Not Once

... not once did i lie to you ...

.. not once was i happy and you didn't know it ..

.. not once was i sad that you didn't know it ..

.. not once was i angry that you didn't know it ..

.. not once was i fake towards you ..

.. not once was i not real ..

.. not once did i say "I Love You" and lie..

.. not once did i choose to hurt you

... not once when i hurt you that i did not regret it ..