Her secret ex-husband

I'm sitting here in shock as i sit here and look at 2 lines happiness and fear is going through me, happiness because I'm finally pregnant after 4 years of being married to Richard and then the fear because he has never mentioned having kids with me and then there is the plan b he makes sure I take after we have sex.

I worked up enough courage to tell him and show him the pregnancy test and as I'm about to knock on his home office door I hear him talking in a hush tone. "I told you baby I'm divorcing her I already have the papers drawn up in my desk you just have to give me time to break it to her and how to break it to her".

BOOM!!! It felt like my insides was splashed with ice cold water.

"yes baby our dinner plans are still on for tonight ill meet you there, I love you too and ill see you in a little bit".

I'm standing there and can't move clutching the pregnancy test in my hands with tears rolling down cheeks and I forced myself to move from the front of his office door and walk to our bedroom hid the pregnancy test and jump into the shower to hide my tears. I guess I can put the blame on myself I knew who his childhood love is and I hoped that he would fall in love with me and forget about her but it doesn't look like the case and how dumb I feel.

I'm standing there under the water letting it hit my face and going over a plan in my head I've already made up my mind while he is gone ill pack up my stuff and sign the divorce papers in his home office then I'm gone. I was lost in my thoughts and didn't hear Richard get in the shower with me until I felt his arms wrap around me and pull me back into him.

"Showering without me are you?" I felt so sick by his touch but I can't let him know that I know his plans and I need to get out of here. I went by your office and seen your door shut so I figured you was busy with work and didn't want to bother you, "I'm never to busy for you darling". He turns me around so I will face him his hand is softly stroking my face while he stares at my face like he is taking a mental picture, he smiles then says "you know I love you don't you?" I mentally roll my eyes back into my head then said to myself he loves me so much that he is planning on divorcing me for a lover. then I smiled and said yes I know and do you know that I love you back? His smile reached his ears "yes I do" then he stars kissing me ever so passionly and it felt like to me that this will our last time.

He throws me up against the shower wall and hikes one of my legs up to his side, "lets make love in the shower its been awhile sense we have done this" he said while nibbling on my neck. it has been awhile I said smiling while he slips inside of me. Sex this round was different we both knew it would be our last time together like this and he is taking his time like he is making a mental video at this moment. He has me pushed up against the wall and my legs are wrapped around his waist, Richard I'm about to, "I know darling I am too". He sits me down and makes me lean forward and put my hands against the wall then he pounds into me, the bathroom is filled with my moans and his grunts "damn baby do you know how bad your tight little pussy drives me crazy when your getting off?". Yes I do and I love that it drives you crazy, he starts stroking harder and faster and I know his release is coming, after he released himself inside of me he grabs me and pulls me close to him while leaving himself inside of me. He hugs me tightly against him until both of our breathing returned back to normal, he has never did this before.

He hurried and finished showering and I stay behind to finish up my shower, I came out and looked surprised when I seen him in his suit, going back to the office? "Yea I have to finish up some work so ill be late don't wait up for me". you know its hard for me to sleep without you so hurry back as fast as you can and I gave him a warm smile, he walks over to me takes his thumb under my chin to make me look at him then he kisses me ever so gently he takes the towel off of me and his hand goes straight to my belly I start to panic does he know? He pulls away and takes a couple steps back and just stares at me "if I wouldn't have pulled away we would have went for round 2" so I say giving him a flirty smile after all we are husband and wife, he walks up to me softly stroking my face "if I didn't have to be at the office we would definitely go for another round". he kisses me one more time then looks me in my eyes and says "don't forget your plan b pill and don't wait up", I nod and smile at him and walk over to my night stand then I hear the bedroom door shut.

I sit on the bed listening to his footsteps fade away, wow he must be in a hurry to get to her because normally he would watch me just to make sure I took it. I walk across the hall and look out the window he is standing there typing on his phone then he slides into the back seat while the driver shuts the door. I grab my iPhone log in with his information and read every iMessage between them my heart felt like it was stabbed over and over again he is talking about having kids with her something he has never with me, I rub my flat belly don't worry little one mommy will make sure you have the best life I can give you we won't need him.

I walk back to the room pack my things walk to his office to look for the divorce papers, I found them and read through them if I don't give him any trouble I get 50 thousand dollars and his name is already signed so I signed my name and faxed the papers to his lawyer. I laid the divorce papers on top of his desk and added a sticky note on top. A wife always knows and I've already faxed the papers to your lawyer after I signed them take care Richard love Tessa. I reset my iPhone back to factory mode sign in on under his accounts and left the screen on his iMessage's with Laura so that way when he picks it up that will be the first thing he will see and he can't track me if I don't have this phone if he wanted too.

I remember to grab the pregnancy test and the box so I don't leave any evidence behind about my little one he didn't want one anyway at least not with me. I was able to sneak out without the maid seeing me. I walked down the road a little ways where the cab is waiting for me. I told the cab driver the address and sat back watching out the window I fought hard to keep my tears from falling down my cheeks he doesn't want me then I won't shed anymore tears for him. I had the cab drop me off at a little hotel where they would let me pay with cash and didn't ask for ID I can hide out here until that money goes into my banking account then I can get it all out and close my account down.