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Life Self Love Self Insecure Insecurities

Summary

Love Hate Betrayal Revenge Monsters taking hold of us

Genre: Other

Author: Lola

Status: 6yrs ago

Chapters: 3

Rating: n/a

Age Rating: 13+

Life is beautiful

My mouth is dry, my eyes blank ,my brows creased

This is what I'm doing, feeling

I'm confused

Words I write have stopped ,

my thoughts are mixed

There is so much I want to write that I have no words

I'm overwhelmed

This experience is just like the day I met my old friend

I had so much to say but I didn't

She had changed and so had I

She was not the person I had conversations with

She was covered in something I could not peel off ,

she was masked in white powder, her pimples hidden her scars painted....

I am disappointed to loose her,

Im crying for no cause,

she is dead I can say this now

The honey dripping from her mouth is sweet and fragrant

Nothing like the way she used to talk,

I miss her rawness

I m confused

Words are trapped cause vulnerability is taking toll on my hands

The idea of this book was a dream of an infant

But it is being written by a bigger, hidden and closed off version of that Infant

I'm afraid of skinning a layer of soberness over my crazy self

So today I write for myself,

So today I will start to fight,

The layer we call beauty,

The life we call beautiful

Today I change.....

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