12/13/2020
7:24pm:
If anyone from my school reads this you don't know me ok. I'm using real first names sorry using fake names is so difficult. I am however not using the real state, school name or place I work.
Also Chad if you continue reading I will pull out your nails... ok wait that's just gross um... I don't know just don't read beyond this line
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------That's it I'm not watching anime with you anymore.
Now to start this off right...
Dear Diary,
It's Sunday, at 7:32pm. My parents made me run to the grocery store for bread and I hate human interaction so I wore my glasses and hoped no one notices me. The thing about our grocery store is a lot of people from my high school work there and I can't fucking socialize. I just can't. Not to save my life. I walked into the store looking for Cole a cute guy that goes to my school that's kind of hot. He rejected my follow request on instagram 2 times. :(
Oddly he wasn't working today but Caleb was. (Another guy I thought was cute. I know, I'm a teenager with out of control hormones)
Ok Lexie poker face I think I then grab the bread and go to self check out where Caleb was. I wait in the line until it's my turn and I don't know why but I AM SO FUCKING AWKWARD WHEN IT COMES TO SELF CHECKOUT. It takes me forever to scan three loaves of bread and dig my wallet out of my mini backpack. But before all the awkward scanning happened the stupid ass machine wasn't working so I hit the request help button and jumped when the machine beeps. "I got ya." Caleb said reaching from behind me to scan his badge. My first thought was where the fuck did he come from and my second thought was why are hormones so annoying? After he scanned is badge I awkwardly check out and when I passed him on my way out he said "Have a nice day." like a nice normal grocery store worker would and I said "Thanks, you too!" My voice had the AUDACITY to go up a lot of ocatives and I face palmed internally. I sounded like a fucking chipmunk... great.
Now I'm "doing homework" I told my mom I completed a lot of late assignments that I didn't and I'm in a hole :) So if these entries stop for awhile my mom found out... Yikes!
: 7:51pm
