Chapter 1
Loosing sleep over love is overrated and painful.
It feels like the whole world around you is caving in and draining the life that is left in you with little to no hope. It feels like life has no meaning with the inevitable. Just when you thought things would turn out better things change. You might not be surprised by it, until you realize how patient you've been for the past years. You've loved hard, got your heart broken, lost trust in the one person you loved dearly.
Like they say the person who you love the most will one day hurt you!
The more you forgive the further you feel distant. Maybe you are just scared for another heart break, or maybe you are moving on. You probably blamed yourself for everything until you realized that you are strong and not stupid and with good advice you begin to believe and you move on, to work on yourself for your own good. It's hard to have trust when it's broken way too many times. Forgiving so many times until it feels like a loop hole that constantly keeps pulling you back instead of moving forward.
No matter how hard you try nothing seems good enough or perfect and you end up getting hurt all over again.
