The Words of an Overwhelming Mind

On a good day, on one of my highs

I don't procrastinate, got good hold of the time

I do all the things I should've done last July

I'll start a big project off the top of my mind

I get a glimpse of hope

And it gets torn down

It can happen in a spliz

Or take a week to simmer

Waves of tunnel vision

And bouts of self doubt

Folding all my laundry

Vs leaving it all out

Forgot to brush my teeth, gotta take shower

Self hygiene should be top of the hour

13 past projects, they can wait till July

I shouldn't wait till July, but I wait till July

On a bad day, on one of my lows

I procrastinate, feel like a drone

Turn off the lights when I go to the bathroom

Turn all the mirrors around

I get a glimpse of hope

And it gets torn down

It can happen in a snap

Or take months to just wait out

I hyper fixate on people

It keeps me focused

I get unhealthily obsessed

Then lose interest when I'm with them

Forgot to drink some water for about 6 weeks

Keep eating late at night, impulsively

I look around my room, and in a click

I feel motivated to clean my tv

I got glimpses of hope

And it got torn down

It can happen in a flip

You can only wait it out

I clean my whole room, get to the laundry

Get to the wardrobe, I'm procrastinating

I fall back behind, and I think in my mind

"I knew this would happen, the cycle persists"

I'll do my laundry tomorrow, it can wait till July

I'll fall back behind again, remain in the cycle.

But it can't wait till July.

It'll wait till July.