Prologue
At some point in my life, I just wanted to give up.
Giving up on this very darkโand suffocated life of mine.
Why couldnโt I just live normal like everyone else?
Sometimes I thought deeply of that.
I was just this miserable kid who didnโt have a future.
I had no idea if I could have a future anyway.
Oftentimes, I snuggled myself in the corner of my room, crying out quietly.
I kept on thinking how my life turned so upside down like this.
I was not the same person as I was yesterday.
My life was completely different since then.
It was like a tornado came to make a giant mess.
That one accidentโtruly changed my whole life.
But never crossed my mind, I would truly live in the darkness.
And that one dark worldโwas much scarier than I would ever think of.
Because that thing was real.
Well, at least inside my head.
