Prologue
Prologue
The lakeâs entrance was covered by long branches. The sun somehow managed to reach Atoosa from between the leaves. When the wind blew, the lights breaching through the leaves moved too, and it seemed as if little fairies were dancing on the lake. It was mesmerizing to watch.
It had been a week since her motherâs funeral, and everything felt unreal.
Atoosa took her white clothes of grief off one by one while standing by the lake. A cold breeze made her shiver. She had never been naked outside of her bedchambers. It was strange but liberating at the same time.
Goosebumps formed all over her body as she entered the cold water. A gasp left her mouth, and she stopped to adjust her body to the cold temperature. Life had become much crueler than before. The grief consumed her.
She let go of her fear and entered the refreshing water completely to ease her mind. The coldness of the water made her gasp again. After getting used to the tempreture, she dived and stayed under the water for a few seconds. Everything was silent. There was a peace under water that nothing else could give her. She needed to breathe so her head emerged, and she inhaled for air. Things felt more real now. Her senses didnât deceive her anymore. Her mother was really dead, and there was no point in denying it. She started swimming slowly, breathing in while she moved in the water. The breaching light sat on her naked body as she watched the trees. The view was breathtaking in the morning. It almost made her forget about the pain she felt.
The birds chirped, and she closed her eyes to enjoy the sound. She remembered the last time she traveled somewhere was when she went to India as a child. It was a beautiful country, and she would never forget about it.
Suddenly, Atoosa felt like someone was watching her. She opened her eyes and hid her body under the water as her head was still outside. âWho is there?â she asked, but no one spoke. The bushes by her rustled, scaring Atoosa.
A rabbit jumped out and stood there, watching its surroundings. Atoosa sighed in relief. It was only a lost rabbit.
Time was passing. Despite Atoosaâs wish to stay at the lake, she had to return before anyone found out she was missing. Her clothes were on the side of the lake on a tree. She stepped out of the lake and wore them.
A year passed since that day. Life had turned upside down since the death of the Empress. They held a ceremony for the anniversary of her passing away. It was grand and luxurious, but also tiresome. All of the royal family, including Atoosa, had to greet the nobles from the entire world while they grieved the loss of Empress.
After the exhausting ceremony, Atoosa headed toward the meeting room of the castle. The guards opened the door for her, and she entered, wearing all white. Only the King and his consultant were at the table, speaking loudly. When they saw Atoosa, they stopped talking and looked at her. The Emperorâs eyebrows furrowed.
âWhat are you doing here?â he asked as Atoosa sat by him. âThis is a classified meeting. You must get out.â
Atoosa was grieving. She didnât want to be there either. She looked at the Emperor. âYour consultant,â she said, âFarid Khan asked me to join you.â
The Emperor looked at Farid Khan, waiting for an explanation.
Farid Khan cleared his throat. âYour Majesty, Her Highness is a wise young woman. After the Queenâs Paidust (funeral), I think our people will trust her more than others.â
âOthers, meaning me?â Emperor Shahrokh said with a frown. âBecause they hate me. Is that what youâre trying to say?â
âYour Majesty. Our nation loves you.â
âDonât patronize me!â The Emperor sipped from his glass. âUgh. This wine is disgusting!â He waited for a servant to come and take it from him to change it.
Atoosa had her hands on her lap. âI wanted to join, Father,â she said. âI think itâs time for me to participate in your meetings.â
Farid Khan smiled gently, expecting Emperor Shahrokh to calm down. Emperor Shahrokh sighed but decided to let Atoosa stay. âFine,â he said, turning his look to Farid Khan.
âYour majesty,â Farid Khan said. âAbout the bordersââ
âBorders and borders!â Emperor Shahrokh said. âYou canât get enough of it! Iâm tired of hearing it!â
âYour Majestyââ Farid Khan desperately tried to continue.
The Emperor sighed. âGo on!â
âThe borders are safe for now. Howeverââ
âYes. There is always a âhowever.ââ
âWe wonât be able to protect our lands any longer. Our army has decayed. No one wants to join. Many men have already lost their lives, and most have joined the enemyâs army.â
The Emperor slammed his hand on the table, startling them. âThat bastard, Rasteen,â he said. âItâs all his fault.â
Atoosaâs eyebrows furrowed. She wanted to speak, but Farid Khan continued. âMany lands are ruined. It has been almost five years since the war at our borders. We promised our people we would fix everything. But we didnât keep our word. Now with the Empressâ death, no one trusts us any longer.â
âI beg your pardon,â Atoosa interrupted. âIâm barely keeping up with your speed. Rasteen, you said?â
âYes,â Farid Khan said while Emperor Shahrokh ran his hand on his face.
âThe civil war with Rasteen is happening?â Atoosa asked.
âYes, Your Highness,â Farid Khan said.
âThis is why we do not include her in our meetings,â Emperor Shahrokh said. âMy wife has kept her in cotton. She knows nothing.â
âI know nothing, or you hid it from me?â Atoosa said. âYou said the civil war was over.â
âThe civil war was never over! My men join his army like I havenât fed them and their families! Ungrateful pricks!â
âFor how long did you want to hide this?â Atoosa asked.
Emperor Shahrokh ignored her. âThey have waited this far,â he said, facing Farid Khan. âThey can wait a little longer. We need time. We will fix everything as we promised. Itâs not like the civil war or the war in our borders are our fault!â
Farid Khan shook his head. âIâm afraid they wonât wait any longer, your majesty.â
Emperor Shahrokh dropped his new glass of wine, and silence fell upon them.
âYour majesty,â Farid Khan said in a lower tone to calm him down. âWe wonât be able to stop more of our men. Rasteen is getting stronger and wiser. We are short on money and men. Not to mention no one wants to lend us any more fortune than we already owe them.â
âWhat do you suggest I should do?â The Emperor sighed. âI have done everything in my power.â
âPerhaps there is a way you still havenât thought of.â
âWhat are you implying?â
âWe can ask for money in return for something you possess.â
âI have nothing to give.â
Farid Khan looked at Atoosa, and she gulped hard. Emperor Shahrokh looked at her too. His eyebrows furrowed, realizing what Farid Khan meant.
Farid Khan lowered his tone because he knew it was a delicate matter. âPrincess will wed the crown prince of Chinaââ
âYou must be out of your damned mind!â