What Keeps Me Here Pt.2

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Summary

Because healing is hard. Because there will be good days and bad days. Because there will be times at which you feel like you're all alone. And times at which you feel like you are unable to move forward in any way. It's these moments in which we need to be strong. Even if we do not feel like it. Even if all we want in that moment is to let go. Let go and sink back into the misery. That is so terrible and yet so familiar. I am here to tell you: Keep fighting! For at the end of this long and difficult journey, Paradise will be waiting for you. I promise. English & German 2020 - 2023 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Weil heilen schwer ist. Weil es gute und schlechte Tage gibt. Weil es dir manchmal das Gefühl geben kann, dass du ganz alleine bist. Und du das Gefühl haben wirst als ob du dich nicht vom Fleck bewegst. In diesen Momenten müssen wir stark sein. Auch wenn wir uns nicht danach fühlen. Auch wenn alles, was wir in dem Moment wollen, loszulassen ist. Loszulassen und wieder im Elend versinken. Das so schrecklich, aber auch so vertraut ist. Ich bin hier, um dir zu sagen: Kämpfe weiter! Denn am Ende dieser langen und schwierigen Reise, Wird das Paradies auf dich warten. Ganz bestimmt. Ich versprech's dir. Englisch & Deutsch 2020 - 2023

Genre
Poetry/Other
Author
Nāer
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
14
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

Thoughts Running on Papers

I didn’t know why I suddenly had this feeling

But it was there

And so I started to write

And write

And write

And write

And when I finished

I felt like all my thoughts were running on the papers

Not in my head anymore

Everything that was once in my head

That I felt like was draining my energy

Every thought

Every doubt

Every negative feeling

All of them were on the papers

Spread out in front of me

Waiting for what would happen next

I could burn them

Or rip them apart

Destroy them in every way possible

Or I could leave them

Accept them

Validate them

Because like everything else in this world

My negative thoughts had the right to exist

No matter how much I didn’t want them to

They were a part of me

Just like the positive things

Even if I didn’t like it