"Live like your alone"

There are times in our life, where its okey to be alone...

Than to be with someone that, don't respect you...

In the way that you deserve....

You know what.... All i want is to be with someone who will love like i do... But i think it was so hard to understand by people around me....

I want to love someone....!? Someone makes me feel that, I'm so special to her....🥲

But i think that is impossible... Now a days people are not like that... They are so selfish in a way that.... They are keep on hurting people that loves them.... And they are loving people that keep on lies to them..... What an idoit mindset is that....!!!!!

But that is the real thing.... I'm just so sad to realize this..... I know some people are in the process of learning but, please try to understand this "Please keep the right person, not the wrong one" because in the process your, hurting the person that love you... Relationship is not a play.... And not raffle game that, you keep on searching for the other one🥹

Remember relationship is a chess game you have to protect the king.... For you to win the game.... And always remember this that in real life there is no second game....

You only have one chance to win a persons trust, and once you lose it....🥹 That person won't trust you anymore like, the first day you meet🥲

I was in the process of letting this go... In the way that is so hard... But I have no choice and life must go on... Even if someone hurt you so bad....🥹

You know what!? I want you so bad... I can say it now but, i guess that was a big joke to you but that was okey!? The truth really hurt so bad.... I guess i've learn my lessons for now

That is never to trust, in strangers!!!! But i hope i can see your face just hopping to see the real you just hopping....

But i guess things are, just like this... And must meant to happen because this a lesson to be learn.... But you know what your the best teacher because "you teach me!? That i'm a worth it person to die for" but this person is a person that never ever loves his life because i don't like to live even before tell now

If i could give my life to anyone i'll be willing to do it now because i don't like this life this life is so meaningless less happiness and More sorrow and sadness..... What a shit life..... I really hate to live.... I really hate this life full of so unfair things... In the way i can say to myself that "Where did i do wrong? I think all the things that i did for her is not enough... That is why! She find other guy for that...!" It looks like she just played my feelings all this time!!!" But that is okey for me... Because all of my life things is like this as always.... This is just so normal as always....

Once again i was fall for a person that don't love me, like i did What a pretty bad things for me but it's okey for me i have used to it as always

Most of faithfull and loyal guys are like me.... I feel them.... But to all guys around, keep it up there will come a time the right one will come to you just keep it up You a special bro no one is like you