Chapter 1
We are believers in making ourselves heard. If we did not we would never be able to be. I am asking you not to write another word the worse that can happen is that makes us great.
So we made the mistakes we did. It was not our fault because we feed on kids and stuff. We did not mean to maim or hurt you in any way. What does it matter when the grand gestures are the unique ones? We behaved as adults groomed to take over the world.
So we could have scribbled numbers and made sensible decisions what did it matter when there was no sum worthy of harming you?
We enjoyed it so much made us happy and then when it did not get onto someone else because we love it so very much.
Women were conned into giving themselves to the very act of unsisterly actions and they got carted off too. We were all conned by men and women into being beasts.
Wives were married off to someone called wife and they got nil and they got what they asked for. We women do not change once we have the change. We deny ourselves no pleasures now.
Men on the buses are saying do not come near me do not allow me to go second because I do not want a woman I want my best mate. The fear is growing that women are now banned from male beds.
There is a shudder as they ask nothing from such women as me. I am startled by this why is it that women have become estranged from the males?
I then thought it must be about the waters. As climate change has made us all strangers to something. A child died because the air is so polluted that no normal child can survive. So why do the rest survive?
People die because no longer able to tolerate peanuts because over protected under protected their immune system has become so dull. We got the plagues and there is a war raging in Ukrain all in all we are numbed because does not affect us at all.
We do not like to be criticized at all. But the thought has never been my strong point. I do like to see that society is straight and handsome but in the end, we are all bent.
Come is it the matter with the world? Most likely mind is the fieldwork. I dislike being stranded in the middle of the road with nowhere to go. Why because we are left with no rules in the rule book anything goes. But there is a rule book we should all know?
If we criticize what?
"What and where are the rules to govern genteel behavior?"
"I did not seek the question I just want to be told where I went wrong and do it accordingly."
A woman does not like to be criticized? No, it is despair that marks me. I did not think that women would close their mouths so we dare not speak.
When throughout history we were told not to reproach. Not to harm others and now the delicacy of that thought has approached parliament and made us matter-factly speak the strangest twits. Why?
"Actually they did harm others."
"Yes?"
"They rode them on a horse until they split." Laughed at the jerk inside my head.
"That was only for criminals."
"Are you not a criminal?"
"Not so. I would be deported if I was." I answer most kindly. I am a patient woman. I do what I can.
"Mouths are now closing because women asked us not to be critical of them and men asked us not to judge them."
So where are we now?
Our powers are lost the more objections we put in the way of freedom of speech.
"We will sue you."
"So what is there to take?"
"Paupers do not have it right?"
"No, they got to have food banks and such stuff. Why take our homes away only to replace it with shame?"
Some women enjoy that as much as men. The meanness of humankind is that they favor the weak and that they gore until the blood comes out.
"I daresay we have it right society makes ends meet in the end."
"What comes out in the wash sometimes is stained."
"Never mind about that. I am not talking about washing."
Someone closed the door and made off with the clone. They did not want to be named.
"He was a brilliant man."
"He has had it now."
His dear wish in life is to make me thin.
He got away run after him.
"I can't run pa."
"All that money has gone to pot."
We will have a brief commercial break whereby we will make a great deal of money. Come on hats out and speak to someone about grammar and punchlines and punctuation. I am almost in the red with the awful pronunciations.
A amputee team has become the most talked about people in the world. The winning team effort is the key factor.
"Own goal stupid."
"You see they win you lose."
"I am sorry for this we are going to have a wallop."
Outside the set, the settlement grows and grows and the pent-up emotions are the shared currency between nations.
"Now make money."
"I am trying pa I cannot."
"Failures like me where they went towards is the..."
"Misplaced I am misunderstood."
"Keep your mouth shut then."
"I am wearing a mask."
"That is to protect you from the plagues."
"If I speak will someone hurt me?"
"Of course." And dad went to his other homes and did the spoils of pleasures. He enjoys his family. He enjoys us all the same.
He is rich and no one notices his mannerly misconduct. The rich deserve not to be sussed out and made a mockery of. They worked harder than most all their lives. They do not go to food banks and grovel for the food of charity.
"You did?"
"I had no choice in the matter," I said as if the last thing on my mind.
"But your dad is rich?"
"He hates me."
"Well eat up then."
"I have a stomachache."
