Part 1 - Friends
Sometimes, I feel like I have no friends. Sometimes I feel as if I have only one good friend. Sometimes like I have a lot of them. I don’t know whether it’s because I didn’t have many friends or I am with the wrong people. Not the kind who cause trouble - the kind of people who seem to be outsiders. People who don’t fit anywhere. I regret I became attached to only one because now I don’t have many bonds and have trouble making new ones.
I’m afraid I won’t have any in high school, I’m worried I’ll be bullied and so many things. In this world, we can’t be sure about anything. In one second you can be best friends; in another, you can realize how fake your friend is, and in third second, they can betray you.
In fourth, you drift away with no mutual hobbies. I feel as if I’m drifting every day, away from everyone else. I don’t and won’t fit anywhere, or will I? How can I change myself? It's something I’ve been wondering about.
I shouldn’t overthink my situation; I can’t help it. I'm unable to get these thoughts out of my head. We can't be sure about anything; everything can change in seconds: relationships, friendships, even your life. We can call these the "Unstoppable things.”
You can’t avoid them, they just happen. So think appropriately about your actions, because you may regret them in your future.
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I was literally feeling this way just an hour or two ago. Thank you. It's amazing to know I'm not the only one who struggles like this.
feels heavy
literally me…