Never Leave Me

"God damnnnnn. Bae!" I yelled out, pulling my sticky body from his. "You can't be making me wait for it this long." I cried out. "Well you can't be  leaving me like that then." He whimpered as I grinded slowly on top of him, with his dick burrowed deep inside me. I sucked my teeth as I stared into his light green eyes; the same eyes I get so lost in everytime we caught a gaze.

"I was only gone for a week." I said thinking about the fact that i really wasn't gone that long just a boys trip with some friends to Atlanta. His grip on these cheeks and the digging in-between would convince any man. I leaned in and our lips met, immediately sending shivers throughout my bed.

"You dont miss me that much but I still love you bae." I giggled letting my lips gently brush against his as I spoke. 'I really do love him.' I thought to myself, then like clock work, that thought was interrupted by "Hey bae, you home?" Wasting no time I leaped off of him, grabbing my shorts and tank top, on my way out the patio doors connected to his bedroom. I hastily tiptoed back to my one bedroom guest house that I resided in behind theirs. It hurt me, it really hurt me, the fact that I had to leave this man, because he was loved by someone else. I closed my door and dragged my sulking body over and flopped down on my couch nearly in tears wondering why I couldn't be the one he came home to everyday; why couldn't I be the one he woke up to every morning.

But who was I fooling the chances of that happening were none to none. I mean he just got married, he's only been married for a couple years, but I know that their connection can't be as strong as ours; they can't have what we have. It's just not possible, I mean the love we have for each other is on another level, and it's no way possible that he and she can anything close, not with the strength of ours.

If so, then why would he be with me? Why would he be sneaking around loving me and not being loyal and faithful to her? One day I think we'll be together, one day he'll wake up and realize that he's meant to be with me and not her. I know that day is coming soon. I know he loves me and I know we're going to be together.

I eventually got out my feelings and made my way to a warm shower, then fixed myself some lunch. It was my day off and I planned on relaxing. JaDarius had other plans, not even an hour after I just left him and his wife came home, he's knocking at my door.

I opened it asking, "What are you doing here? Ain't your wife they're looking for you?" "Nah she just came home real quick, you know she works today; don't act like you don't know, you know how close you two are." he said.

"So that means I was supposed to know she's going to come home? We almost got caught. We can't keep doing this, we cannot keep doing this." I explained. "But I don't want to stop this.... Us." He said, walking into my cozy place.

"But we need to." I told him as I backed away from him. "You need to be heading the other way." I said pointing at my open door.

"Yeah, I just told you I don't want to, we are already too far into this." JaDarius explained so convincingly.

"So tell me? What are we going to do? Tell my wife? I mean we can, but then what about yall relationship?" He asked, and I froze. He had a point. Fuck! He had a point! I said as my mind went wild. I didn't want that, not for her to het or ever finding out. "Well we don't have to tell her, we just have to stop fucking around."  I told him trying my hardest to convince myself.

Before I knew it I was falling back on my couch and him on top of me. We wrestled a little bit as I tried to get him off of me but he managed to pin me down, pinning me down on my couch cushions.

"GET off me, get off me! What are you doing!" I yelled and he said "You are about to find out." He said as he laughed and ripped off my pajama bottoms, yanking and tugging on my legs, positioning them above my head, with a smile on his face, he looked me in my eyes and said "This will never end." Then shoved his dick forcefully inside me. "We are forever." The amount of pain that shot throughout my whole body, quickly created tears in the folds of my eyes. The pain, the pain, the pain, is all that ran through my mind.

I tried to push him off me but to no avail the pain somehow turned into pleasure and next thing you know I'm moaning holding my legs behind my head, while he pounded me out on my couch with my front door wide open. Many hundreds of  strokes later, I found his dick pressed against my inner intestines, emptying it testies right inside me.

A couple seconds later his dick, slowly started to slowly appear, covered in my booty cream, his body so tensed as it intermittently shuddered, while he looked me in my eyes with all the seriousness in the world, he repeated himself. "You're not leaving me." I just laid there on the couch staring at him in silence as he pulled out of me, walkinh out my house with his dick hanging, leaving my front and it wide door open.

*** JaDarius ***

I walked back to the main house, anger just rushed across me and I rushed back into Haratios apartment whoblnwas still in the position I left him. "Man what the fuck is wrong with you, every time we almost get caught, you always want to turn around and try to fucking leave me. Don't you understand that I love you, Don't you understand that I want to be with you, I can't help that we in this fucked up situation but you're not leaving me." I roared.

Haratio sat up and said "But you love my sister too don't you?" I sucked waving my hand in anger and siking my teeth as I paced around the room before saying, "Why are you asking me that? She's my wife."

"And she's my sister. This is wrong." He told me. "It's wrong because we almost got caught? Because I didn't force you in my bedroom, I didn't force you to fall in love with this dick either." I finally said, I was tired of his bullshit when it came to us, why doesn't he understand that he's mine, he belongs to me, that they both have my heart and that I need them both in my life. I suddenly broke down in tears and Haratio came running over, "Chill man, everything straight. I'm not going nowhere, just calm down." He promised, wrapping his arms around me. He smelled so fucking good, he skin was so soft. This mans presence alone was turning me way up.

I wiped the water from my eyes and face then stripped out my clothes. Taking Haratio by his hand and walking him to the couch, "Sit down." I told him and as he did, I got down on my knees in front of him. "What you doing?" He asked looking more confused than his words. "Just chill." I commanded and he actually listened. There was no back talk this time. I looked up into his beautiful eyes ask I lifted his dick and placed it right in my mouth for the first time, ever.

I had never done this to him before this but I wanted to show him I'm that I am serious about us. I proceeded to lick up both side of his dick then dragged my tongue down to his nuts, taking each one in my mouth one by one. I could feel his body tense, and hear his toes crack like knuckles, when my mouth reconnected with his enlarged mushroom head. "Oooh fuck, I'm about to cum." He cried out suddenly. 'This quick!?" I thought while he filled up my mouth with a sour, tangy mixture. I almost threw it the fuck up.

Once he got his faculties together all he could ask was "Why?" My response was "Because I love you." I then got up, gave him a kiss and walked out back to my house. If my boys from the hood seen me on this gay shit they'd probably kill me. I honestly felt like he's worth the risk.

***Horatio***
"What the fuck just happened?" I said to myself as JaDarius walked out my apartment. This man really just gave me some head. He must really do love me, that's not something he had ever done. So the fact that he's doing it now must mean that he really does love me and that he's not lying about how he feels about me, maybe I shouldn't leave him, maybe we will be together one day, maybe I am tripping this man loves me and I'm pushing him away. I guess I have to get right before I lose the best thing to ever happen to me.