Pure Euphoria

Ziyana's Pov

Everything heals with time.

Time helps you forget and heal from it all. Whoever said this was either delusional or had never endured much pain and suffering in their life.It's either one of those reasons.

From my experience,I can definitely tell you that nothing heals with time neither do you forget anything. Everything just seems to get worse or you just accept it and learn to live with it.

What wouldn't I give to forget it all. To pretend like it never happened.

Couldn't there be a spell like Obliviate like in Harry Potter—yes I'm a proud Draco head, never liked Harry much anyways— to erase these awful memories.

I wish that I was still that happy little girl who asked her mother the same petty question over and over again every night.

I still remember it like yesterday as I asked her the same question like every other night."Mama will you ever leave me?",the little me asked her with wide eyes as I clutched Mr Snuggles— my stuffed bunny—to my chest. "Never my sweet Ziyana, never". She would repeat the same thing over and over again till I fell asleep with a smile on my face.

How naïve was I to think that something, let alone someone could stay permanent in one's life.

My phone buzzed breaking me out of my train of thoughts. As I guessed it was non other than my bestie Sammy.

Bestie for life❤️😘🥰😍: Sorry Ziyi won't be able to hang out with you today. Promise to make it up to you. Get home safely. Love you 💖

Me: No worry babes. Love ya too 😘

I texted back and sighed. I was looking forward to hanging out with her today. Watch some sappy ol' movies and catch up with each others lives. But anyways I guess that was going to be pushed forward until next weekend.

"Sunshine it's gotten quite late. Why don't you start heading home? I'll close the cafè in the next half an hour or so and later head home", Mr Turner, my boss said.

He was a man in his late fifties. He was a nice man from what I had gotten to know him over the past 11 months I've been working for him. He lived alone just across the cafè. He had lost the love of his life Margret in a tragic accident a few years ago,yet when her speak about her till this day even a blind person can see that he was still madly in love with her.

Even I wish to have love like this in my life one day. I just wish I find her or him as soon as possible.

"But-"

"No buts sunshine. It's late and these streets are unsafe for everyone especially this late, may it be men or women", he said seriously. I just nodded. I couldn't exactly disagree with him on that. Any sane person knew that walking late on the dark streets of New York was equivalent to asking for a death wish.

It took almost another half an hour before I cleaned up and was ready to go home and just sleep.

"Good night sunshine. Get home safely"

"Good night Mr Turner", I said and he playfully rolled his eyes at me"We have been over this. Even though it's my name, people calling me that just makes me realise just how old and wrinkly I am getting".

"Sorry my bad. Good night Mr Wrinkly", I said while laughing and rushing out of the café before he could scold me.

I yawned and stretched my aching body,as I continued walking down the street.I just wanted to get home and get some sleep tonight.

The street was eerie quite tonight. A bone chilling shiver ran down my spine, a feeling I knew all too well seeped into my bones.

Before I could comprehend my surroundings properly a hand covered my mouth and something hard and cold was pushed into my back.

"You as much as let out a whimper and I will shoot you whore", the person said. His breath reeking of cheap alcohol. A smell I was very well versed with. Soon I was being pushed into one of the dark alleys.Where no one could see us.

Why do I even bother thinking that someone will come to help me,even if they see what was happening. No one cares.

Suddenly my captivor turned me around and my face instantly paled. No not him.

I had rather be robbed,killed and thrown in a dumpster rather than see or been in the presence of this good for nothing person.

"Aww are you so scared that your shaking like a leaf ,little girl", I hadn't realised how badly I was shaking with fear until he pointed out.

"Don't worry I won't hurt you",he said with that evil glinted in his eyes, smirking like a maniac. It screamed nothing but pain to me."Not until I have my share of fun with you", he said. My stomach twisted and churned while I tried not to puke.

"Please don't do this Victor. I have done nothing to you. Please let me go",I begged him. Even though I knew he won't let me go,but nothing hurt to try.I knew very well what he meant by his share of fun.

"Now now little girl be quite and enjoy what I am giving you",he said while pressing the gun further into my stomach his smirk widening.

"Please, please don't kill me. I beg you please don't do this to me ",the pathetic excuse of a human pleaded in front of me as tears ran down his cheeks.

How pathetic could these humans be?

Then I suddenly smelled something,this cunt had just pissed himself. I would've scrunch my face in disgust if I could. When I thought it couldn't get any worse this happens proving me wrong.

"Your time is over bitch. Now come on don't make it difficult for me than it already is and I might give you an easy and peaceful death,but if you don't and you try to run from me than I swear to satan himself,you will regret it. I'll give you a death that you'll remember in your afterlife". If you have any I wanted to say but restrained.

Dramatic bitch.

Why is he always so goddamn dramatic?

Pussy.

Yes, Pussy.

After all these years he's still so scared to kill.

Hurry the fuck up.

If you don't hurry, we all will kill you before you can kill this cunt.

My demons screamed at me.

"Shut up ", I growled.

"Please, I have two young kids to look after and my wife must be worried sick. Please let me go,I have a family that's waiting for me. "He pleaded as more tears rolled down his face. Lies.

I bet the rest of my life that his children and wife would be happy if he never returned home again. This son of a bitch got drunk almost everyday and beat the shit of his so called family.

Nobody would give two shits about his death.

"Please have mercy on me,"he begged as he fell on his knees in front of me.

Mercy.

That word made me clenching my jaw so hard I thought it would break.

That word was something that I hated the most. More than my life when I was alive. It just reminded me about my past. And how I had once begged for it and not a soul felt neither showed an ounce of mercy towards me.

Within the snap of my fingers my scythe appeared in my hands and the man's eyes widened in fear. I saw ever emotion flash through them but the best one was terror as he paled. He knew this was the end for him. His faith was sealed.

Blood.

Blood .

Blood .

Kill him.

Kill him.

Kill him.

My demons laughed sadistically as they chanted in union.

"See you in hell bastard," I lifted my scythe and slashed him into half.

The warm liquid that was running through his body just milliseconds ago splashed all over me,painting the walls. This was the most amazing part about killing someone the fear and the warmth of blood that flowed like water.

I longed for this. The fear and blood, this is what my life is all about.

His soul was already in hell. Burning in some inferno as it should and I could care less about his dead body. The gaurds or as humans like to call them the angels of punishment, will take care of this mess . They were anything but angels but who am I to comment. I myself am the angel of death.

I could easily teleport to my penthouse but I preferred walking. It was a nice change and also good for my bones. So it was either this or nothing.

The voices of the demons in my minds were getting louder and louder just as they got everytime after a kill. "Shut up" , I hissed as they were getting on my bones.

Fuck off.

They screeched in union and continued to argue, about how they can torture and kill me, or maybe try to take control just like last like and create havoc. That made me roll my eyes at them. It was a one time slip. It won't happen again,ever.

I just wanted to go home and sleep. It wasn't like I exactly need sleep unlike humans, but I was desperate for these voices to quiet down. The nightmares that I got once in a while we're better than my demons.

"Please, I beg you Victor,please don't do this to me. Please," I heard someone cry from one of the dark alley.

Listening to that voice did something to me that I didn't quite understand, neither did I like it. The voice was laced with so much pain. And I felt something rip inside of me as though physically hurting me.

I had no idea what I was doing but as if my legs had a mind of their own I made my way towards the voice. The crying and the pain just got worse.

"Please, please don't do this to me Victor. I haven't done anything. " The voice cried.

"Shut up and take it like a good little whore that your Ziyana ", and there was loud sound in the silent alley. That made me hurry.

As soon as I made my toward the end of the alley the scene in front of me made me livid.

There was a girl pinned to the wall by a man. He was kissing her neck. I couldn't see the girls face clearly but I knew that she was crying.

"Please ", she pleaded helplessly while that piece of shit continued kissing her.

I stormed towards them and ripped the man's body off the girl and punched him in his face. I bet I had broken his nose with the amount of force I had just punched him with.

The alley was now filled with his crys and screams.

"You sick bastard. Didn't you hear what she said? If not,let me repeat it out loud. She said STOP!", I roared kicking in his nuts and he screamed.

Good he deserved worse than that. I would rip his dick off and shove it up his ass for trying to assualt someone. Nobody deserved that."When your asked to stop you should stop no matter what", I said punched him in his face once again.

"Please let me go, I will never do anything like this again."His pleases feel to dead ears.

" You bastard, did you leave her when she asked you too ? No, now suffer bitch". I growled and continued punching and kicking him.

" Please, let me go " He whimpered. The fucking audacity. His crys and screams just made me kick him harder. I would break each and every bone in his body.

His feet couldn't support him anymore and he tumbled to the ground. I took advantage of that punching and kicking him harder breaking a few more bones in the process. I beat him till he layed on the ground limp.

After a final kick in his face, I stopped. I wasn't going to kill him so easily he deserved something even more worse.

Kill him bitch who are you waiting for!

Yes kill him.

Kill .

Kill.

Kill.

And for the first time in so many years my demons and I agreed on something.

I was about to turn into my true form and rip him apart limb by limb, when from the corner of my eyes I saw the girl. My anger subsided and I instantly calmed down. My tense muscles relaxing immediately

What the fuck?!

There was a sweet scent that linger in the air, which I hadn't noticed till now— I would if I wasn't so focused on killing this cunt. I have no idea what it was but it did something to me, just like the voice earlier. The four chambered muscle beated abnormally in my ribcage. It felt as if it would explode any moment now.

What the actual fuck was wrong with me?!

She sat in the corner, with her knees to her chest as she hide her face with her hands. She was shaking as silent sobs racked her body. That made stop immediately. I didn't want to scare her more than she already was.

For fucks sake, she was almost go raped and now she saw me almost kill this bastard, but I didn't feel an ounce of remorse about it. I would do it all over again if that meant people like him get the fucking message.

Curiosity got the best about of me—ok maybe even a bit of worry—I made my way towards her. Her sweet scent hit my face like a truck.

For the first time in 12.9 billion years , I got someone that I thought I never will.

Mate.My demons said in union. They seemed just as shocked as me.

"Mate," Is the only word that I could conjure while I stared at her with wide eyes and my mouth agape .

This was unbelievable! How the fuck is it even possible?! For centuries that I've existed I never thought me having a mate was ever possible.

A small murmur broke be out of my trance.

"Please don't hurt me.I beg you please ", my mate murmured,while she still sat in the corner shaking . Her hands still covering her face as she sat in the fetal position.Trying to put as much distance as possible between us.

That made me feel some sort of way.....was it hurt?

Even though I knew that she was scared of me I needed to make sure if that fucker had not harmed her,atleast physically. He'll be begging me to kill him by the time I'll be done with him.

I tentatively made my way toward her and kneeled in front of her so that I was to her height. She was shaking even worse by now.As soon as I touched her she flinched wildly making me retreat my hand and my demons whimper.

Mate sad .

Mate afraid .

Mate does'nt like us.

They all whimpered together.

"It's ok darling", no it's not. "I won't hurt you, neither will anyone else. " I said as I removed my jacket and put it around her making her flinch again.

If it was up to me I would destroy and burn the world to ashes if anybody hurt her. Even though I had just met my mate I would protect her at any cost.

"Come on darling, lets get out of here",I said trying to keep my voice as gentle as possible. She slowly lifted her head, and for the first time I say my mate's face.

As soon as I say her face my breath was knocked out of me and my words were struck in my throat.She looked absolutely breath taking, literally. Tears were still rolling down her checks from, those gorgeous hazel brown eyes . Her plump lips were still quivering. Her hair was a mess but yet she still she managed to look so beautiful. Even with my great eye slight I still wasn't able to see her properly due to the dark.

Mate so pretty. My demons cooed.

"Thank you", my little mate said in a shaky voice. Her voice was hoarse due to all the crying and screaming, but yet it sounded like musis to my ears. She squinted her eyes trying to see me, but couldn't see me due the darkness and her poor human sight.

"It's ok darling, now come ". I stood up to my full height and held out my hand for her. She flinched but accepted it with shakey hands.

As soon as my mate's hand touched mine, my entire body feel warm and a shiver ran through my body. I felt tingles spread through my body and my demon purr in satisfaction. I knew that even she felt the same thing as she too shivered, but not in fear this time.

I pulled her to her feet making her stumble and fall forward and her hands to land on my chest. My breath hitched in my throat. Our bodies were so close. Her breast squished against my chest.

She quickly retreat and muttered a small sorry. But I was still dumbfounded at what had just happened.

"Thank you so much ,for saving me. If you had not come in time...I don't even want to imagine what that man would have done to me," My mate said in a soft voice. "Don't mention it ma-darling".

I would have saved anyone from such a situation, even if they weren't my mate. But witnessing it happen with to my mate just made it worse and my blood boil with rage.

Her forehead creased as she thought about something. I bet all the events were just catching up with her.Before I could get a word out of my mouth she started breathing heavily. She stumbled, her legs given out. I instantly caught her before she could fall. I just noticed at how light she was, it was concerning.

"Hey hey it's alright darling,I have got you. Don't think about it. It's alright,he won't be able to hurt you anymore. Now come on try breathing with me. Deep breath in, now out. Very good, your doing great darling. Keep following me", I had no idea how to do this stuff but, I would try—no had to try for my little mate.

She tried to copy my action but failed to get her breathing to normal and fainted in my arms. Instantly making me and all my demons panic .

What happened to our mate?!

Help mate!

They all said at once .

Oh shit! What do I do now?

Lucifer!

Yes he'll be able to help me in this situation.Among all the demons he was the best at dealing with humans. I tried to mind link the king of hell and my best friend or my only friend for that matter, I trusted enough to share this kind of information with.

"What?,"he snapped,making me roll my eyes at him even though I knew he won't be able to see it.

"This better be important Death",he said in an irritated tone."I was about to fuck this very hot demon chick", typical Lucifer. That bastard can never keep it in his pants. He can fuck anything that's alive and is breathing.

"Bitch, you know that I can still hear your thoughts because of the link right . Also if you don't remember let me reminder you,I don't only fuck anything that breathes and is alive. I also fuck anything that's not alive".

"Never knew you were a necrophile ".

"Fucker you know exactly what I meant". I knew exactly what he meant by that. Which also meant that it included almost half of the population in hell and earth. If he were a human, he would have broken the record for the number of STDs one could have.

"Whatever Devil. Why don't you shut it and help me with my mate who just fainted in my arms and now I have no idea what to do".

What type of a mate am I ? It hasn't even be an hour and I'm already failing my darling.

"Choco is not dead,neither did he faint. He is just sleeping. You don't need to freak out like you did the last time. Everything's alright. Even though we don't need sleep animals do. Atleast the ones on earth ",he snickered at me.

" Shut up Lucifer",I growled."Don't remind me about that incident. When will you stop making fun of me for that, huh?"

"Maybe till,ok wait give me a minute to think about it, oh yeah till your bones are intact, which means hopefully for the rest of eternity ".

"Bitch whatever, now help me. Tell me what to do".

There were a few minutes of silence,as if he was waiting for me to tell him that this was all a joke. After a few more minutes of silence he realised that it wasn't.

"Oh fuck! Your actually serious ",he said in disbelieve. "Atlast ,my skeleton got a mate",he dramatically sighed. I could bet all my fortune that he had a shit eating grin on his face."I always thought your bones are going to break,and no body would be there to fix them back for you",he said happily making me roll my eyes again.

" Yes fucker, I am serious. I just found my mate in an alley in the human world. She almost got rapped". Thinking about what that fucker would have done to my mate, made my blood boil.

"What?!Where did you go? To die again when that was happening?!".

"Can you stop screaming and help me",I said in irritatedly .

" I don't know. Maybe you can look through her mind"— "I'm not doing that", I said instantly,cutting him off. As if I'm going to do that and invade her privacy.

"Ok ok calm down dude, jeez. Maybe you can take her to your penthouse and before you snap at me. It's either the first option or take her home with you. There's a third one too,but I will torture you myself if you even think about it".

"I would never leave my darling all alone and defenseless when she's so vulnerable on the streets".

"Than take her home. I'll come to meet her tomorrow. No funny business, I mean it", saying that he fucking cut our link .

Bitch! My demons growled.

Oh atlast you all decided to come help me.Where do you all go when I need you the most, huh?

Shut up .

Wow!

What do I do now?I thought to myself as I looked at my little mate . She looked so beautiful and peacefully in my arms .I just pulled her closer to my chest, and snapped my fingers and teleported to my penthouse.