Chapter 1
Freddy was going through the different things that he had prepared for his ‘followers’, the rest of the gang; Tasks for them, each for the different abilities each one possessed. On him he had a simple pistol, something he could use as a quick defense. He was also thinking about the recent argument he had gotten into with his second-in-command, a little annoyed by it but trying to find a way to keep the peace between them. He wasn’t looking for unnecessary fights with the members of his own gang. He wanted to keep the group strong in relationship; Keep loyalty between all of them. However, with how stubborn his second-in-command could be, that might be incredibly hard.
Twisted Bonnie had been irritated for the past few weeks and he didn’t really know why…He had went to a doctor only to find out he was pregnant which confused him even more until he remembered what him and Freddy did. Enraged by this he had been pretty mean and had an attitude towards Freddy not telling him he was pregnant with the males child. One night as he was about to sleep he felt pretty ill making him sigh deeply “I guess I can’t sleep again tonight…” He said standing up from his bed. He looked down at his phone seeing the time “I wonder if he’s up…” He said grabbing his coat before walking out his room going to where Freddy was. He peeked his head in watching the male move around and reading, He gently used his pointer finger to knock against the door frame to introduce that he was there.
Freddy looked up, glancing at the direction of the door and giving a small sigh. “Come in.” He said, looking back at the different missions he had gotten together for the rest of the members.
“I know something’s wrong, Bonnie.”
He said with a sigh, not looking at the bunny. “You’re more irritable and aggressive than usual, and with you being so snappy already that’s saying a lot to me. What’s wrong? Is something bothering you?” He then asked, finally looking back up and setting his hands in his lap.
Twisted Bonnie walked in looking at him, He could tell each sigh was filled with stress and maybe even annoyance? He stopped and froze when the male asked him what was wrong…He was scared if he had told him the truth he would hate him or tell him to leave, Or worse not wanna be part of his life or the baby’s…He stood there in silence as he looked at the males eyes, His own were filling up with tears. Pregnancy made the male more emotional than usual, He sniffled “Don’t be mad at me…” He looked down placing his hand on his stomach “Remember that night…We got drunk and had some fun…You told me you couldn’t get pregnant so I trusted that…” He looked up at the male with tears going down his eyes “I’m pregnant…With your child…” He said slowly shuttering a bit.
Freddy gave a heavy sigh, closing his eyes. “I’m not going to abandon you, Bonnie. I’ve kept my vow to be loyal to all of the gang. That doesn’t exclude you.” He said, afterwards looking at Twisted Bonnie. “I may not be thrilled but I’m not angry, either.”
Twisted Bonnie rolled his eyes “You think I’m thrilled about this? You told me you couldn’t get others pregnant! And no one else could of made me pregnant your the only one I’ve ever mated with and you know that.” He hissed, He looked at the window seeing it was snowing. “Even the weather is stressed…”
“I never said that you were happy in any way, Bonnie. You were afraid I’d be mad, but now you know that I’m not. You don’t have to be happy about it. If you really don’t want it, abort it. I won’t stop you, it’s your body and your choice if you want to give birth to it.” Freddy said calmly, looking Bonnie directly in the eyes.
“I only said that as I was told that I am virtually infertile. I was told that it would be nearly impossible.”
He looked at the male when he brought up the idea of aborting it or giving it to someone else…He looked down at his soon to be grown stomach sighing, “Do you not want it?” He asked touching his stomach gently. “Would you be less stressed if we… Just gave it to someone else or aborted it..? With the thought you may not have a baby again…?” He said walking over to him sitting in his lap.
“It’s not my choice. If you want our child, then I will remain responsible. If not, we’ll either give it up for adoption or have you get an abortion.” Freddy responded, holding both his and Twisted Bonnie’s hands over the bunny’s waist. “What do you want to do?”
He thought for a moment leaning Into the males hold as he looked at him. “I know what I want…But…Freddy, This is also your decision as well, I know it’s my body my choice but their also your baby as well…I mean, Do you really want a child?” He asked touching on the males face gently. Bonnie wanted the baby though he was terrified of the whole pregnancy thing…But he wanted to know if Freddy felt the same way.
Freddy stayed silent for a few long moments, before taking a breath and looking at Bonnie. “If you are looking for an honest answer, I’ve never truly wanted to have any children. I’m not the safest to be around, and children would be more of a distraction than anything else from the work I do. I feel a baby would distract you too, as they are needy and need constant care for many years of their life.” He said, closing his eyes as he was hoping he wasn’t hurting the bunny emotionally by saying that. “I don’t want to hurt you by pressuring you into an abortion or adopting out the child, so consider it your choice. If you want the child, you can override my decision.”
The bunny’s eyes frowned as he listened to the answer he didn’t want, He looked at him before looking away feeling sadness form in his heart all the way up to his eyes. “I see…” He spoke quietly not sure what to say to this. They both wanted two different thing and he knew Freddy wasn’t wrong about the distraction part, But than again this was their child they were talking about…Freddy may never be able to get him pregnant again, He wasn’t wanting to take that chance. He was in love with Freddy though Freddy was just in his mind that it was a one night stand and their just partners for work…”I respect your decision and your completely right so…” He looked down at his stomach “Let’s get an adoption…” He said quietly, He placed his head down on the males shoulder sighing deeply. Bonnie always wanted a child he loved children that was definitely something about him a lot of people noticed…He suddenly got a text making him grab his phone from his back pocket seeing it was from the guy that had a crush on him, “Jiyang wants to meet me downstairs…” He muttered showing Freddy the text.
“You’re free to leave.” Freddy replied, letting Bonnie up and looking back towards what he had been working on. “I’ll have something for you to do in a few hours. In the meantime do what you’d like.” In all honesty the bear didn’t want Bonnie to leave, though wouldn’t yet admit that he liked him more than the rest. Part of it was not causing conflict, the other part being him too nervous of making Bonnie see him in a weird way. He was a little jealous of Bonnie wanting to be around someone else, but kept it to himself. Perhaps he would have to stop hiding it soon and just state how he felt, but not yet. He didn’t have the right words, and he felt too much had been piled on him already. So, he let Bonnie go off to do his own thing while he sorted out something that he could do single handed. All while Freddy was trying to think of what he wanted to say if he was to ‘come out’ with his feelings.
Bonnie sighed deeply when he was excused, He could feel his heart break as he stood up from the males lap. He walked to the door turning his head hoping the male would tell him to stay…He waited for a second but when he saw the work was more important than him, He looked forward with tears swelling up in his eyes walking away from the office. “He will never understand…” He muttered to himself going to where the text told him to. At least Jiyang actually cared about him unlike Freddy who cared more about work…As he got to the inside garden Jiyang told him to go to, He looked around not seeing him “Jiyang…?” Bonnie called old shyly holding a hand to his stomach.
“Hey, Bonnie! That asshole treatin’ you like dirt again?” Jiyang seemed to be rather sudden with his appearance, one hand on Bonnie’s shoulder. “You seem upset. Did he say something to you?” He then asked, his more caring side for the male shining through as he felt an agitation with their leader for the fourth time that day. “I can go kick his ass if I need to. Say the word.”
Freddy sighed, glancing over his shoulder. “Damn it.. Why can I never say something right? I always upset someone, no matter what I say..” He growled softly, silently cursing at himself for hurting Bonnie emotionally.
Bonnie jumped hearing and feeling the sudden male appeared out of no where, He looked at him with his eyes glinting from the tears that stayed there. He didn’t say anything but he suddenly hugged the male tightly letting a tear fall down from his eyes falling off his cheek…”He wants me to abort the baby…” He said gripping the males shirt. “You were right Jiyang, It was just a one night stand. He took my virginity and than acted like it never happened!” He said in an irritated sad tone. He looked up at him lost and confused “He doesn’t even want to even keep the baby…And I can’t take care of them on my own without a father I mean look at me, There’s no way” He sighed deeply clearly stressed out.
“That heartless bastard..” Jiyang hissed, visibly angry. “Did he even apologize for lying to you?” He then asked, wrapping his arms around Bonnie and having his hands rubbing the bunny’s back.
“I don’t know what you saw in him, Bonnie. He’s not the kind of guy that you want to be around.”
Freddy gathered together a few papers, deciding on Bonnie’s task and stapling the pages together in a small information packet that would help the bunny. It was something about bringing stuff to another gang that Freddy had allied with. Why he didn’t do it himself, well, that was unknown.
Bonnie shook his head, He nuzzled his head into the males chest sighing deeply. “He was…Hardworking, He cared about everyone, He never gave up, He would do anything to keep us safe…I thought, The way he looked and thought of me was special…But apparently I’m just everyone else, Someone said he only had sex with me because he’s already had sex with the other omegas and I was the only virgin left…” He sniffled looking down “I feel so disgusting now…” He muttered, His self confidence was very low because of what had happened.
“And who told you that?” Freddy had been coming down the hall when Bonnie had said that. “And what other shit have they been trying to tell you?” He had his arms crossed, frowning.
Jiyang was snarling at Freddy, keeping Bonnie somewhat behind him in a defensive gesture. “And why do you care? You already treat him like shit, and now it sure damn seems like you’re trying to break him emotionally.” He growled, glaring at their leader.
Bonnie gasped hearing Freddy’s voice he turned seeing him, When he was pushed behind Jiyang he peeked his head shaking his head. “Jiyang…Just come on, Don’t start anything.” He said grabbing the males hand trying to drag him away from this scene.
“Bonnie. I wish to speak with you.” Freddy began, looking at Jiyang. “Alone.”
“You’re not in trouble, I’m not mad, I’m not going to try and hurt you. There’s just a discussion that we need to have before things get any worse relations wise.” He said after a while, turning to lead Bonnie back to his office.
Bonnie sighed looking down, He let go of Jiyangs hand. “Freddy…I usually obey to you, But I really don’t want to right now. Just leave it alone, I don’t believe what people say okay? Just…Just leave me alone for a while that’s all I’m asking. I’ll do the assignment when it’s done you text me and I’ll come get it, But right now I want to be alone.” Bonnie said rubbing his tired eyes, He wasn’t lying, he just wanted to be alone; Away from Freddy.
“It wasn’t about an assignment for you, Bonnie.” Freddy sighed, his ears falling. “It was about how much I love you and how I want you to be happy, even if that means I don’t speak to you. If alone time is what you want, I can’t stop you. I only wanted you to know how I feel.” He then walked back down the hall, a mournful look in his eyes. ‘God, I’m such an idiot…’ He thought to himself, sitting down and covering his eyes, feeling like he had lost his chance.
