I will keep loving her
I was told to pray it away, I find it funny cause how do I pray away the only peace I've ever known? How do I pray away the way she holds me like I am an egg that'll break if she tightens her grip a little bit too much, Like I am not hard to love? Pray it away?? I'd never.
They say it is a sin, but a sin isn't supposed to feel like home, it's not supposed to feel this safe and calm. Sin should not make me want to become a better version of myself. Yes, she makes me want to be better. She makes me want to try again. She makes me want to live in this world.
So, if heaven means living without her, then I do not want to go alone, I'd rather go to hell and be with her. If loving her is my sin, then let me be a sinner in peace. Cause this "sin" truly feels like home.
I will not apologize for loving her cause it's not wrong. I will not pray it away cause it's not a bad thing. I will say it with my full chest that I love her and will keep loving her even if the world called it wrong and sinful. I will mention her name to everyone that's willing to listen to my love story.
She's too beautiful to be hidden away...
