Chapter 1
âNo. Iâll be fine, mom. Iâve flown alone before.â I tried to reassure my mother, who thought me incapable of doing anything âgrown-upâ and mature. She was worried Iâd miss the plane, or get lost, or board the wrong plane.
âI know that Angela.â She said, sounding tired. âItâs just thatâŠâ
âNothing will go wrong, mother. Iâve been to Aunt Poppyâs before. Alone, too. Remember that time when I was thirteen? If I did it once, I can do it now. Besides, there arenât any stops between here and Lesbrook, Iâll be fine.â I said. Whoever told me that if I started packing a week before the trip, I wouldnât panic before the trip lied to me. Iâd taken it upon myself to pack five days before the trip, yet here I was; two hours before my flight and I still hadnât finished packing.
âAngie, youâre packing for a few weeks; two months at most. You canât carry your entire apartment with you.â My mother said. I suppose she could feel my panic mounting. âYouâll be fine.â I stood up straighter and laughed. Now she was the one telling me how fine I would be. Oh, how the tables had turned!
Two hours, two suitcases and a delayed plane later; I found myself at the airport. I was bored, so I called my⊠friend. She wasnât my friend; she was the only person I talked to except my mother. To say I have no social life would be an understatement; I have no social life. What does social life mean?
âSo, whenâs the plane coming?â Lauren asked. I thought she sounded bored, but I could be wrong. And I couldnât blame her; Iâm a boring human being.
âIn an hour now,â I said. âYou know, this might be the big getaway I need and by the end of it; Iâd have found myself.â
âYouâre twenty-three, Angie. Most people would have found themselves by now.â Lauren was twenty-two and had her life all planned out. She knew exactly who she was and where she was headed.
âMost people, yes, Iâm part of the âsomeâ people,â I said bitterly. I didnât feel like talking to her anymore. Not that I ever had, but now I was sure I did not. I wished the plane would come and take me to some unknown island where Iâd be the only inhabitant and then Iâd live happily ever after with the chimpanzees. Lauren must have felt the same way about talking to me, because she said she had something to do and then hung up on me. Oh well, I sighed and turned to investigating my nails. Odd how I only ever bit them when I was nervous.
My plane did arrive a bit later and took me away. Except it took me to my aunt Poppyâs city and there, I was supposed to be all grown-up and take care of her.
Sheâd recently gone through surgery and needed someone there to help her during recovery. Iâd jumped at the chance because she lived close to the beach and I wanted a change of scenery. Also, she was very chill about everything. When the plane landed; I realised I did not know who was picking me up from the airport. That meant I could get kidnapped.
I called Aunt Poppy, and she told me her neighbour had been nice enough to volunteer. When I saw him, he was holding up a sign with my name on it; so I knew it was him. He looked to be around his mid-twenties, and he looked put together. Meanwhile, I looked like Iâd woken up a few minutes back, which I had. I looked homeless.
âHi. Iâm Miles.â He put out his hand, so I shook it and nodded.
âIâm Angela. Thank you for coming here to get me.â I said pleasantly. âHowâs my Aunt been?â
âSheâs fine.â He said, grabbed my bags and shoved them into the back of his car. Then he got into the car, started it and thought it proper to continue his explanation of how my aunt was doing. âThe surgery went well, sheâll be on her feet in no time.â Aunt Poppy told me she needed me for over a month. That was more than âno timeâ.
But I nodded anyway and refrained from saying a month isnât âno timeâ. I instead sparked up some small talk. âHow long have you lived here?â
He looked at me for a second, shook his head, and chuckled. What? âI was born here, Angie. You donât remember me, your aunt was right.â He mumbled the last part. But I was already self-conscious.
âWhat do you mean; âyour aunt was rightâ?â I asked.
âOh, you know, she said I should introduce myself and see how you reacted. Something about you having a terrible memory.â He chuckled some more. âShe said youâd have forgotten me.â
I racked my mind for any Milesâs I knew. None came up.
âYou and your sister used to play with me when you came visiting when you were about five.â Well, that explained it. This was eighteen years later.
âOh.â Also, the mention of my sister saddened me. But he didnât need to know that, so I went on. âIâm sorry butâŠâ He was now full-on laughing, and I remembered why exactly I didnât have friends; I donât understand people. At first, I thought I offended him; but now, I wasnât so sure.
âItâs okay. It happens. I suppose I have a very forgettable face.â He went on laughing. I looked at him and decided he didnât have a forgettable face. He was good looking, the person you see once and would recognise in another country even without talking to him. He had a nice jawline and nice cheekbones too; I noticed. And his eyebrows were different, his eyes were also different colours. One of his eyebrows was an arch, and the other was⊠normal. One of his eyes was brown and the other blue. No, he wasnât forgettable.
âOh,â I said. âHow much further is it?â
âA few more kilometres.â I gave a curt nod. âAre you planning on tanning much? Showing off your âsummer bodyâ or whatever itâs called?â
I laughed. Tanning wasnât for me. If I tanned, no one would notice, and I didnât need it. I was already brown-skinned. âI donât have a âsummer bodyâ to show off. I donât understand what I plan on doing here, except taking care of my aunt.â And eat. But he didnât need to know that.
The rest of the journey was silent and when he dropped me off, I apologised for not remembering him. He said it was fine. And I realised I still did not understand who he was.









lol i also have terrible memory