REAL HAPPENINGS
It’s 3:12 Am and it’s really happening to me and I can sense it_____________________________
Hello… Hello…. Hello…. (Whispers)____________________
Something whispers exactly for three times to wake me up conscious. Am afraid to contact just because am not ready to face you. Fear surrounded me am getting warm slowly… when it reaches to heart am screaming no not now am not ready to face you right now. I keep on saying one thing to myself to come out of that “HAR HAR MAHDEV” “OM NAMAH SHIVAYAH” “AM NOT READY” “GIVE ME SOME TIME”_________
I checked out the time just to remind myself at what time the whole thing has happened. It’s exactly 3:12 Am. Hell_______ that’s real… for god sake that’s real… why didn’t I showed myself to her. I was waiting for years just for her happening. What’s stopping me from doing this? So she isn’t real and that scares me from contacting her. She’s right beside me she’s calling me she’s touching me she wants me to look at her and feel her love. How stupid I am…. What happens if I see her… she’s my Birth Mom right! Of course she may be not alive still she came for me after hearing all my wills and prays just to see her once…. Ok for this time am READY. For God sake I am READY to see her to contact her. There’s nothing at all to get worried about something happens if “I see her”. I want this to happen again and again until I dare enough to face her without any fear. See you till next happening….. (To be continued)
