Chapter 1
Foreword
My life has always been surrounded by rich and snobby people. Tried everything I could to not adapt into that life. Just couldn't run away. But let's take a ride in this life of mine - Parkeer Montri.
Parkeer Pov
My life has been crazy every since I was brought into this world. Being cared for by a mother who is constantly in the spotlight can make you forget what a normal life us like.
I honestly don't think she's my mother compared to how I look and she look. Yea, everyone would be skeptical. I had a hard life here in Bangkok, Thailand. From being told about my skin color to my hair shit is crazy.
I was forced into the spotlight by my mother. I just wanted to live like a normal person. But she said normal was boring. Well maybe I like boring. As I grew up I started to learn alot about myself. I had a ferocious attitude, snappy, egotistical, selfish. and etc. I mean my mother is like that so it seems I developed her ways.
But some of that transpired on its on. My mother was married to one of the richest men in Thailand so you can say I had it all. She married him when I was 8 years old. Everything changed after that. I mean some times when I see her she would have bruises and scars. She was even hospitalized at one point.
I always asked her what happened she would give me these bullshit ass excuses. Like mom I knew the man hitting on you. He basically made her do things a mother would never accept as a woman. He dogged her out. He would just knocked her out when he wanted to.
But not me. I never took that from him. He tried to force me to have sex with him and I whooped his ass many times for that. Tried to tell my mother but she was brainwashed she always took his side. I understand he is our....wait wait her benefactor because I make my own money. But dang you trade your own daughter for a man.
Every since I came into the spotlight people has been trying to sabotage my career. But who says that is not expected. Enough about me let's get into this messed up life of mine. -Peace.
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I was currently at my home in Bangkok. I was getting dressed for a premiere of the new drama I was staring in as the leading role.
"Parker where are you" I heard my mother call.
"I'm in my bathroom" I said.
"Come out so I can take a good look at you" she said.
I walked out of the bathroom and did a twirl for her. She look at me in disgust.
"What happened to the dress I picked out" she said.
"Didn't like it" I said.
I had on a black of the shoulder long maxi dress with a silver choker to go with it.
"Who asked if you didn't like it" she said.
I just rolled my eyes, sat down, and put on my shoes.
"Mom I wear what ever I want okaee. This is my body not yours so you can't tell me what to do" I said.
My assistant came in.
"The event starts in 30 mins so I suggest you guys hurry" he said.
"Okaee thank you" I said.
She looked at me in the eyes.
"You might think your grown and all that. Just do one thing. Don't mess this up for me. My life and rep is at stake" she said and walked off.
Can't believe this shit. It's always been about her. I walked out my house and went to my limo that was waiting outside. It was a quiet 15 min drive. When I got there it was packed.
I seen other stars, producers, directors and a man I hate with every ounce of life in my body. My stepdad. I've been trying to avoid him. That's why I moved out. I quickly turned around before he could see me.
I softly bumped into a woman that was around my age.
"Ohh I'm so sorry" I said.
"It's fine but do you mind if I can take a pic with you" she asked.
"Yea" I said.
We took several pics before she left.
5 hours later
It was time for me to go. I was walking to the parking lot. When I was stopped by him.
" Well look what we have here" he said.
He smelled like pure liquor. He blocked my way.
"Could you move please" I said trying to move around him.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me toward the wall.
"Let go of me you drunk" I said yanking my arm from him.
He grabbed me by the neck and pinned me to the wall.
"We both know that you want me. And I want you. So stop playing these games and give me what I want " he said.
"Do I look like my mother" I said.
Before he could say anything I kicked him where it's hard for him to get aroused. And head butted him. I took off running. I heard him call his men to go after me. I ran as fast as I could. I some how had my mother's keys. But she was gone. I found her car and jumped in.
I heard them shooting at me. I drove as fast as I could out the parking lot. I kept looking back to see if they were following me. I wish I paid attention to the road. When I turned around it was too late for me to stop. I had already hit her.
I seen her body land on top of the hood the car. I sat there in shock. I didn't know what to do. I got out the car and ran toward her. I got my phone out and called my assistant.
About 15 mins later he was pulling up beside me in his car.
"What happened" he asked.
"I hit her" I said panicking.
"We have to leave before anyone see us" he said.
"We can't just leave her" I said.
"You have no choice so come on" he said while pulling me by the arm.
I got in his car and we drove off. I sat there in shock I couldn't say anything. I can't believe I just left her there.
When I got back to my house and I went right into the bathroom. I turned on the water to run me a bath. I was shaking and hyperventilating.
My mind was running and I couldn't think straight. After my bath I laid down and went to sleep. The next morning I got up my assistant came running in the room.
"Don't turn on the tv" he said.
"Why not" I asked.
"Just please don't" he said.
I grabbed the remote but he snatches it from me.
"Pin give it back" I said.
"No please Park don't turn it on" he said.
I grabbed it from him and turned it on. The news happened to be on.
Crazy
"There was a hit and run last night. A woman was viciously hit. The woman has been identified as 23 year old Sumi Thit. Many have reported that it involved model and actress Parkeer Montri. Some even say they saw her flee the scene. The woman that was hit is in critical condition. Doctors is trying to keep her stabilized". The reporter announced.
I sat there in shock. Then he turned to the channel where it had my mother and step father saying that it wasn't me. I was in for a rude awakening. I just can't fathom the thought that I left her there. Her face still linger in my head.
Of course my mother was going to pay people to say that it wasn't me. My life is just shit right now. I got a call from my mother saying meet at her house. I got dressed and went over there.
"What have you done Parkeer are you trying to destroy this family name" she said.
"If it wasn't for your dog ass husband that wouldn't have happened now would it" I said.
She slapped me.
"Now you listen to me, I have done everything I can to keep you safe. I have given you everything. You will not mess this up for me" she said.
I just walked out the door. How dare she say some shit like that to me. Well hell I can't say I'm surprised. She did worse than that for his ugly ass. I went back to my home and turned on the news.
"The woman that was hit last night passed away 2 hours ago". If you have any information about the accident or about Parkeer Montri please call us". The reporter said.
My whole life just came crashing down. My assistant came in my room and turned off the tv.
"Park" he called out to me.
"I killed her" I said softly.
I felt the tears running down my face.
I turned to him.
"Pin I killed her I killed that woman" I said to him.
"I killed her Pin!!" I yelled.
I started crying and screaming. He held me in his arms. I cried until I fell asleep. Now I have to face reality because my whole life is gonna be put to rest.
The next morning I didn't want to talk or see anybody. I didn't have the energy to. I was tired and exhausted. My mind was in a state of collateral. My mother didn't give a shit so I basically had myself.
I heard a knock come from my front door. I walked slowly to the door and looked the peep hole. It was 2 police officers and a dude dressed in suit attire. They kept knocking but I didn't answer the door. The two police men left but the man in the suit stayed and kept knocking.
I didn't answer it.
When he left I went back into my room and turned the tv on. It was a woman that was talking to the reporter. It was Sumi's mother.
"Please if anyone have any information please come forth so we can find Parkeer's driver that hit my daughter" she said.
Then I saw that man that was just at my door.
"Hi I was Sumi's fiancé I am the towns lawyer if anyone has any information please contact this number please and thank you" he said.
That made me even more upset because I wanted to do the right thing and turn myself but I let my pride and my reputation get the best of me. I laid down and went back to sleep.
