Thoughts Running on Papers
I didn’t know why I suddenly had this feeling
But it was there
And so I started to write
And write
And write
And write
And when I finished
I felt like all my thoughts were running on the papers
Not in my head anymore
Everything that was once in my head
That I felt like was draining my energy
Every thought
Every doubt
Every negative feeling
All of them were on the papers
Spread out in front of me
Waiting for what would happen next
I could burn them
Or rip them apart
Destroy them in every way possible
Or I could leave them
Accept them
Validate them
Because like everything else in this world
My negative thoughts had the right to exist
No matter how much I didn’t want them to
They were a part of me
Just like the positive things
Even if I didn’t like it
