October 30th
Divine Spirit,
I’m feeling so uncertain. I don’t know myself anymore. Everything has been a lie.
Why is this happening to me? If I would have just remained invisible would I have been able to live a normal life..
I feel like he can see right through me and there is only one other person who has ever made me feel that way..
I never imagined I would have to face him again.
After all this time.. he left me and I was glad.. or so I thought.
I can’t help but want to escape from them all and whatever this is.
I wish my parents were still alive..
Tonight is it. There is no other option.
Forgive me Goddess.
