1. Did I swear?
AZRA
Have you ever met someone and feel like you know that person? Have you ever felt like you missed someone you never met before?
Let me ask you another question. Do you believe in reincarnation?
What I’m about to tell you is the story of how I met my twin flame and how I almost lost him because of the reality that we know and the monotonous life we have. Or maybe we just met at the wrong time , even though I lost the old version of myself for God to bring him to me.
Have you ever heard about the myth of the human who was created with two heads, four arms and four legs? But Zeus was so angry because he thought that human would be stronger than him that’s why he split it in half, now we have two people who search for their other half to be complete. Their soulmate.
We rarely find our other half and keep him or her , most of the time we stay with the wrong half and feel incomplete.
Have you ever thought that when you loose someone it’s because you have to loose that person in order to have the other person, the right one for you?
Well, I have thought about that but I’m that kind of person who never let the other person go until I get hurt badly.
Or maybe I’m just drunk, when I get drunk I start thinking too much about the universe, life and god.
Right now I’m at some random club I didn’t even know existed. How did I get here? My best friend dragged me here to forget about my ex - fiance.
I know, I’m not saying boyfriend but fiance even though I’m 17 years old ,because I thought our relationship was serious enough for him to propose me with a ring, a damn ring that I threw at his face two days ago when I found out he was cheating on me.
Did I mention Emma, my best friend? She made me wear a dress and did my hair and make up.
“Oh my god! Did you bring me to a club really Em? You know clubs aren’t my thing!” I sighed pouting , I wanted to stay in my bed reading some book and crying.
" Shut up, your stupid ex is having fun and posting pictures while you stay in your bed reading werewolves romance! Come on!” Emma dragged me inside the club.
" I don’t know what he is doing and I don’t care. I have deleted and blocked him everywhere.” The noise of the music reached my stomach , it was vibrating too loud that I wanted to throw up.
After some glasses I don't remember well what happened. All is vague.
I just remember that Emma said she would go to the bathroom, I needed air and I went towards a small balcony . I think I met a guy there but I don’t remember his face, neither what we talked about or better say what I told him.
From what Emma told me she found me with a jacket on my shoulders , the jacket that now I have with me everytime I’m stressed or have some big event to attend.
I haven’t washed it because the jacket smells good, very good. I’m in love with that perfume whoever the owner is. I don’t remember him, because it is a mans perfume.
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STEP
“We are gonna have fun tonight!” One of my guys raised his glass and we followed him raising our shots. Many of the females at that club were looking at us, or better say me , the famous tik toker who made fun of people and danced.
We have a dance group composed only of guys, girls are a distraction and a lot of drama so better keep them away from our group and use them only for our pleasure.
Our group is the best in our school, has won the first place in every competition at school. As the leader , I’m not being narcissist cause my guys are excellent dancers , but I’m the best leader.
We were at another city ,having some fun before school begins two weeks later. I’m enjoying the attention given to me , I may get laid later but I had the urgent need to smoke and inside that club wasn’t allowed so I asked the bartender who told me I could go out towards a door that took you to a balcony.
I hurried there with the cigarette in my lips ready to light it , as soon as I pushed the door open there was another person , a girl , short and petite, with long wavy chestnut hair. I could see her back , she was talking to herself .
I went forward and stood at the other angle of the balcony avoiding any possible drama. She looked crazy.
But I couldn’t stop myself from listening her conversation with no one in particular.
“It’s okay, I know that you know better than me, that’s why everything happened. But what should I do? How long do I have to wait?” Her voice was sweet as she demanded to the air looking up at the sky.
I turned my body and my full attention to her, I was staring how she moved her small hands ,pushing her hair behind her ear and pouting. She was small but cute , maybe 5.4 something like that.
“Ok big guy, don’t talk to me . Don’t send my guardian angel or demon whatever it is , let me be in darkness! But just so you know, I don’t think you’re a male, you don’t have a gender so why do we keep referring you as ‘him’ , huh god?”
Oh she was speaking to god. I realized, but couldn’t hide my amusement. It was pretty hard for a girl to steal my attention unless I wanted her in my bed , and this pretty little thing here , I didn’t know who she was and why she was here , but she had all my attention.
“Well screw him, he is a cheater!” She raised her voice making a half turn of her body when she saw me with , she knitted her eyebrows in confusion then widened her black eyes and put her hands to her mouth.
I thought she recognized me from tik tok and she was going to scream. Just like every other girl , I thought I would loose my interest on her but she surprised me when she lowered her head, her face blushed , her cheeck had a pink colour and spoke more like a question.
“Did I swear? This is so not you dummy.” She giggled speaking more to herself.
I could see her face better , she had really dark black eyes like arrows, thick arrowed eyebrows , thin lips like two waves that just kissed . She looked so damn innocent and pure. Why was I hard? I stared at her lips and her thin exposed neck licking my lips.
