Chapter 1
Trying to escape this abyss of uncertainty with mmyself. Finding peace or something that genuinely brings joy or love. But living in a hateful world often times makes me portray a covenant that is not inside me, but he wants to get a feeling of security or blend with others.
Real eyes see real lies and realize that were live in a world of temptation and we all need help, some will accept but some will decline. Mmmh.... forget the world am trying to fulfill my deepest thoughts and fantasies he said.
I'm longing for a smile, a smile that brings a ray of hope to brighten my inner self; to capture all the darkness made up of despair. We will have to settle for repentant pleasure. I'm asking the universe what is my purpose, what is is life on a whole and why do we feel so stagnant as if our lives have been replayed and watch.
Is this a new beginning, I'm even woke from before and it's almost like I'm sharing my human form with another being; he is me and I is him together we make up myself. But where do we all go from here? Because I'm ready.
