Chapter 1: The Last Things He Spoke
I don't care about your day.
I don't care about what's going on in your life.
I don't care about your dog.
We aren't really friends.
You're a liability.
You add no value to my life.
All of our conversations are superficial.
I don't trust you.
The Last Things I said:
I respect/understand what you're saying. I just don't agree.
Reached out the next day, no response.
The End.
What I have going on in my life:
Night terrors about being raped as a toddler by my step father.
Being terrified of going to sleep.
Feeling sorrow for my childhood self.
Wanting to not be in pain anymore.
I know it will get better in time.
I wanted to document our last interaction
so I remember that when I needed him most
he abandoned me.
When he does try to re-enter my life, like all the other times before.
I have these words to fortify my boundaries.
