at her before walking away to put my tray away. Again as I turned around she was right behind me which startled me a bit.
“I think I know who you want” she purred confidently while staring deep into my eyes. After a few seconds she followed me back to my cell. Shorty’s cell was opposite mine so she was watching as we got to my door.
“And who might that be?” I asked shyly as I dropped back on to my bed and lay on my arms just watching her walk around my cell.
“Me.. so i’ll be back later to see you before you leave tomorrow” she said smiling while shutting the door behind her for more privacy. I wasted no time jumping up and towards her.
“And why’s that?” I whispered into her mouth while stroking her face with both hands.
“You’ll see later” she groaned into my mouth before turning to leave but I pulled her back by her arm and pressed my lips against hers. Nobody could see us so I went for it, pushing my tongue into her mouth making her groan lightly as I swirled it around hers. Damn, her tongue was so wet and warm. I wanted it in places you couldn’t see, places that were yearning to be touched.
“We can’t! Later babe” she groaned out between kisses before pushing me away, opening the door and slamming it shut behind her. I was in a trance. I was completely intoxicated by her presence. She had me walking around my cell in circles at the thought of my last night here which was spending it with my favourite prison guard, Portia!





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