Mixed Emotions ( Draco X Reader )

Quick little message before you start reading:

I’m not too sure how you guys visualize these stories but while you’re reading this please separate Tom Felton from Draco Malfoy, Pretend that they are two completely different people.

I don’t care what your views are on him, by all means hate the man or love him endless.

I DON’T want anyone thinking that Tom Felton is being sexualized by MY writing.

As I look back at these chapters I realize how much I hate them. They are truly horrible, 5th year is where it gets better ( In my opinion )

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I woke up bright and early on September 1st... I was so excited because today is going to be my first day at Hogwarts!! I was so thrilled when I got my acceptance letter from the owl... I always knew I was going to Hogwarts, my father is Philip Lockhart, a rich pureblood wizard, he went to Hogwarts! My mother also went to Hogwarts but I rarely brought her up in conversation considering she passed away almost 2 years ago... it was mentally tiring to have to explain that your mother had passed away and get the same pity looks, my father on the other hand didn’t cry but his expression became blank and he became consumed in his own thoughts. Today was not the day to make him upset, today was a happy day for all of us.

My twin brother is also going to Hogwarts..... Lewis Lockhart, he always seemed to try and one up me in every little thing I do and to make matters worse when our mother passed away he has become even worse. It didn’t matter though I knew he took the loss of my mother a bit worse than me... they were always closer with each other.

We arrived at kings cross station, my father carrying my brothers and I’s truck.

Lewis was holding his Tawny Owl ‘Messi.’ Father bought Messi at Eeylops Owl Emporium. I decided on a pet that I could bond with and have with me in my dorm.... I chose a Siamese Cat. Her name is ‘Medusa.’

“Alright kiddos it’s time to board the train.” Said my father.

Father carried our trunks onto the train and Lewis and I said our goodbyes.

“I expect Messi to be sending me a letter stating your houses and that you have arrived at Hogwarts safely.”

I just nodded while Lewis said “of course Father.”

“And Lewis my boy if y/n needs Messi to send something you will let her use it without a fuss.” My father told him.

He just sighed.“of course Father.”

I never understood why he was always so formal with our father. Lewis and I decided to find an empty compartment to sit in.

I started to read a muggle book I took off my fathers shelf called ‘The Hunger Games.’ It was quite a story to read but a loud slam of a door made me lose focus.

I looked up to see a boy with platinum blonde hair and 2 big boys right behind him. “I’m Malfoy, Draco Malfoy.”

The boy said and then pointed to the two behind him. “and that’s Crabbe and Goyle.”

I knew quite a bit about the Malfoy’s, We were both a rich pure blood family but that’s where the similarities end... The Malfoy’s believed that anything less than a pureblood was a disgrace while my parents taught me that a person, whatever they were made of are all the same. Their actions spoke for them.

I got up and shook Draco’s hand. He was about 2 inches short then me which made me smirk.

“I’m y/n Lockhart” and I pointed behind me, “that’s my twin brother Lewis Lockhart.”

Lewis didn’t even look up. “I apologize on behalf of Lewis for not introducing himself.” I told Draco.

“Shut it y/n, i’ve got other things on my mind!” Lewis snapped.

I rolled my eyes. “Whatever.”

Draco smirked. “Do you mind if we sit here everywhere else is full?”

“Sure I don’t mind....but I wouldn’t waste your breath on Lewis. He’s about as bland as a piece of bread.”

A tiny smirk appeared upon his face once again. “You said your name is Lockhart, yeah? I’m guessing your father is Philip?”

“Yes that’s my father.” “I’m hoping that you’re going to make the correct choice in friends considering your family is very highly respected... wouldn’t want you running around with mudbloods.”

“Well Draco I very much am going to take who I become friends with into consideration but just because our last names mean something doesn’t mean you can call them mudbloods, it’s just plain rude!”

I tried to say it as nice as possible but who did this boy think he was?

“Ahhh y/n you have much to learn.”

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“Welcome to Hogwarts!” Said Professor McGonagall.

“The start-of-term banquet will begin shortly, but before you take your seats in the Great Hall, you will be sorted into your houses. The Sorting is a very important ceremony because, while you are here, your house will be something like your family within Hogwarts. You will have classes with the rest of your house, sleep in your house dormitory, and spend free time in your house common room.”

“The four houses are called Gryffindor, Hufflepuff, Ravenclaw, and Slytherin. Each house has its own noble history and each has produced outstanding witches and wizards. While you are at Hogwarts, your triumphs will earn your house points, while any rulebreaking will lose house points. At the end of the year, the house with the most points is awarded the house cup, a great honor. I hope each of you will be a credit to whichever house becomes yours.”

“The Sorting Ceremony will take place in a few minutes in front of the rest of the school. I suggest you all smarten yourselves up as much as you can while you are waiting.” All first years were walking into the great hall I stood beside Lewis and Draco.

“So Draco I’m guessing you are wanting to be in Slytherin?”

“Wanting? No y/n I’m without a doubt getting into Slytherin.”

“Well, I guess that makes 2 of us.” I said, My Father was a Slytherin and I want nothing more than to follow in his footsteps.

Professor McGonagall now stepped forward holding a long roll of parchment.

“When I call your name, you will put on the sorting hat and sit on the stool.” She told us.

She called a few people’s names that didn’t ring a bell.... then it came to Draco.

Draco swaggered forward when his name was called and got his wish at once: the hat had barely touched his head when it screamed,

“SLYTHERIN!”

“Harry potter!” Called Mcgonagall.

Whoa thee Harry Potter was here at Hogwarts in my year! I stared for a split second. I didn’t want to seem rude, he must have been getting looks since the moment he arrived at Kings Cross.

Harry took a few moments then the hat yelled “GRYFFINDOR!”

Soon it came to my turn.

“y/n Lockhart”

I sat on the stool, my heart beating out of my chest,

“SLYTHERIN!!”

I jumped down pleased with myself.... there was an empty seat beside Draco so I sat beside him.

“Guess we were both right then Lockhart, we were meant for Slytherin.” Said Draco. “But your brother got sorted into Ravenclaw.”

“Oh Draco he isn’t Slytherin Material.” I told him as I stared at the back of my twin brother’s head.