Chapter 1
She’s sad
She’s in agony
Pain and misery
That was her life.
Before getting out of the depths in an anguish hell.
She was treated as a spurious child.
“Your hideous presence no longer is necessary here , thee disgraceful child!”
Was throwned away with cruelty.
And left with nothing but woebegone.
Amidst the cruel darkness. Devouring every little tiny fiber of her. She trailed the rays of a light; unto the cerulean sky up above, it was like a hand reaching out to her. With a catatonic gaze she’s giving unintentionally. A small scintillating shed of tears was visible on her eyes. Surprisingly, they were griply anchored on it. It was like no friction was paired , no gravitational force downward grabbing either. (Pardon, Mr. Newton!!!)
A cold breeze welcomes her through filling the cliché gap between them. Thy fainly welcome this pleasant numbing melody of nature! As it touches her ample cheeks, soft caress! Impel,entice, li’l by li’l. Let us welcome, the feeling of calmness has begun.
Meantime, huge amount of turmoil resides at her mind. Wondering why in the end you’ll still feel isolation? — with the bitter-sweet reverie accompanying her everyday. The façade of the dusty window faces her almost everytime, pairing it with her idle eyes and listless behavior. And yet all this time, she still feels canty from being reclusive.
There came a boisterous silence. Wholeness shall enter no more . Just like a deaf man, standing among the clangorous crowd. Hopeless and Woebegone. Trying to blend in— oil it is! Such a distressed humanity!
Do we really have to feel melancholy and taste the misery around it? -this she thought and this she thinks! Vex did not linger at her mind but a woeful sigh escapes.
Sadness has never been in a state of faineant. It will always come fast and strike at you. Just like a cold, whenever the frostiness bites you. The sunlight orbs will always shatter and befall to dark abyss. Devouring it with a very strong force. Duplicating the strength of this certain celestial body. Densest of all dense it is!
Occupying its tinniest aperture, atrociously. Sluggishly entering all its fathomless space until no light will be seen nor touched. For them to be void easily, such a disgrace!
Eventually, plethora would always stream. Releasing itself to breakdown and be downcasted.
And there was once, between the mighty bridge, she was at its pivot point, compared to a compass, north she is! While the arrow is the block stomped by her foot. But not fully! Due to the whitest snow invading its territory. To the ground! To the stone! Such a perfect photographic scenery!
Suddenly, perhaps, it felt like to leap further than the thunder. A man in his twenties, barged out her acuity, crying out: “the temperature is fastly digging below. Do you plan to die or no?” That made her confused, with its monotonous tone expressed He. A scarce of lively and distinct was etched as he stated it all. But what made it exhilarating was when their eyes conjugated. It conjugates just like the chain! Scattered ashes it gracefully had!
For a fleeting moment both of them gained vacuity. Increases as the tension grows. She stopped to ado. With her face facing the arrow. Much trying to hide the feel of embarrassment. The man’s face grew horrendous and terror. And there he realized, ‘I have found the dready witch!!!’
A truly miserable pain plastered at her face. What a hypocrite they truly are!! Preposterous individuals! The horrifying scars that’s not only in her face but also left its footprint to her heart. Fingertips! Fingertips! Shall caress itself and its cognate. Gentle comfort till thou wither from my vision.
Step by step. Trailing all exits. The man’s body trapped her via suspicions. Till her calloused hands meets the block’s blackness. Together with her trembling beats, it suddenly turned into a solemn music. A hint of propitious starts to get her insanity!
“And till the last breathe of mine kisses you a goodbye; Farewell, dearest distress”
A canty murder to oneself. Suicide it is! As her hairs swayed through the blissful wind together with her pallid dress. A smile crept on her face before the crystallic ice whole heartedly embraced her.
Dec. 4, 2019: date written
Dec. 26, 2019: date revised
