Is the end near???
I'm here locked in my room no one to love me no one to respect me does anyone care???
Apparently I'm not worth the trouble, although i put everyone's needs and wishes above mine.
Im not worth it, with pain in my heart i turned off my emotions...
It hurts to do so, but i have to do it or else i will get more hurt then i already am.
A day full of suffering, i need to persevere keep going i need more, better, i deserve better.
I cry myself to sleep most nights, thinking what i did to deserve this....
Fate is a mysterious thing, karma is a bitch i take what i get and power thru it what else can i do but the end is near i can feel i want to go at the same i dont want to
There's so much more i want to see and do but in the end is it worth it....
I dont know, all i know is as the sun set and the moon rises i know this day is over and i made it maybe tomorrow will be better
The end is near i can feel it...
