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it was as if jaemin didn't know what the word 'loyal' meant. he slept around as though it was as simple as breathing or blinking. it was clear that he didn't care how his boyfriend, renjun, would be affected by his actions.

renjun loved jaemin. he loved jaemin when he first laid eyes on him during that one vacation to norderny. he loved him when jaemin asked for his number on the train that led them from the island. renjun loved him when he asked jaemin out on their first date. and he never stopped. but renjun loved him to the point of no return.

"renjun, baby, i promise it won't happen again." jaemin pleaded, gently intertwining his hand with renjun's.

"you say that every time. how am i supposed to trust you if all you do is lie?" renjun choked up while speaking and looked up at the jaemin, tears streaming down his face.

jaemin frowned and whiped the tears from renjun's face, then sat down on the white leather couch that was in renjun's townhouse, pulling renjun down with him. "i'll change for you, babyboy. i promise."

renjun broke down once again and rested his head on jaemin's shoulder, hugging him tightly. "please don't leave me" he whispered.

"i would never." was all jaemin said.

author's note !!

-this is a lil teaser for my renmin fanfic lol. i'm rlly excited to start writing it hhh. anyways all of my chapters will be titled in my native language, but i will have the number written in english in the book itself.

p.s. norderny is an east frisian island off of germany, if you didn't know.